Mo Yichen closed his eyes again with a face full of disappointment. Suddenly he sat up suddenly, staggered dizzily but still fell to the ground.
His eyes were fixed on the open door, and he walked out quickly with an anxious look on his face.
He didn't find that familiar figure in the corridor, and his heart ached slightly, she didn't come
Turning around sadly, he felt that the world suddenly became so small and depressing.
Just then, someone called her
"Third Young Master, where is Miss Xia?" Liu Yun came over with some medicine prepared for Xia Feier.
Mo Yichen felt energetic for a moment, suddenly grabbed Liu Yun and said, "She's here, isn't she?"
Liu Yun was startled by him, "Yes, has she gone since I sent her here?"
Before she finished the second half of her sentence, Mo Yichen was nowhere to be seen.
Xia Feier's heart ached while sitting in the car, and the tears on her face could not be wiped away.
Is this a farewell?
Will she have nothing to do with him anymore and never see each other again?
The bursts of soreness gradually filled the whole body, and the bite was severe
The rows of trees outside the window are passed by in a flash, but they are rooted here in this life.
No matter wind or rain, frost or snow, it will never change again.
In fact, sometimes she thinks that she is just a tree. She doesn't have to be towering or stand upright. She just wants to be stable throughout her life.
After getting out of the car, she wiped away her tears
All the tears in this life have been shed in the past few days. She laughed at herself but was so sad that she couldn't control it.
Wu Fei watched excitedly as Xia Feier packed up her few possessions, took her hand and walked to the open space outside the house.
"Xia Feier, how can you leave just as you say?"
After Xia Feier came back, she only told her that she was leaving and started preparing to move with her mother.
Wu Fei felt sad in her heart, and more importantly, she felt uneasy
Xia Feier held Wu Fei's hand tightly, tears welling up in her eyes. For a long time, she couldn't say a word except choking.
I feel extremely grateful and infinitely guilty towards Wu Fei.
She didn't want to leave her, her only friend in this crisis, but she had a reason to leave.
Ever since she thought about leaving, she had never dared to face Wu Fei or even say a word of thanks or a word of advice to her eyes.
"Fei'er, what happened that made you have to leave? Am I still not a person worthy of your trust in your heart after all this time?"
The moment I nodded, tight tears fell in clusters
"Yes, of course you are Wu Fei, I..." she choked and covered her mouth
After a moment of calm, he raised his head again, "Believe me, we were already friends when it was minus five degrees, and now we are more like family."
Wu Fei let her tears flow and stretched out her hand to wipe the tears on Xia Feier's face.
"Then let's talk about it. Let's face any difficulties together. Wu Fei has no friends but you. I don't ask for anything. I just want to walk into your heart and share joy and sorrow with you. Besides, Aunt Xia is so old. You can't bear to let her go."
She was running around with you."
Wu Fei's words were also the most painful in her heart. She stared into the distance, took a deep breath and spoke slowly.
The wind blows and the flowers are fragrant
In the colorful scene, two beautiful girls hugged each other and cried.
Wu Fei covered her mouth in disbelief, then hugged Xia Fei'er tightly and cried out
She never expected that what Xia Feier had experienced would be so humiliating and painful.
Her admiration for Fei'er deepened in her heart, but her strength and bravery made her feel heartbroken.
People say that if a woman is not too strong, she will easily lose the opportunity to be loved and protected.
But today she finally understood that some women's strength is forced out
It’s not that I don’t want to be weak, it’s that I have nothing to rely on
The two cried until they lost their voices, but neither one wanted to let go of the other.
Xia Feier felt a lot more relaxed at this moment. That incident was like a sharp knife piercing deeply into her heart.
Now, the sharp blade is drawn out
Although the blood is still flowing, I no longer feel suffocated.
Maybe this is a friend. Wu Fei has never said a word of comfort, but her tight hug is enough to comfort her.
Wu Fei's hoarse voice sounded in his ears, "Do you really want to give up? He really loves you."
Xia Feier was stunned for a moment, then raised her head from Wu Fei's shoulder, "How do you know he loves me?"
Wu Fei paused, with a sorry expression on his face, "Fei'er, if I tell you, don't be angry, okay?"
Xia Feier hummed and waited for her to speak.
Wu Fei carefully told the story about Mo Yichen arranging them to the flower garden and secretly visiting her. He was only worried that Fei'er would be angry because of her concealment.
