Dai Dongguan's eyes were red. When he didn't think of her, he could still live peacefully. But once he thought of her, he realized that his thoughts were overflowing. It turned out that this quiet woman had penetrated into everyone's life in her own way.
"I really miss her. She has never entered my dream even once!" Dai Dongguan choked with sobs.
His words stung Feng Lingxiao. In fact, he dreamed of her almost every night, dreaming of her sitting next to him. When he opened his eyes, she suddenly smiled mischievously and disappeared from his eyes. He dreamed of her every night. She had to sit on the bed blankly for a long time before she could return to reality, the reality where she was dead.
Another time, he dreamed that she was giving birth. Po Wen came out and said that there was a lot of blood and it was very dangerous. All the doctors went in, and every one of them knelt in front of him and declared that they were helpless. He opened the door and saw shocking things everywhere. There was blood, and she looked in pain. She wanted to hold his hand, tell him that it hurt, and beg him to help her, but he couldn't walk across the sea of blood. He watched her close her eyes with her own eyes. , died in pain and woke up, he took a knife and cut his arm severely, telling himself that when she was dying, she was in so much pain that she could not suppress the pain that penetrated into the bone marrow. As soon as he touches the past, he will be addicted to the pain and unable to extricate himself
"You go, I want to stay with her quietly here. She should be here during the Chinese New Year!" He turned around and told Li Datong: "Go get a pot of wine, the osmanthus wine she likes to drink!"
Concubine Duan and Concubine Ying stood up to leave. Dai Dongguan also packed up his things, leaving only the table of delicacies, and said to the emperor: "Your Majesty, if she comes back, she will definitely eat the food cooked by this slave. I put the food here for you to eat." She eats it and will clean it up tomorrow!"
"Well, go!" Feng Ling said with a smile, "Actually, she is really easy to satisfy. If you give her delicious food, she will be beautiful all day long." He lowered his head sadly, remembering that in the past, he had thought that if she was not so capable, she would not be able to do anything. He was afraid that she would leave him, but now that I think about it, if she was more capable, she might be able to avoid this time
All kinds of thoughts are useless, but he just can't control himself to think, regret and resent.
The New Year's Eve in the border town was very lively. Long Chuxia wanted to go to the Kingdom of Jin, but now that it was a quiet night on New Year's Eve, she suddenly didn't want to do anything.
We had dinner at the military camp, then sent Hedgehog and the others away, and found a tavern to drink. The Fire Demon came out to accompany her. Seeing her frown, he said, "If you want to go back, you might as well go back and see him!"
Long Chuxia drank a glass of wine and said with a wry smile: "Let's see what we can do?"
"I don't know!" The fire demon didn't know anything about love, "I just can't stand seeing you like this."
"You'll get used to it gradually!" Long Chuxia drank a glass of wine and sighed: "I always wanted to leave the palace before, but now that I have left, I feel very painful. Fire Demon, am I very perverted!"
"What is perversion?" the fire demon asked while eating snacks.
Long Chuxia thought for a moment, "Abnormal means that what you mean means that you don't mean what you say, and what you do is beyond common sense!"
"Is there any common sense to follow about love?" The Fire Demon was puzzled.
Long Chuxia was stunned for a moment. Yes, there is no common sense in love. Every love is unique.
"I'll go back with you!" The Fire Demon saw her thinking and thought she missed Feng Lingxiao. In fact, she did miss him very much. She said: "I don't know if anyone in the world has experienced this feeling. You really want to I really want to meet someone, and every day I think about the time when we meet again, and then all I think about is the good things about this person, and I don’t even remember his bastard side!”
"Does Feng Lingxiao have a bastard side?" the fire demon asked her.
"Yes!" Long Chuxia said seriously: "The bastard thing about him is that I have been away from him for so long and still miss him. If he treats me badly, I won't remember him now!"
After a pause, he continued: "I don't know what happened to Dai Dongguan now. He and Concubine Shu are destined to have no future. I really don't want him to waste his life and youth!"
"You think it's a waste, but maybe he thinks it's enjoyment? I also think it's a waste of time for you to miss Feng Lingxiao, but can you not miss it?" The fire demon said something very philosophical, which made Long Chuxia look at him with admiration.
"I really want to go back and see Dai Dongguan, Concubine Shu, Concubine Ying, Prince Qingping, and even Lingxiang. I heard that the Queen Mother was imprisoned. I don't know if it's true or not. He is so filial. , If the Queen Mother and I fall out, then my sin will be great!" Long Chuxia sighed.
"Then the old woman treats you like this and you still speak up for her. Are you a fool?" the fire demon said angrily.
"She is not cruel, she is protecting her son in her self-righteous way. You have to know how big a disturbance the abolition of the harem will cause. How can a mother watch her son fall into a dilemma? Moreover, didn’t you hear what Dr. Guo said about the previous dynasty? When the late emperor wanted to abolish the harem for the sake of his concubine, the Queen Mother, who was a queen at that time, must have been greatly shocked. Therefore, when she heard the words abolition of the harem, she I've already become neurotic, why do I care if I'm a good woman or a vixen?" Long Chuxia didn't mean well, she just felt that if this matter happened like this, she and Feng Lingxiao were the culprits. If she hadn't said that she only wanted to live like ordinary people, If you grow old together with a man, he will not even think about abolishing the harem. And if he can talk about everything and not make his own decisions, things may not be in such a bad situation.
"That's nonsense. In short, she even wanted to kill her own grandson, so it's an unpardonable crime!" the fire demon snorted.
"It's just that there were too many villains around her at that time, and there were too many people who hated me." Long Chuxia picked up the wine glass and said to the fire demon: "Forget it, it's all over. Don't talk about this matter. It's just a Chinese New Year." , tell me something happy!”
"Don't drink so much. You're pregnant now. Also, if you ate a little tonight, I'll ask the shopkeeper to make something delicious for you, okay?" the fire demon said.
"I won't eat, I can't eat. Now that the child is four months old, I still have no appetite at all. It's annoying. Maybe I ate too many good things before, and this child is here to restrain me!" Long Chuxia He smiled and touched his belly, "That's good, I think I've lost weight!"
"You talk about losing weight with your appearance, how can you make those obese people embarrassed?" The fire demon suddenly stared at her and said: "This year's Chinese New Year, how about you go back?"
Long Chuxia didn't speak and drank in silence. She wanted to go back, but she was afraid and didn't know what she was afraid of. She always felt uneasy.
"He definitely misses you too. Go, I see that the emperor is very pitiful!" The Fire Demon actually secretly went back once. Seeing the emperor's depressed look, he felt really sad. I originally thought that Long Chuxia was enough to make people sad. My heart ached, but after seeing Feng Lingxiao's expression, I felt that Long Chuxia was already normal.