She sat in the child's room and didn't know where to go. Looking at the sleeping child, her heart ached more and more. Where was her Yu Yan? Although she comforted herself so much, saying she wasn't sad was simply a lie.
of!
She glanced sideways outside the window. The sky was dark. Just like her heart, there was no light at all. Yu Yan didn't want her anymore? He suddenly didn't want her anymore! There was no warning! She took a deep breath and looked again.
At a glance, the children seemed to have never felt that their mother had ever been here. They were sleeping soundly.
She secretly said to herself that if Yu Yan really didn't want her anymore, she would still keep this family!
Sun Xiaojie stood up and returned to the room. She opened the door and smelled a strong smell of alcohol. She frowned slightly. This did not surprise her at all. He was back!
In the darkness, she only saw a figure sitting by the bed. She glanced at the figure and didn't know what to say. She turned on the light and saw her dark face clearly.
She didn't know what else to say to Yu Yan. In just half a month, they had become such strangers. She took out a change of clothes for her from the cabinet and gently placed them beside him, then walked around the bed and stood in another room.
sit down
"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Yu Yan suddenly spoke. He had been living and drinking outside for so many days, but she didn't seem to react at all. She left it to herself. She only called today and saw that she didn't answer.
He didn’t call again. Even if he replied to the text message, she didn’t seem to see it.
What on earth was she thinking? Shouldn't she come over and take the initiative to admit her mistake if she did something wrong?
He stood up, grabbed her arm, pulled her in front of him, and asked, "I've been outside for so many days, why didn't you come out to find me?"
"I'm looking for you, will you come back?" Sun Xiaoxiao lowered her head. It wasn't that she didn't want to get Yu Yan back, but if he treated her coldly after she left, it would only cause further trouble for this fragile relationship.
Take a stab!
She is afraid, really afraid! She is afraid that he will talk about divorce, that he will say that he does not love her anymore!
Yu Yan's face became more and more gloomy, and he asked her: "How do you know I won't come back if you don't come? I tell you, Sun Xiaoxiao! As long as you don't come to me in the future, I won't go home!"
Sun Xiaojie bit her lip. Was he angry? Angry that he didn't go to him? Or... he wanted to see him with another woman with his own eyes? She nodded and replied in a low voice: "Yeah
,I see!"
She didn't dare to raise her head to look at Yu Yan's face. Just by his breathing rate, she knew how angry Yu Yan was! Tears were already rolling in her eyes, and the grievances in her heart burst out instantly, breaking away from Yu Yan's arms.
Imprisoned, threw herself into his arms and hugged his neck tightly
"I don't want a divorce, and I don't want to see you with another woman!" Sun Xiaojie didn't know where to find the courage. She hugged him tightly, tears welling up in her eyes, and rubbed against his body, and then said, "
Let’s not get divorced, okay? I love you so much!”
She also hates herself now. In order to love him, she has lost her dignity. She even said such words. She doesn't want anything, she just doesn't want a divorce!
"You love me?" Yu Yan was startled. This was the first time she heard such words!
She shrank in his arms and nodded repeatedly: "I love you so much that I am willing to beg you to stay! Can you stay?"
This question was still tangled in Sun Xiaoxiao's mind. She raised her head and looked at his face, which was a little blurry. It must be because there were tears in her eyes!
"Who told you that I divorced you?" Yu Yan didn't know why, but he was shaken when he saw her tears. Even if he came back early today, he had no intention of talking to her. He just wanted to go to bed early as usual!
For so many days, what he couldn't stand the most was her coldness and indifference. No matter when he came back, she would not care if there was the smell of other women's perfume on her body. She would just wait for him to come back and help him get a change of clothes.
Then lie down and sleep
Every time he saw her sleeping with her back to him, his heart became heavier and heavier. In fact, what he wanted was very simple. He wanted to see her asking where he had gone. He hoped that she could hold him and herself.
Normally, the girl would cry and make a fuss. He slowly walked into Sun Xiaojie. The smell of alcohol on her body made Sun Xiaojie pinch her nose and turn her head to avoid him.
"I'm telling you, don't think about divorce!" He bent down and picked up the clothes on the bed, grabbed Sun Xiaojie with one hand, and forced her to the bathroom, "Help me take a shower!"
"Yeah!" Sun Xiaoxiao lowered his eyes and carefully unbuttoned his chest. His little hands were trembling, as if he was afraid of touching his body.
Sun Xiaoxiao's expression aroused Yu Yan's dissatisfaction again. He raised his hand and pressed her into his arms: "Are you afraid of touching me?"
The shower in the bathroom made a gurgling sound, and the bathtub was about to be filled with water. The two of them had been hugging each other for a long time! Water mist was already rising in the bathroom. She looked up at him and just shook her head.
"With the existence of a woman like you, I can't touch other women!"
Is this what Yu Yan said? She raised her head and looked at Yu Yan. He did come back every day with the smell of various perfumes. She suspected that he had more than one woman outside!
Sun Xiaoxiao still couldn't believe it, and looked at Yu Yan with wide eyes: "You haven't touched other women?"
"Yes! Every time when a critical moment comes, I will think of you! When I come back late, I feel that I have done something wrong. I am not at ease playing outside. I am always worried that you will be scared!" Yu Yan didn't know why he and I met today.
Sun Xiaojie said the words hidden in his heart. These words were originally planned to be spoken when Sun Xiaojie took the initiative to come to him!
Why has he said everything now?
Lowering her head, she looked at herself with wide eyes in surprise, and her mouth opened because of the surprise! He closed his lips on hers and bit her gently.
This is the price she paid for torturing herself for so many days!
She murmured, her lips were already bleeding from him, and the fishy smell occupied their mouths, but he didn't seem to have any intention of letting go. She frowned slightly, this was their chance to make peace!
She hesitated again and again, and finally, driven by the pain, she gently pushed Yu Yan's chest.
Yu Yan let go of her, and the blood on her delicate lips was really unsightly. He took out the tissue, wiped away the blood stains for her, and asked coldly: "Do you know it hurts? I won't go home again."
Go find me!"
"I..." Sun Xiaojie couldn't figure out the situation for a while. What was going on? Was Yu Yan confused? Was the change too fast?