At night, the lights in the dormitory building are turned off
Shao Xi had gone through a whole day of special training, and had just been injected with a variety of drugs. He was lying on the bed feeling a little restless for a while.
Not long after he lay down, he found that his dormitory door was opened, and then Fang Xiaoyu walked in expressionlessly.
Nearly a week has passed since the mission ended, and Fang Xiaoyu took the initiative to step into Shao Xi's dormitory for the first time.
He walked to Shao Xi's bed and threw himself on the bed regardless of anything else, pressing Shao Xi under him.
Shao Xi groaned in discomfort: "Damn it, even if you want to murder your own husband, you wouldn't do this..."
"Shut up!" Fang Xiaoyu hugged Shao Xi's warm body tightly and snorted coldly.
Shao Xi was also very obedient. When Fang Xiaoyu said shut up, he fell silent and quietly let Fang Xiaoyu press him under him and hold him.
Fang Xiaoyu buried his face in Shao Xi's shoulder, and after being quiet for a while, he said dullly: "Am I useless?"
Shao Xi hugged him gently and replied: "No"
"Don't lie to me... I'm actually afraid of death..." Fang Xiaoyu said with some fear, "Suddenly I felt that death was so close to me..."
"This is normal. No one is afraid of death. I am also afraid of death, so I work hard to live." Shao Xi's tone was full of seriousness.
When Fang Xiaoyu heard Shao Xi's words, he knew very well that the man beneath him had also experienced such a thing as a comrade dying in front of him.
Sure enough, what Shao Xi said next made this fact even more clear: "Xiaoyu, as a soldier on the front line, your experience is inevitable. Brother, he used his own life to give you this."
One lesson is to let you know that the battlefield is like this. Either you die or I die. If you live, you win. If you die, there will be nothing. Remember, this is not your battlefield alone."
Shao Xi's deep voice surrounded Fang Xiaoyu's ears. After hearing this, the things that had been suppressed in Fang Xiaoyu's heart slowly began to feel relieved.
Sure enough, he knew that Shao Xi would not blame him, because this man had always been very tolerant to him
"Shao Xi, how old were you when you faced unnatural death for the first time?" Fang Xiaoyu asked lightly.
Shao Xi thought for a while before answering: "When I'm about to graduate from high school."
Fang Xiaoyu was a little surprised: "When you were so young?"
Shao Xi smiled bitterly: "Well, my third brother-in-law died gloriously in an anti-terrorism operation, and my third sister cried to death. At that time, I felt that death was a terrible thing... My parents suddenly became very haggard."
Fang Xiaoyu touched Shao Xi's hair, showing a rare tenderness: "Were you sad at that time?"
Shao Xi hummed: "I feel particularly sorry for my third sister. They were newly married at that time, so after I joined the army, I tried my best to survive and never gave up until the last moment because I didn't want the people who love me to be so sad."
Thinking that Shao Xi has been holding on to this belief and survived the death gate again and again, Fang Xiaoyu felt that he loved this man even more
"Shao Xi, I will keep working hard with this belief," Fang Xiaoyu said in an extremely serious tone.
Shao Xi chuckled: "Diaoyou~ It's not in vain that I dug my own wounds and sprinkled salt on them. I wish you could figure it out."
"Be more serious!" Fang Xiaoyu snorted angrily.
Shao Xi shouted that he was wronged: "I am not serious? If I were not serious, would I let you suppress me like this? I would have fought against the pressure a long time ago~"
Fang Xiaoyu rolled his eyes speechlessly, feeling helpless at this man who never forgot to show off his treasures.
After chatting heart-to-heart with Shao Xi for the whole night for the first time, Fang Xiaoyu felt much better.
In fact, he sincerely thinks that Shao Xi is better at psychological counseling than Bai Shaohua, but he just needs to keep this in his heart. He doesn't want anyone else to pester Shao Xi for psychological counseling.
It is enough for Shao Xi to be his only psychological counselor
The next day, Fang Xiaoyu silently went to the Martyrs Monument in the Second Military Region alone.
From a distance, I saw a figure standing motionless in front of the Martyrs Monument. When I got closer, I saw clearly that it was Bai Shaohua.
"You're here." Bai Shaohua spoke first. He seemed to have expected Fang Xiaoyu to come. "It seems that the captain has already taken care of you."
Facing Bai Shaohua, Fang Xiaoyu still had a very bitter feeling in his heart: "I..."
