After sending Feng Ruowu and others away, Mu Yan patiently put Mu Moxi and Mu Moheng to sleep, and then stood alone in front of the window, staring at the starry night sky in a daze.
After being extremely sad, Mu Yan thought more about how she should go on in the future. She was not the kind of woman who couldn't live without a man. Even if she lived alone, she could live better than others.
The absurd time travel allowed Mu Yan to come to this world that did not belong to her from a thousand years later and occupy this body. Mu Yan was also willing to bear all the punishment and sins for the original owner of this body, Xia Yifeng and Murong Zixuan
Her repeated betrayals have made Mu Yan completely sober now. From the time she came here until now, the only people who can be called her are the two brats Xi'er and Heng'er.
The cool breeze at night made Mu Yan's originally chaotic head sober. He left the room. Mu Yan stood in the spacious courtyard of Ziyuan Pavilion and quietly looked at every scene here. Mu Yan once again thought about himself very seriously.
the future
Mu Yan, who was deep in thought, unknowingly started to walk outside Ziyuan Pavilion with his head lowered. Mu Yan looked at the path he walked step by step. If he hadn't met other people in front of him, even Mu Yan wouldn't know what he would have done.
When will we go?
"who?!"
The cold voice reached his ears, forcing Mu Yan to stop and look up. Mu Yan looked at the imperial guards who were standing in a row, holding weapons and looking at him warily, as well as those who were surrounded by them.
Hidden behind him, Xia Yifeng, the man who was extremely familiar to Mu Yan, couldn't help but smile bitterly and said softly: "The common people are just upset and want to go out for a walk to relax. I have surprised the emperor. Please forgive me."
Listening to Mu Yan talking to him in a distant tone, Xia Yifeng couldn't help but frown and waved his hands to disperse the others around him. Xia Yifeng looked at Mu Yan's thin clothes with a gloomy look, walked over slowly and said, "Come with me."
"I'm going for a walk"
Speechless all the way, Mu Yan came to the Royal Garden under the leadership of Xia Yifeng
The flower field should have been completely dark, but at this time, under the illumination of the moonlight and the surrounding lanterns, the soft light loomed into people's eyes, making the flowers competing for beauty during the day appear.
A different kind of style
Walking into the pavilion surrounded by flower fields and sitting down slowly, Mu Yan smelled the fragrance of flowers, and the only irritability in his heart completely disappeared.
"You haven't rested so late, what are you thinking about?" Xia Yifeng asked proactively, and suddenly felt that the Mu Yan in front of her was a little unfamiliar with the hysteria during the day, and the silence and tranquility now. If Mu Yan really has feelings for Murong Zixuan
Feelings will never be as calm as they are now
"Think about the past, and also think about the future." He glanced sideways at Xia Yifeng, Mu Yan smiled lightly as if the previous grudges with Xia Yifeng had never existed, "Your Majesty, can Mu Yan negotiate a deal with you?"
"Tell me about it," Xia Yifeng raised her lips with interest. She didn't expect that Mu Yan would actually bring up such a thing with him.
"Although I don't know what Murong Zixuan's plans are in the future, I think he is a threat to you after all. Mu Yan doesn't want to talk about the rights and wrongs of the past. You destroyed my Cangqiong Kingdom and used me, and I also wrote off my help.
You pacified the Cangming Kingdom and allowed you to rule the world, but what I want is to kill Murong Zixuan with my own hands and still be free."
She said something in a low voice, but the calm expression on Mu Yan's face made Xia Yifeng feel agitated. Because Mu Yan's words made Xia Yifeng a little confused. Can she forgive herself for everything she had done to her? She wanted to solve it with her own hands.
Murong Zixuan? What does she mean by freedom?
"The pain of destroying the country, how could you forget Yan'er so easily? Are you deceiving yourself or others, or are you fooling me?" Trying hard to see the true face behind Mu Yan's calmness, Xia Yifeng finally remained silent for a moment.
Ask out loud, "What is the freedom you want?"
"I never deceive myself, nor do I have the guts to fool the emperor." With a faint smile, Mu Yan stretched out his hand to smooth his long hair that was blown by the breeze, raised his eyes to look at the bright moon in the sky, and said unabashedly: "If I really
If you still remember those things, then I will never forgive you in this life. But I really don’t remember the so-called country annihilation incident now. Compared with those things that are not in my mind, it is even more unbearable for me.
Yes, it’s Mu Tong’s death.”
Thinking of Mu Tong who lost her life because of her, Mu Yan felt her nose was a little sour. She had never been a sentimental person, and she had never been someone who liked to cry. But every time she thought of Mu Tong, Mu Yan felt like crying.
impulse
She didn't lie. Although she had taken over this body, Mu Yan did not have all the memories before this body. His parents were killed by Xia Yifeng, and the country was destroyed by Xia Yifeng. To Mu Yan, these two events were actually more like a
The story is a story that happened to others, but Mu Tong is such a living existence to Mu Yan.
Mu Tong once hugged her arm affectionately and called her sister
Mu Tong once cried until her voice became hoarse, just because she suffered a minor injury
When Mu Tong gets something good, the first thing she thinks of is Mu Yan
Mu Tong was the first to rush to Mu Yan when she was in danger
Whether she is a former shadow or Mu Yan and Mu Tong who have traveled here, they are her first relatives in the true sense that no one can replace.
That little girl, who was only a teenager, suffered too many sins because of Mu Yan. Mu Yan saw it all and remembered it in his heart. So even if it cost him his life, Mu Yan must do it for her.
To take revenge, Mu Tong must kill Murong Zixuan with her own hands
"You don't remember anything?" Xia Yifeng squinted his eyes slightly, obviously not believing Mu Yan's Chen Ci.
"Does the Emperor think that a woman who has witnessed you killing her biological parents and watching you destroy her country will really fall in love with you? There will be no such broad-minded woman in this world unless
She is really heartless, without blood or tears." There was obvious sadness in her gloomy eyes. Although the corners of Mu Yan's mouth were raised, the smile never reached his eyes.
Glancing at Xia Yifeng, Mu Yan continued: "Over the years, I have always hated you and tried every means to kill you. That's because I couldn't accept the fact that you were taking advantage of me. I once loved you, I really loved you.
But now I think about it, so what? I love you, but if you don’t love me, I’m being used by you because I’m just too stupid and wishful thinking. Just like you once said, no one forced me to fall in love with you, no one forced me to fall in love with you.
Everything that happened when I went to your bed was because of me. If I didn't have feelings for you, there would be nothing that happened later, so I admit those things."