Concubine De had woken up. Fortunately, the wound was not deep, and her life was not in danger. When she saw the emperor coming, she smiled weakly: "The emperor is busy with official duties, so there is no need to take time to see me. I am fine!"
The emperor sat beside the bed, brushed away Concubine De's hair with his hands, and said softly: "Concubine De, I have wronged you."
Concubine De asked: "How is your concubine?"
The emperor looked a little displeased and said: "She is crazy, don't worry about her, you can rest well, I just came over to check on you, I will feel relieved if you are fine."
Concubine De smiled slightly: "Go, Aunt Xiaoxun is here to take care of me, I will be fine."
The emperor sighed, "Everyone wants me to stay with you longer, but you keep pushing me away. Just like the queen, I remember going to the queen's palace before, but after talking to her for a while, she pushed me away.
Go back to the imperial study, aren't you actually looking forward to my coming?"
Concubine De said softly: "When you are in the palace, your only hope is the emperor. On the day you come, even the withered flowers are the most beautiful. However, I cannot let the emperor indulge in pleasure and forget about state affairs, especially
Now that I know that the evil cult is causing trouble in the outside world, I don’t blame you. It’s because I do have selfish motives. I know that once she wakes up, she will pester you. I’m not jealous, I just don’t want the emperor to waste money.
Too much time in the harem, the former dynasty needs the emperor."
The words made the emperor feel sour in his heart. He was moved and said: "In the past, I neglected you and the queen, but now I can't believe that you two are the most important to me."
Concubine De smiled and said: "What should we not think about? No matter how hard life is for us women in the harem, it can't be more difficult than a single word. We enjoy all the glory, fine clothes and delicious food, so why can't we suffer a little bit of waiting? What happened to us in the previous dynasty?
I can't help, I just want to be content in the harem and not cause trouble to the emperor, but I didn't expect that I would still cause trouble and distract the emperor."
The emperor leaned down and kissed her forehead, saying: "I will not be distracted. I am very satisfied with you understanding me like this. I am leaving. You have a good rest. I will come to see you later!"
De Fei hummed and sent him away with a bright smile.
Everyone knows that it is painful to be in the palace, but many people break their heads to enter the palace and enjoy all the glory. They can endure the loneliness and stay in peace. The days just slip by. If we talk about suffering, how many sufferings in the world are compared to
Will the waiting be miserable for eternity?
The emperor left Xuantian Pavilion with heavy steps
What Shen Guifei said pierced his heart like a thorn. He couldn't argue at that moment, because what Shen Guifei said was true.
No matter how many women are around him, his heart has been lost since he was a boy. He will constantly compare the women around him with her. None of them can give him that kind of security and warmth. He doesn't know whether this is dependence or love, but
He knew that it would be difficult to love a woman so deeply in this life.
He was afraid, afraid that she would know his truest thoughts, so he said in front of her that he was going to the Queen's Palace tonight. He knew that she actually wanted him to favor the Queen, because the Queen was the wife she had personally found for him.
Regarding Concubine De, he knew the Queen's deep love for him, and he also knew Concubine De's affection for him. This love was different from other concubines. They would do anything to compete for favor. Only these two people used
The way they protect him, he shouldn't break the hearts of these two women again.
He decided very early on to hide this feeling deep in his heart and would never say it out until his death. He still has this plan now. He is trying hard to transform this abnormal feeling into the sacred love between mother and child. Even if he can't, he will just hide it like this.
In the bottom of my heart, it is enough to always remember the warmth of my youth.
He is not an emperor who indulges in love. He still carries the heavy burden of Feng Kingdom on his shoulders, so he will not be in too much pain.
Guo Yuanpan and Long Chuxia were drinking tea in the main hall. Talking about Concubine Shen's condition, Guo Yuanpan sighed: "Concubine Shen is in poor health. She lacks sleep and nutrition for a long time. Her thoughts are confused and she often mutters.
She was mumbling incoherently, and I suspected that she was suffering from madness."
Long Chuxia nodded, "I know everything you said. This is a persecutory delusion caused by schizophrenia."
"Schizophrenic persecution delusion?" Judge Guo was slightly startled.
"Paranoia is one of the most common symptoms of schizophrenia. Various delusions can occur, and some patients have very prominent delusions. In the early stages of the disease, patients may have doubts about some obviously unreasonable ideas. As the disease progresses, they will become more and more morbid.
The belief is integrated into one, and I can't recognize Shen Guifei because she was killed before, and I can't let it go. In addition, she was pregnant with multiple fetuses in the womb. I have never tried that anyone can give birth to a fetus safely. This is like a demon.
A curse enveloped her heart. She was under too much pressure and was mentally tense for a long time. She always felt that someone wanted to hurt her. Over time, she believed her own thoughts and thought that all the women in the palace were enemies!" Long Chuxia explained simply.
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Judge Guo looked at Long Chuxia with admiration: "Empress Dowager, it's a waste not to be a doctor!"
Long Chuxia smiled: "I'm really not used to you calling me the Queen Mother, so you should call me Chuxia!"
Magistrate Guo shook his head: "Is that possible? You are now the empress dowager personally appointed by the emperor. They are all titles, so why bother?"
"What's the relationship between you and me? Besides, I won't be the empress dowager for a long time. You also know that I have my own things to do!" In those years, Guo Yuanpan had been by her side. He knew that she
of identity
"Well, in short, no matter what, if you still remember me, come back to see me all the time!" Guo Yuan said reluctantly.
Long Chuxia smiled slightly and said: "Don't worry, I will come back every year in the future. If you can let go of things in the palace, you can also go out with me for a walk. You can help the world by hanging the pot, and I will kill the demons. We, father and daughter, will work together."
Walk!"
Judge Guo Yuan burst into tears, "Do you treat me like a father?"
"Yes!" Long Chuxia said
Judge Guo breathed a sigh of relief, "You have been my only daughter all these years!" The two of them talked about Doudou again. Doudou is now married to Mr. Lin, the deputy commander of the palace guards, and has a group of children.
The two of them looked at each other and smiled, as if all the past events were still in their minds. In just a blink of an eye, eighteen years had passed.
With Magistrate Guo looking after Concubine Shen Gui, Long Chuxia felt at ease and waited for the sky to darken, so she called Ah San back and asked him to stay in the palace while she and Qining broke into the Lotus Sect branch.
The Fire Demon also calmed down his temper and went with him. When he saw Hua Zi Zhen, he forgot about the past grudges. The two were talking and laughing. Hua Zi Zhen quietly said to Long Chuxia: "The Fire Demon's temper has changed a lot.
It used to be so tough!"
Long Chuxia glanced at the Fire Demon and said with some relief: "Well, he has indeed changed a lot over the years. His temper is not so violent, but he has not yet reached the ideal in my heart."
"Don't ask for too much, this is already good!" Hanako smiled slightly and glanced at the fire demon again.
The Fire Demon also knew that Long Chuxia and Hua Zi were really talking about him. He turned back to look at Long Chuxia and said, "I know you said you can't live without me. I'm very important to you!"
Long Chuxia's face twitched slightly. She just praised him a few times, but then she started to shit again.