This winter seems to be colder than in previous years
The decorations in Xuantian Pavilion were still the same as when she was there. There was only one chair in the main hall, and a few stools were added by the queen later. The queen really took good care of her.
He was lying on the bed where she had been lying, the window was wide open, the moon was only like a sickle, but the sky was filled with stars.
There was no stove or burning charcoal in the house, and the air was so cold that it seemed to freeze people. He covered his body with a quilt, and the token he held in his hand already had his body temperature. He discovered that he had not kept it.
Whatever she had, this token was also given to her by him
Her body has been kept in the ice cellar. He didn't dare to look at it for fear that if he saw too much, he could not help but stab himself in the chest and leave with her. Maybe he didn't love her deeply enough, otherwise, how could he not be able to
Abandon this country and country?
He was reluctant to bury her for a long time. Although Concubine Duan and Concubine Ying had proposed several times to bury her, how could he be willing to do so?
He closed his eyes and suddenly opened them. In the dim light, he seemed to see a woman leaning against the door with her wine bottle in place, looking at him with a smile.
He stood up suddenly, not daring to say anything, for fear of scaring her away, and fear of waking up his dream.
However, she walked over calmly, with a smile on her lips and undried tears in her eyes. She said, "Are you interested in having a drink with me?"
Feng Lingxiao held her breath, still not daring to say anything, but was afraid that she would mistakenly think she was not agreeing, so she nodded quickly
Long Chuxia sat at the table, raised her head and smiled: "It's our first time to celebrate the New Year together!"
He walked lightly and walked up to her, wanting to reach out and touch her. She looked up at him and said, "Sit there, okay?"
He retracted his hand suddenly, fearing that if he did something wrong, she would disappear immediately. Yiyan sat opposite her, looking at her dreamily.
She poured two glasses of wine, pushed the wine in front of him, and said with a smile: "Cheers for this damn cold New Year's Eve, okay?" Damn it, I forgot that it was so cold in the capital. Walking all the way, my feet were numb.
She was so cold that she felt her toes were not hers.
"Is that you?" he asked blankly, staring at her with his eyes fixed on her, not daring to relax at all, for fear that if he did, she would turn into a phantom and disappear.
"It's me!" Long Chuxia picked up the wine glass and drank it slowly. There was a welcoming smile on her face, but her heart was very sour. If she had nothing to worry about, it would be a good time in the world. She wanted to be with her so much.
He lives such a life. I used to think that it was silly to give someone a lifetime, but I don't know when she started to become so silly.
His eyes immediately turned red, and there were tears in his eyes, but they did not flow down. He said softly: "I'm sorry, I hurt you!"
"Let's not talk about other unhappy things tonight. We are celebrating the New Year and talking about how unlucky things have been in the past. Looking forward, we will always find a way to get together in the future!" She comforted him like this. She would try her best to complete Long Xing'er's work.
Give her the task and return to him
"Okay, if you don't want to say it, then I won't say it!" He took the wine glass and felt an unbelievable shock in his heart. This shock made his hands tremble slightly. This was probably another dream?
During this period, I had had many different dreams, the contents of which were all related to her, but for the first time, it was so real, so real that my heart ached.
"I will not die because of the Queen Mother. Even if I die, it will definitely not be caused by the Queen Mother. Therefore, there is no need for you mother and son to be so stiff!" Long Chuxia watched him drink a glass of wine and advised her that she really didn't. He will die because of the Queen Mother. She has a long life, so long that it makes her feel tired just thinking about it.
Feng Lingxiao's face darkened, and he looked at her in pain and said: "There is no need to say good things for her. I will never forgive her in this life. Unless you and the child can come back to me, she and I will never be together in this life." See you again!"
Long Chuxia frowned slightly, "I said, I didn't die because of her. I am destined to have this disaster. Even if it weren't for her, I wouldn't be able to escape."
"When I see her, I think of what she did to you. I can't treat her with tolerance. I can only let her move out of Yangchun Palace, but I don't want to see her!" Feng Lingxiao said stubbornly. It wasn't him in early summer, so he didn't understand how painful his heart was. It was his biological mother, but she treated him in such a cruel way. He would never forget the many times in his life that he said he was doing good for you, but he didn't realize that he was doing harm to others. deepest
"I don't blame her, what's so strange about you?" Long Chuxia found that they still quarreled a lot and struggled on some small issues. They both had their own opinions and refused to give in to each other. When they didn't meet, I'm so devastated that if we actually meet, we'll waste time arguing.
"If you don't understand how I feel, it proves that you don't love me deeply enough!" Feng Lingxiao looked at her and started arguing with her, only then did she feel real.
Long Chuxia sighed, "Qingping is dead!"
Feng Lingxiao was shocked, looked at her blankly, and asked in a trembling voice: "When did it happen?"
"More than two months ago, I saw her a few days ago, and she has become a lonely ghost!" Long Chuxia said
Feng Lingxiao smiled sadly, "If she dies, it's a good death. If she doesn't die, I will kill her too!" He said this just to make himself feel better. In fact, he was still reluctant to kill her. In fact, That day he also knew that she went to Yangchun Palace and learned that the Queen Mother had given her money, which was enough for her to live for the rest of her life.
"Who killed her?" he asked again.
Long Chuxia's answer shocked Feng Lingxiao, and Long Chuxia said calmly: "It's Lingxiang!"
Feng Lingxiao stood up suddenly, looked at Long Chuxia with wide eyes, and said in disbelief: "Why did Lingxiang kill her?"
Long Chuxia told all the things Qingping had done to Lingxiang in the past. Feng Lingxiao was so shocked that she took two steps back and murmured: "Good death, good death, why didn't Lingxiang die in the first place?" Say? This silly girl, why does she have to endure such deep pain alone? If she speaks out, I will definitely deal with the emperor's crimes and the common people's crimes justly. I will do what I say!"
The successive blows made Feng Lingxiao go crazy. He looked at the woman he loved so much, but she turned into a ghost. She just said that she saw Qingping and turned into a lonely ghost. So, is she also a lonely ghost? Wild ghost? He held back his grief, put aside the matter of Qingping and Lingxiang, and asked: "Are you okay now?"
Long Chuxia's eyes were suddenly covered with heat. She blinked her eyes, swallowed the bitterness, and said: "Okay, very good, so you have to be good and wait for me to come back, okay?"
Feng Lingxiao's blood boiled all over his body, "Are you really going to come back?"
Long Chuxia nodded and said seriously: "Yes, but I don't know how. But I promise you that I will definitely come back!"
Feng Lingxiao looked at her dreamingly, convinced of what she said, and said excitedly: "As long as you come back, I am willing to wait as long as you want!"
When Long Chuxia looked at him like this, he was still as passionate as a young man's first love. Perhaps, when she came back, he had changed his appearance and was still undecided about his love. Can he withstand the wash of time and distance?
Turning around in a daze, she disappeared into Xuantian Pavilion without even saying goodbye.
And Feng Lingxiao, when she suddenly turned around, she shed tears quietly!