However, after she listened to Xia Feier's story, she became even more sure that Mo Yichen loved Feier.
Xia Feier's heart sank deeper and deeper with Wu Fei's words, and the tears in her eyes blurred her vision again.
How could he do this?
Why is this so?
Why did he let her know that he still cared and paid so much for her when she was frustrated and about to give up?
How can she leave like this?
She couldn't take this heart away from her in the first place, now she couldn't take her eyes away either?
When Wu Fei saw that Xia Fei'er was silent, he carefully called her name, "Fei'er, I'm sorry, don't be angry with me. If I had the ability to help you, I would never choose to deceive you with him."
Smiling with tears in her eyes, "Wufei, never say sorry to me. I won't be angry with you. I just feel..." Choking, she lowered her head.
Lifting her head again, there was still a smile on her face, and the crystal tears on her face were as clear as beads by the sunlight, "I just feel that not loving is more...difficult than loving."
Wu Fei patted her head. At this moment, he felt even more distressed because of the smile on her face. She was happy.
Because she knows that person will always love her, and it’s also painful because they are destined to not be able to stay together in this life.
"Actually, as long as you love each other, it's fine. Is it true that we can't be together?"
Xia Feier's smile immediately disappeared, and countless needle-like pains were buried in her eyes.
Biting her lips tightly, she shook her head slightly, "How can I face the person who loves me deeply when I am in ruins? There is no going back between us."
"As long as you let it go, maybe he doesn't care at all?" Wu Fei said in an urgent tone.
"Yes, I can't let it go." Xia Feier nodded and said affirmatively
Looking up at Wu Fei, her face looked sad, "If Mu Yuze and I met before and were lovers and had a relationship with Mo Yichen, I don't think I would feel that I am not worthy of him."
Taking a deep breath, she continued, "You know, ambiguity without love is equivalent to livestock. I feel dirty."
Xia Feier's hands were as cold as frost, and her knuckles turned white when they were clenched tightly, and the hardness pierced her palms.
Wu Fei held her shoulders and said, "This is not of your own free will. You all know that, and he will understand."
I don't know when a self-deprecating smile overflowed from his pale face, "Wufei, do you know? He saw with his own eyes my virgin blood, saw with his own eyes the traces that person left on my body, and saw with his own eyes the lingering ambiguity all over the place.
The mess, these are indelible memories for him, and they are also a shame. He will forget them only if I leave."
Wu Fei gently let go of his hand, feeling a little cold in his heart
"You said, if he dies, you just let him go. Then why can't we live together? There are too many possibilities and impossibilities in this world. It's a matter of two people. One person can never be sure that happiness is in his own hands. He can't even fight for the opportunity.
If you don’t dare to face it, is that love?”
Wu Fei's eyes were deep and sad, "My mother was a barmaid when she was young, and later she fell in love with my father. A woman's sense of humiliation only appears in front of the person she loves. She hid my father, but
Since she followed my father, my mother has changed into a serious career. No matter how hard and tiring she is, she has never complained. My father is a son of an aristocratic family, with a rich family and a first-class social status. However, he just fell in love with my mother. He couldn't extricate himself and finally made an agreement between them.
The day before he wandered to the end of the world, my father found out about my mother's past, and he only asked her if it was true."
Xia Fei holds Wu Fei's cold hand
Wu Fei chuckled lightly, "Mom resolutely chose to leave. At that time, she didn't know that I was in her belly for so many years. My mother had a very hard life, especially that experience that she could never erase.
Shame, her father’s words made her cherish her for the rest of her life. Until not long ago, she met an old friend and told her mother that her father had passed away long before her mother left.”
"It was a car accident. He died at the place where they agreed to meet."
Wu Fei didn't cry, but looked happy
"A few days later, my mother went. I knew she was going to find my father. She struggled with it all her life. When she finally closed her eyes, she finally smiled.
The biggest torment in her heart is not that past, but the belief that her father doesn't love her enough. Fei'er, the most tormenting devil in your heart is not Mu Yuze, but yourself. If your mother had been willing to believe in her father's love for her and give herself a chance to
If she keeps her happiness, maybe her fate will not be so miserable, and her father will not die early."
Wu Fei has never mentioned this past incident to anyone. It’s not that she finds it difficult to talk about it, but it’s just that it’s too precious and people who don’t know how to love can’t hear it or understand it.
