Before evening, before Feng Lingxiao came back, Doudou brought you a bowl of medicine with red soup residue, and you could clearly smell the smell of Tibetan safflower.
Doudou put the medicine on the table, her hands trembling a little. She took a deep breath, walked to the bed and shook Long Chuxia who was sleeping, "Sister Long, get up, it's time to drink the medicine!"
Long Chuxia opened her eyes in confusion, glanced at Doudou, and said: "Didn't you drink just now? You will drink after dinner!" After that, he closed his eyes again, pulled up the quilt and covered his head and continued to sleep.
Doudou pulled off her quilt and whispered in her ear. Long Chuxia woke up with a start, stood up suddenly and sat on the bedside, her face changed slightly, and she said: "Is it fried?"
"It's right there!" Doudou pointed to the steaming medicine that night, "Doctor Guo said you have to drink it now, and drink it while it's hot."
Long Chuxia lifted the quilt and wanted to get off the ground, but Doudou stopped her: "You have an injury on your foot, I'll bring it to you!"
Long Chuxia panicked a little, but still nodded calmly, "Okay!"
Doudou took two steps, looked back at Long Chuxia hesitantly, and said: "Sister Long, you..." She couldn't say anything, and looked at Long Chuxia in confusion.
Long Chuxia was just trying to find something to talk about, so she asked, "Just say what you want to say, don't worry about it!"
Doudou hurried back and sat next to her and asked, "Are you really planning not to give up this child?"
Long Chuxia didn't expect her to ask this, and didn't know how to answer for a moment. In fact, she hadn't thought about it yet. If the child was aborted, she might be able to give her a free child. This was a consumption she couldn't afford now. But, she Is she willing to abort his child? Not to mention such old-fashioned things as life and death, but life cannot be ignored. She is in charge of the laws of the Three Realms, so people cannot ignore life, but she herself cannot even care about her own child. No, no matter how you say it, it doesn’t make sense?
"Doudou, let me think about it again!" Long Chuxia hesitated and reached out to touch her abdomen. Although she could not feel any signs of life there, she felt a feeling in her heart since she knew that there was a life growing in her body. She had such a wonderful feeling that she even wanted to try to be a mother. Although she knew that she might not be mature enough, should she give it a try? These thoughts shocked her. She actually wanted to be a mother. Of course, she also attributed these thoughts to hormonal imbalance. Generally, pregnant women's thoughts are off track.
Doudou hesitated and asked: "Sister Long, whose child is it?"
Long Chuxia gave her a strange look and said: "Of course it belongs to the emperor!"
"Don't you want to enter the palace? There are many concubines in the harem who want to conceive a dragon fetus, but they can't ask for it. The noble lady Yu was happy a few days ago. She was so happy that even the people who served her were honored, and the queen and concubine also went to give gifts. Congratulations, Sister Long, why do you think differently from others?" Doudou persuaded with earnest words.
Long Chuxia's head felt like she was being showered with cold water from head to toe. Her whole body was cold, and something in her chest was exploding continuously. Her hands and feet couldn't coordinate, and a sour and aggrieved liquid came up. She raised her head and spoke in a tone that was unfamiliar to her. Asked: "Mr. Yugui? When will you be happy?"
Doudou didn't notice anything was wrong with Long Chuxia. She said to herself: "Ten days ago, three months ago!"
Three months, at that time, she and he had not yet started. She found thousands of reasons to explain for him in her heart, but she still couldn't hide the sadness in her heart. It turns out that when you really fall in love with someone, you will continue to fall in love with him.
He will mind his past, but can he mind? He can't face the past, but what about the future? In such a huge harem, he can't just pamper her. If she says this, she is too selfish. No matter how domineering she is,
Why should she seize other people's men? Why should she base her happiness on other people's despair and loneliness? Why should she think that if she is pregnant with him, he will be hers?
"Bring the medicine here!" Long Chuxia felt frantic in her heart. At this moment, she had a premonition that any decision she made would be irrational. Maybe she would regret it later when she figured it out. But at this moment, she just wanted to have nothing like that between her and him.
Even if you want to leave after being involved too much, there is no problem of children and property to deal with, so you can simply carry a baggage and leave.
Doudou sighed, "The child is in your belly, and I don't even want you as a mother. I have nothing to say!"
Long Chuxia was stunned for a moment, as if she saw a pair of black and white eyes looking at her sadly and asking: "Mom, why don't you want me?"
She hesitated again, and sighed like Doudou: "Let me think about it!"
"What are you thinking about?" A familiar male voice came from the door. Long Chuxia panicked and quickly signaled Doudou to take the medicine away. Doudou hurriedly walked to the table and wanted to pick up the medicine and go out.
Feng Lingxiao had already come in. When he saw the medicine on the table, he thought it was because Long Chuxia was unwilling to drink the medicine. He joked: "Want not to drink the medicine again?" He walked to the table, picked up the medicine, blew it a few times and then
She walked to Long Chuxia and sat down, and said softly: "I'll feed you, okay?"
Doudou was stunned, standing there stiffly, neither walking nor walking.
Long Chuxia looked at the bowl in his hand with complicated eyes. This crimson medicine was a weapon that could take away her and his child. Now he brought it in front of her with his own hands and even said he wanted to feed her. Is this God's will or not?
Teasing? If it was God's will, should she obey God's will and drink the medicine?
She was hesitant in her heart, looking at his tender eyes, it was hard to imagine that the iceberg in the past would become so easy to get along with now. He had changed a lot for her, and what could she do for him?
"Open your mouth!" Feng Lingxiao blew the medicine in the porcelain spoon and said to Long Chuxia
Long Chuxia shook her head and said in a hoarse voice, "I'll drink it later, okay?"
"No, listen to your voice. How hoarse is it? You must drink medicine to get better!" Feng Lingxiao raised her voice slightly and said, "Drink quickly. I will order someone to get some from the Queen later.
The preserves are here for you!"
Long Chuxia's eyes were sore. She looked at him and asked, "I heard that Mr. Yugui is pregnant!"
Feng Lingxiao was startled for a moment, looked at her tentatively and asked, "Do you mind?"
Long Chuxia shook her head: "No, I heard it has been three months. At that time, we were not together yet!"
Feng Lingxiao promised: "Since I found out that I have you in my heart, I haven't touched any other woman!"
Long Chuxia's heart was overflowing with sadness. In fact, it was a lie to say that she didn't mind. How could she not mind? Another woman was carrying a child for your beloved man, and it wasn't artificial insemination, but...she felt heartbroken when she thought about it.
It feels like being bitten off by something, the pain is sore
"Yeah!" She smiled reluctantly and looked at the red concoction.