Chapter 43 Don't think about it if you can't think about it.
"Xia Yifeng will not attack her so quickly. If Xia Yifeng is really the kind of man who can't control his lower body, I would never let those two little devils be born before. That's why I just said that Han Binning is very
Smart, not a simple character"
The corner of Mu Yan's mouth raised slightly, and he said his opinion calmly, "Please don't interfere in this matter. You will bring me here today. I also know your thoughts. It's just that I let me
I’ll give you an answer, won’t I?”
"That's right, what I want is your answer." Mu Yan's words made Feng Ruowu's eyes flash with a light, and she looked at Mu Yan with twinkling eyes. Feng Ruowu asked in a low voice: "I want to know
The question is, do you want to participate in this battle started by Han Binning?"
With his head lowered, Mu Yan was silent for a long time. When everyone thought that Mu Yan was going to ignore the question and continue to remain silent, Mu Yan suddenly spoke.
"There are some things, it's not that I don't care, but that even if I care, I can't do anything about it. Now, Xia Yifeng and I may have a very tangled relationship in your eyes. In your hearts, I don't care about him bringing Han Bingning into the palace."
Things should not be ignored or ignored, but who of you really understands my feelings?"
Slowly raising his head, Mu Yan's face showed a touch of sadness, and the curve of the corners of his mouth slowly disappeared. Mu Yan stared at his hands intently and said, "It's like losing something, losing the original thing."
The feeling of emptiness in my heart that belongs to me often reminds me that I should take this thing back and fill the vacancy in my heart again. But I am such a woman, and I am such a woman and man who does not want to embarrass myself.
I have never lacked this kind of thing. I have never lacked it from a long time ago until now. I don’t know how I feel about Xia Yifeng. Is it the so-called love in your mouth? I also don’t know what Ruowu calls a woman’s career.
Is it worth it for me to try? Because I, Mu Yan, am the only career in my life. I have the ability to support myself and my two children. So I don’t understand why I have to look for a man, someone who can be with me anytime, anywhere.
The man who might leave me”
The voice became smaller and smaller, and Mu Yan's emotional fluctuations also affected the hearts of several other people. They listened quietly to Mu Yan's words that seemed to be muttering to herself. They had never heard the words she said and were heartbroken.
Feeling the worry and confusion that Mu Yan inadvertently revealed, they couldn't help but feel that Mu Yan was actually the most pitiful person among them.
Mu Yan does not lack wealth, looks, or everything that others admire. But what she lacks is the feelings and sense of security that should belong to ordinary people. She is confused, she is hesitant, and she is afraid that everything she gets will be
Disappearing at any time, even her own unwillingness and sadness towards Xia Yifeng couldn't tell whether it was love or not.
"In order to save my life over the years, I have been reminding myself that if I keep the green hills, I won't be afraid of running out of firewood. I have been stepped on by others, and I have also been lifted to prohibitive heights. There are many things I can't think of.
There are things that I understand, but there are also many things that I can't get. I tell myself, don't think about things that you can't get, don't fight for things that you can't get, because as long as you have life, you won't be afraid of not having the chance to fill the regrets in your heart. But now
…”
After a slight pause, Mu Yan looked around at the other women in the room, and said with a wry smile: "Look at the expressions of you, it seems that once I let go, this rare treasure will really be impossible for me to meet again. So
I'm wondering, wondering about Xia Yifeng's value, and also wondering about my feelings towards him. If I join this battle, I must not lose. And I know very well how much effort and effort it takes to win the title of the leader of a country.
cost"
"So...?" Mu Yan stopped when he mentioned something important, which made Feng Ruowu open her eyes angrily. Feng Ruowu looked at Mu Yan nervously and asked, "What is your decision?"
"I won't let myself regret it. I will figure out my feelings for him as quickly as possible. When I know clearly whether I love him or whether this body is causing trouble, I will definitely come back to Meixiang House again, and
Please make it clear."
Mu Yan stood up with a relaxed expression. Under the gazes of several people, he smiled quietly and looked out the window casually. Mu Yan turned his head to look at Feng Ruowu and Leng Yan'er and said, "It's almost time to go.
Well, the matter with the Murong family has not been settled yet."
Mu Yan, Feng Ruowu and Leng Yan'er quickly changed their appearance, and then left Meixiang Building and walked cautiously on the alley. When they arrived at the first shop under the Murong family's name, the three of them agreed in unison.
stopped
"You guys wait here, I'll come as soon as I go." Feng Ruowu nodded to Mu Yan and Leng Yan'er, and then walked towards Murong's fabric store alone.
Walking to the front of the store in a swagger, Feng Ruowu looked like she had a lot of money. She looked at the fabrics displayed outside with disdain. Then she looked at the waiter who came out to greet her and said displeasedly: "I am a famous person in your family."
Why are you here with just such a small amount? Who are you sending?"
"Girl, don't be angry. Please come inside. All the good things are inside!" He nodded and bowed while chatting with Feng Ruowu. The young man patiently accompanied Feng Ruowu around and around the store.
While introducing the craftsmanship of these fabrics to Feng Ruowu, the man continued to accept Feng Ruowu’s endless complaints. Finally, after the man’s patience was worn away by Feng Ruowu, he walked into the back room in frustration and asked to come out.
The shopkeeper who was resting inside
"Shopkeeper, that girl, no matter what I say, she..." Standing next to the shopkeeper, the young man whispered a small report, telling his dissatisfaction
"Okay, step back." He glared at the young man with a stern look. The shopkeeper smiled calmly, walked to Feng Ruowu's side, and asked softly: "I wonder if this girl wants to buy clothes to wear herself, or to give to her family and friends?
"
"I want to wear them, and I want to give them away, but..." Looking at the shopkeeper with a sad expression, Feng Ruowu reached out and patted the shopkeeper's shoulder, met the shopkeeper's doubtful eyes, and said, "But I don't like these colors very much.
Isn’t there something plainer?”
"It turns out that girl, you like to be elegant and elegant. Come on, come with me to the room here. The clothes in our room are specially selected by our master from Jiangnan. The master ordered it. If the guests don't take the initiative to mention it, they will
Don’t introduce it to guests because ordinary people are not worthy of these fabrics. But I think you have an extraordinary temperament, girl, and you like such fabrics, so..."
The eloquent Feng Ruowu talked about pieces of fabric, but the shopkeeper didn't notice the unusual smile on the corner of Feng Ruowu's mouth.
"This, this, this, I want them all and send them to this place. This is money." After choosing the things happily, Feng Ruowu threw a certain amount of broken silver and a piece of paper to the shopkeeper and then strode without looking back.
After leaving the store, he bumped heads with Mu Yan and Leng Yaner.
"Fifteen minutes, wait and see." Feng Ruowu patted her chest confidently, and Feng Ruowu led the two of them to the teahouse opposite, quietly waiting for the scene where the shopkeeper died of poisoning.