After listening to Wu Fei's words, she closed her eyes, and the painful memory gradually became blurred.
This passage really entered her heart, and even knocked the stubbornness out of her.
If tomorrow was the end of the world, she would definitely hold his hand
However, in the next few decades, will he really not care about it, think about it, or be angry for a moment?
Even if there is a word, she no longer has the courage to live in his world.
So...it's better to let go now
At least he can still be happy
For a long time, she just wanted to open her eyes, but she was hugged tightly by a pair of strong shoulders.
The steady breath blew so familiarly on her neck, and she smiled
Even though I’m not asleep, I still dream about his arms. I whisper softly, I’m actually dreaming.
"It's not a dream, Fei'er, the sinner who made you sad is here."
A low, magnetic voice sounded clearly in my ears
Suddenly she opened her eyes, and there was a man's generous palm on her chest. Wu Fei had long since disappeared.
Struggling to get up, he was firmly trapped in the arms of the visitor
"Ahem...if you move again, I will vomit blood."
Sure enough, she calmed down and asked, "Are you healed? How could you run out?" She couldn't see his face, but she still wanted to turn around, but she didn't dare to do anything.
Mo Yichen said with a proud smile, "Well, it's not cured but it's still very serious. The doctor said that if you can't find that medicine, you may die at any time."
"What medicine?" At this time, she could no longer distinguish the truth from falsehood in his words, or she didn't distinguish them at all. She was already panicked when she heard about his life and death.
"Without your love, I will die." He gently pressed his face against her ear and said softly.
"Mo Yichen, are you still kidding me now? I'm going to be scared to death by you."
She broke away suddenly, leaving his arms and facing him
But I saw him clenching his chest and his face full of pain
She just thought he did it on purpose and ignored him
Until his face turned pale and his chest was stained as red as the sunset
She immediately held his arm, heartbroken
It turns out he was injured there too
"What's wrong with you? I'll take you back to the hospital." But he stubbornly grabbed her
"You just said you were scared to death. Are you afraid that I will die?"
Looking at his pale and smiling face, she didn't answer and still insisted on helping him leave.
He moved her face, stood there and let her pull her, not moving at all.
"Are you afraid that I will die?" His serious tone made her breathless.
She raised her face and exhaled, "Yeah, I'm afraid, I can't afford your life."
Mo Yichen smiled and hugged her to his chest
"Fei'er, I'm afraid I can't afford your happiness."
Her heart was so aroused by this sentence that she couldn't calm down.
The warm feeling was even worse than before, making her not want to leave.
Her tears dripped onto his chest and the red color mixed into his wounds, stinging, but he felt extremely happy.
"Tomorrow, let's...be friends." She ignored the pain in her heart and said something against her will.
Mo Yichen was stunned for a moment, then let go of her and slipped from her eyes.
"Marry me, Feier, let's get married."
He knelt down on one knee and in his hand was the ring he had prepared when he came to the road.
It was a ring woven into a necklace. Xia Feier also had a necklace like this.
My vision was blurry for a moment, and my whole body was trembling slightly because of the suppressed emotions.
At this moment, her heart was crushed by Mo Yichen
Tears are like floods that have been released and cannot be stopped
Mo Yichen's eager and expectant eyes were as blazing as fire, and his determination caught her eye
Yes, he is not afraid of anything, he is just afraid that this little girl will say no at this moment
His Fei'er will always be the purest and sunniest girl in his heart
If we talk about stains, he has more than one. Those days spent with different women made him feel disgusted with himself for the first time.
What's more, Fei'er has never had a stain on her body.
She is so pure and self-loving, so optimistic and strong
He originally wanted to give her a romantic proposal, but on the way here today, this feeling burned his heart and he couldn't wait for a moment.
"Tomorrow, we will still...be friends."
She wanted to lift him up, but she didn't have any strength. Those words burned more than just him.
What the trembling cold hands touched was Mo Yichen's hot body
Only then did I realize that he was only wearing hospital clothes and had a high fever.
"Get up quickly, you have a fever and I will take you back."
The tall figure was half-kneeling like this, and he gritted his teeth, "Fei'er, is Mo Yichen really so vulgar in your heart and unworthy of trust? If you say yes, I will leave immediately and never see you again."