"Fang Xiaoyu" Bai Shaohua interrupted Fang Xiaoyu, looked at the martyrs monument, and said: "We are all soldiers serving the country. When we embark on this road, everyone is ready to sacrifice at any time."
"I understand" Fang Xiaoyu lowered his head in front of the Martyrs Monument
"If you want to eliminate the guilt in your heart, then please work harder to live so that you can be worthy of the martyrs buried here." Bai Shaohua was so calm that there was no emotion at all. "Their heroic souls will always look at you, Fang Xiaoyu,
Remember, this is not your battlefield alone."
Unexpectedly, he heard the exact same words from Bai Shaohua as those said by Shao Xi. Fang Xiaoyu couldn't help but think in his heart, these two people are worthy of being comrades for many years, and some of their ideas completely coincide with each other.
"Deputy team, I will always be the sniper of the Blood Wolf team" Liu Yi's share, he will work together and then he will help Bai Shaohua block the bullet! Fang Xiaoyu swore in his heart
Bai Shaohua patted Fang Xiaoyu on the shoulder happily: "You are still young, and some things are still too heavy for you to bear now. But you have to understand that you are not fighting alone."
Fang Xiaoyu nodded heavily. The deaths of Qiu Shengwei and Liu Yi had completely changed his ideological consciousness.
After the short vacation, Fang Xiaoyu and the others returned to the Blood Wolf team and started daily training.
Everyone seemed to understand this tacitly. From then on, no one mentioned Liu Yi in front of Bai Shaohua, for fear of arousing the sad memories of this man.
And Bai Shaohua did live up to Shao Xi's hopes. He fully recovered. Apart from being more taciturn than before, he was still the same as before.
Shao Xi's rehabilitation training is still going on, and Shao Lei's tight focus is becoming more and more exaggerated, almost reaching a state of inseparability.
Because of her as a super light bulb, Fang Xiaoyu could never find time to be alone with Shao Xi, which made him a little depressed.
Every day after finally waiting for Shao Xi to come back from the 088 logistics warehouse, Fang Xiaoyu always wanted to go to the dormitory to find him, but thinking of his exhausted body, he couldn't bear to leave.
In order to prevent herself from needing this man too much, Fang Xiaoyu also began to train very hard
So everyone in the Blood Wolf Team sadly became his sparring partner.
"Xiaoyu has been possessed by the God of War recently? So hard, he's almost catching up with Superman in Underpants." This is Qian Xiaokun's speech
"Xiaoyu understands his own shortcomings and is trying his best to make himself stronger." This is Xiangyang's speech
"He is already strong enough. He can defeat all the invincible Blood Wolves with close-quarter tactics." This is what Zhao Zhenxiang said.
"His greatest strength is not close combat, but sniping. Do you understand? He is about to catch up with the captain and become the new generation sniper god of the Blood Wolves." This is Guo Dongfei's speech
"It seems that he has recovered well and is already energetic enough to train." This is what Bai Shaohua said
During lunch that day, the Blood Wolf team happened to collide with the Blood Dragon team.
When Xu Kefan saw Fang Xiaoyu, he took the initiative to hook up with her without fear of death.
"Fang Xiaoyu, you look very haggard. Is it because your captain doesn't love you well?" Xu Kefan said directly, regardless of the presence of others.
Fang Xiaoyu continued to ignore his existence as always
Xu Kefan was used to Fang Xiaoyu's neglect. He leaned over to Fang Xiaoyu's ear and said, "You have to be careful~ Your love rival is about to appear."
Fang Xiaoyu, who was eating, stopped using his chopsticks and cast a cold gaze on Xu Kefan: "Go away"
Xu Kefan was not angry because of Fang Xiaoyu's attitude, but instead laughed out loud
Looking at his back as he returned to the Blood Dragon Team's dinner table, Qian Xiaokun said viciously: "I always feel that Captain Xu is a very perverted person."
Xiang Yang said indifferently: "Just get used to it. Didn't the captain also say that you just ignore him when you see him?"
But Fang Xiaoyu had already been attracted by Xu Kefan's words just now.
Love rival? Fang Xiaoyu is not afraid of any love rival
For a dazzling person like Shao Xi, it is normal for someone to like him. Fang Xiaoyu has always taken the existence of a love rival for granted.
Although he was thinking this and that, he still couldn't help but asked: "Xiao Kun, do you know that I have a love rival?"
After hearing his question, the people at the dinner table suddenly became strangely quiet.
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