Long Chuxia approached him. He was so intoxicated that he didn't know anyone came in. There was a trace of deep pain on his resolute and cold face. She sat on the ground next to him and reached out to touch his face. His face was cold.
Even your hands are cold. Although the temperature in Huayechi is higher than outside, it is winter now. The door is open, and the cold wind is still coming in.
He suddenly opened his eyes. In the darkness, his eyes were sharp and his face was ferocious. He pushed her hand away with force and said viciously: "What are you doing here?" His words were accompanied by a strong smell of alcohol, and he rushed towards her.
She, she felt her empty stomach churning. She looked at him heartbrokenly, with unspeakable emotions in her eyes.
He sat up, rubbed his face with both hands, sneered, but his tone was much calmer, and said: "The Queen used to say that I don't understand the relationship between men and women. It's not that I don't understand, I just don't believe that there is a woman in this world who can let me
Fall in love and give everything for her. I think love is a very stupid thing. At least it makes people very stupid. I feel that in this life, I will never be teased by this love. Tonight, I went to many places.
, Everywhere, there is your breath, the road you have walked, and the things you have done, I really want to forget you, Long Chuxia, I hate you, I hate you so much!"
Long Chuxia's tears just burst out of her eyes. She didn't wipe them away and just listened to him quietly.
"I know that you love me far less than I love you. I even know that I can't keep you, but I want to try my best to make you feel that staying with me is at least a very happy thing."
I don’t know how to express myself. I can’t say sweet words or even make you happy, so I’m very anxious. I don’t know what you want. I’ll try my best to pay attention to what you care about and do something you might like.
"Long Chuxia, tell me today, everything I did was like a fool." There were tears in his eyes, and there was a kind of deep pain on his face, a kind of deep pain after heartache.
"You said you love me today, and I guarantee that it will be the happiest day of my life. I think you will probably stay by my side. I even thought about giving birth to a child for me, a child that belongs to you and me. But, in your belly
"You actually had my child but didn't tell me, and even secretly aborted it. I fed you medicine one bite at a time. I thought it would help you recover, but unexpectedly, I was killing my own child." He raised his head, eyes
The tears in my heart refused to fall
Long Chuxia stretched out her hand to touch his face, but he opened it again. He said coldly: "Stay away from me, leave the palace, and don't provoke me again. I admit that I lost. I lost very much in this game."
Completely, so take your victory and leave me, leave the palace, immediately the capital, and even leave Feng Country."
She said hoarsely: "Okay!" If she leaves, it will make him feel better. She leaves, and goes far away. She really doesn't mean to break his heart. Maybe she really doesn't love him deeply enough, and she doesn't love him enough.
It was because she didn't understand how good he was. She wiped away her tears, held back the pain in her heart, and said: "You don't want to see me, so I left. But, I want to say that when I say I love you today, I won't
I didn’t mean to deceive you. I don’t know why we ended up like this. It’s because I don’t know how to deal with feelings. It makes me sad to see you like this.”
"There is no need to be sad, and there is no need to come to review how miserable your defeated generals are." His heart finally died at this moment. He thought that at least she would understand that telling him to leave was his words against his will. Until just now, in his heart He still wanted her to stay and came to Huayechi. Thinking of all the processes of getting to know her, falling in love with her, he couldn't bear to let her go. He was so heartbroken that he was about to die, but he still couldn't bear to let her go.
"Go back, okay? Don't lie here!" Long Chuxia was actually an emotional idiot. She put the cart before the horse and didn't care about what she should have cared about. She originally wanted to make him not feel so uncomfortable, but in the end, she made him even more desperate.
Feng Lingxiao's lips almost bled from biting them, there was anger and sadness in his eyes, his throat hurt so much, and he drank too much liquor, but it still couldn't numb his heartache.
He doesn't move, and neither does she
"Let's go!" He was afraid that he would not be able to let her go in the end, so he gritted his teeth and drove her away, with the veins on his forehead showing.
She was startled. Although she had often seen him angry before, this time it was different. She was really scared.
He pushed her hard and said angrily: "Let's go, let's go right now!"
Her body fell backward. She was afraid of hurting the child, so she quickly put her hands on the ground to support her body, and said sadly: "If you don't want to see me, then I'll leave. Don't get excited!" She stood up and looked at him. After a while, he slowly walked out, took a step back, and looked back at him. Finally, the figure stepped out of the threshold.
He clenched his fists hard to relieve the pain in his heart. The tears fell down in the end. She was gone. The pool of Huaye suddenly became empty, and so did his heart. He could even hear the echo of the heartbeat. He would rather not know about the child. He would rather pretend to be happy, so that at least she would stay with him for the time being. Now that she is really gone, maybe tomorrow there will be no Long Chuxia in the imperial city.
The woman he loved deeply, he planned to abandon the harem for her and only guard her in this life. Now, she is gone
He was trembling, feeling the coldness of the winter night and the penetration of the cool wind. He sat on the ground with his back against the column. The white marble column revealed the cold temperature and froze his heart.
Long Chuxia didn't go far. She sat on the corridor and cried. She curled up her legs. Thinking of what he just said, she felt like there was a stone in her heart and she couldn't breathe.
She dragged her heavy steps, not feeling the pain in her feet, and quietly returned to the Huaye Pond. She saw him leaning on the column, with his eyes closed, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes.
She said weakly, "I don't want to leave!"
He opened his eyes, and thousands of feelings came to him at once. He stood up, hugged her fiercely, and rubbed her into his body with all his strength, making her unable to breathe.
He choked and said: "Stay with me, okay? Don't go, don't leave me. Let's forget the past and start over, okay?"
Long Chuxia cried and nodded, "Okay, I won't leave!" Her tears fell on his shoulders. Her heart was still extremely sad, but there was a sense of joy in regaining something.
Feng Lingxiao hugged her and kissed her lips, face, forehead and eyebrows like crazy
Long Chuxia responded enthusiastically to his kiss, letting him slide his hands into her clothes. When his palms fell on her belly, he stopped moving, let go of her, looked into her eyes, and said seriously : "You chose to stay with me. I hope you are sincere and don't say leave casually in the future!"
Long Chuxia knew that she might not be able to do it, so she hesitated and said, "Okay!" She would worry about the future. At this moment, she really just wanted to stay by his side.
Feng Lingxiao picked her up, looked at her feet, and put her face close to his, "You're so cold!" It turns out that in love, every time you think you have given up, you will end up because of the other person's words. The heart will come back to life. It turns out that it has to die many times before it dies completely.