My mind went blank. I was worried about the safety of my father's coming, and also worried about how to tell my father about this matter.
Dropping out of school is always a shameful thing in rural areas. On the one hand, you have to bear the pressure of your own soul, and on the other hand, you have to bear the opinions of outsiders. If you have poor grades, you can still get over it. If you have poor grades, you can drop out of school. This is a common practice in China.
My grades are not very good, and they have been declining since high school. But they don’t know, they always think that it is natural for you to score as high as you should, and if you don’t get it, it means you don’t work hard, and you will be in trouble.
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My father has always been very strict with me, which can be described as harsh. But this incident is absolutely fatal to me. I have always been a good boy in front of my family. Dropping out of school is such a rebellious thing.
I don't know what they will think.
I don’t know what my father will say about me this time. I just ask him not to ask the head teacher to give me another chance. That’s fine. I left. Dignity is always needed, even if I fall to the point of being abandoned.
What happened this time would never have happened if the head teacher had not been so mean. He forced me to drop out of school, and now he has destroyed the peace I just gained. I have to say that this hatred is already very deep, and one day
, I will go back glamorous, and when the time comes, he will be the one leaving.
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After waiting for a long time, my father's figure appeared under the moonlight. I looked at him hazily, but I couldn't see clearly.
I felt uncomfortable all over, and what was supposed to come finally came.
"dad"
Dad said "Yeah", which seemed to be his answer, and then the two of them were silent for a long time, neither of them could say the first thing.
The moonlight is like water, shining softly on us.
After a long silence, I spoke, "Go to my rented house. It's cold here."
Taking my father through the streets, it took a long time before we arrived at the door.
Shaking his hands, he took out the key and opened the door, only to find that the electricity at home was not turned off when he left.
My father found a stool and sat down. He looked at my messy room and the helmet on the bed. He asked, "You don't go to school just because of this thing. Is there any future in playing computer games? It's a waste of time."
In terms of games, do you still want to take the college entrance examination?"
I don't dare to speak. In fact, I really don't dare to think about these things. I don't have a good conclusion about what to do in the future.
The father continued, "What book did you say you read? Your teacher called you in the middle of the night and said that you didn't study hard, fooled around every day, contradicted the teacher, and was arrogant. Did you learn this after reading so many books? You are still arrogant.
Are you very capable? What are your achievements?"
I can't answer it at all. I've always been just me.
"When I received the call today, I was so furious that I wished I had wings and could fly over and slap you twice. Tell me what you did."
My stomach is very hungry because I haven't eaten dinner yet. I didn't feel it even though I was running around at first. Now I am so hungry that I feel uncomfortable all over my body.
But I don't want to eat yet.
The father's tone became softer: "Your mother doesn't know about this yet. Tomorrow you will go to the class teacher with me to ask you to go to school again."
This time I understood, that is, continue reading and give up this game.
But have I given up? I just started playing this game, and I haven’t experienced many things yet. Gangs, PKs, national wars, everything. I hope to participate in it myself, instead of Shen Xiaoqi’s big mouth telling me
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Moreover, I will put on the Qingfeng Ring, and from now on, I will be covered in divine weapons, carry a divine pet, and ride a divine dragon under my crotch to descend into the world.
And Gu Mu Yeyu. Her figure appears in my mind again and again.
"I do not want to."
"What?"
"I do not want to."
"I think you are having sex. It doesn't matter whether you are willing or not. You have to go."
"Dad!" I felt a lot of emotions in my heart. My father is a very stubborn person like me. It is difficult to change what he believes in. "You should try to respect my choice. I am already 18. This time I decide
It's something I've thought about. You should respect my choice."
Dad was obviously stunned for a moment, "Your choice is also a choice. Wrong ways are also choices. Could it be that we as parents will harm you? If I give up on you this time, it will hurt you."
I was speechless, but my nerves also kicked in, "I don't want to go."
There was silence again for an instant, and the whole atmosphere became extremely awkward.
The outbreak of silence, we are all suffering in our hearts.
"Peng" my father suddenly stood up, kicking the stool and rolling it several times.
"Now that you've decided, go ahead and take care of yourself in the future!"
My father opened the door angrily and left without even looking back to ask me.
I was also panicked. It was already past 3 o'clock in the morning. My father had been busy all day and came to my place in the middle of the night. He was very tired, and now he definitely wanted to walk back again.
When I hurriedly pulled out the key and went downstairs, my father was gone.
My spirit collapsed instantly, and I collapsed on the street, with tears flowing down unbridled.
I just sat on the ground and let my tears flow.
I didn't know where to go, I just wanted to cry happily.
This time, I cried for a long time, as if I had never cried for such a long time. The self-esteem I had built up with all my efforts was shattered by this crying.
After a long time, the moonlight in the sky slowly disappeared and the sky slowly turned gray. The street lights on the roadside were also dimmed. Some people who got up early to exercise were already wearing sportswear and running on the long street. The uncle sweeping the floor was also holding his hand.
The broom is carefully sweeping up the garbage thrown by people on the street.
I felt hot and got up from the ground in a panic. I couldn't let anyone see my sadness.
When I returned to my apartment, I lay on the bed in a panic.
At night, I was awakened by the sound of pattering rain.
It's raining. Autumn rain is much colder than spring rain.
I grabbed my phone and saw that it was already 9pm, and the pressure caused by my father had disappeared before I went to bed. Although the impact was still there.
It's been almost ten hours since I slept in the morning, which is enough. The last time I ate was yesterday afternoon. I haven't eaten in thirty hours, and my whole brain is dizzy.
I got up and took a shower first. My whole body stank and I needed to take a shower.
Wash and put on clothes.
I boiled the water, soaked the noodles, and finished eating quickly.
Opening the second-hand desktop computer, I first browsed Tianyu’s official website.
After looking through it, I didn't find anything of value. The whole article was basically about celebrating the launch of the "Qionglu" server. There were also many congratulatory letters from large companies and consortiums, as well as congratulations from some Chinese bosses.
I continued searching and saw a post.
The name of the post is: Strong protest against too few monster resources in Novice Village in "Qionglu".
The content of the post is probably about how to compete with other players to grab monsters all night long. The swearing and weak words in it are very painful to watch.
The post has already received over 10,000 replies, and most of them are people complaining about Tianyu Company. It seems that the 10,000 players who entered the game early have definitely taken advantage of it.
1st floor, unrequited love and lack of love: sf, I can’t afford to be hurt.
2nd Floor, Mutual Creation and Inhibition: I killed more than 200 chickens in one night, and after being promoted to three levels, I simply couldn’t survive.
3rd floor, Snowflake: The awesome guy on the 2nd floor, he only killed dozens of people passing by in one night.
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I couldn't see anything that interested me anymore, so I was ready to go online.
