Sun Xiaojie gently stroked her belly. Although she could not feel the existence of life yet, she was full of expectations for this little life. Would he also not want his own child? Also, was the last child real?
Aborted with Yu Yan's permission?
She closed her eyes tightly. She didn't want to think about these things and problems anymore! She must ask clearly about her first child, otherwise she would really feel sorry for that child.
Yaya bypassed her and stood in front of her, with a slight smile on her face. What woman wouldn't mind her man eating outside? What's more, the man ruthlessly killed their child! Can she bear it?
Yaya crossed her arms, looking like a winner. So what if he pretended not to care on the surface? She smiled and asked: "What's the matter, are you afraid to face me and go back in a hurry? Kill your first
A child’s doctor is a relative of mine. Do you want Yu Yan to confront the doctor? Go back and ask him. If he doesn’t dare to go, you know what it means!”
Sun Xiaojie didn't want to get entangled with Yaya at all. All this gave her a headache. She lowered her head. Compared with her appearance, dress, and temperament, she felt that she was extremely different.
It's impossible to say that she doesn't feel inferior at all, but she can't feel inferior in love, and she can't let go of Yu Yan!
"Is it necessary? So what if we confront each other? Does the result matter? I think the most important thing at the moment is to play the role of Yu Yan's fiancée. Let's forget about the past..." Sun Xiaoxiao looked at Yaya with a proud look on his face.
, whispered, "When the child was lost, I could see that Yu Yan was very sad and stayed with me 24 hours a day. How about you? I only used one child to become my fiancée. How about you?"
Yaya was immediately speechless. When she had the abortion, Aunt Wang was the only one who accompanied her every day. Yu Yan was still busy with business every day as usual, without any change.
A hand was put on Yaya's shoulder, and he pushed gently. Sun Xiaojie knew that the force would not make her fall, but would only stop her from blocking him: "Go away, I have to buy some wedding gifts."
Something to use! I’m busy.”
Before Yaya could react, Sun Xiaoxiao had already left. Looking at her back, her heart became more and more desolate. She took a breath of slightly cold air, her eyes were astringent, her throat was a little swollen, and tears were ready to come out.
Sun Xiaoxiao felt very bad. She sat in the dessert shop all afternoon, her mind went blank. She didn't know how to face Yu Yan, the murderer who killed her first child! The ice cream in front of her had turned into water.
She twisted it with a small silver spoon, feeling increasingly uncomfortable
The phone rang without skipping the time. It was Yu Yan. She hesitated but chose to answer the call.
"Sun Xiaojie, where have you been? Aunt Wang said that you have been out for a long time, so you should not run around while you are pregnant with the child. What if the child falls out again?" Yu Yan accused on the other end of the phone, "You
Wherever you are, I’ll pick you up!”
Sun Xiaojie lowered her eyes and looked at the ice cream at hand. She hummed softly and told him the dessert shop where she was.
After a while, Yu Yan appeared in front of Sun Xiaoxiao, with a warm smile on his face. Yu Yan sat down opposite her and frowned when he saw the ice cream in front of her: "Pregnant women, don't eat it so cold.
"Something," but seeing that there was still more than half of the ice cream left in the cup, his frown relaxed a little, "If you want to eat, just eat something else."
"Yu Yan..." Sun Xiaoxiao's eyes remained in the ice cream cup, and his expression was a little solemn, "Will you not want our child?"
Yu Yan was startled. Did she know something? His mind suddenly made another choice. He knew that Yaya would definitely come to her door after the marriage news was exposed, so he took Sun Xiaojie to France, thinking that he would get married as soon as he came back.
After confirming the relationship, even if Yaya comes to the door, with the shackles of marriage, it will not be so easy for Sun Xiaojie to leave.
He sat next to Sun Xiaojie and asked the waiter to bring a piece of milk tea to Sun Xiaojie. He pushed the milk tea in front of Sun Xiaojie and said, "Drink this from now on. If you still eat ice cream on such a cold day, do you not want that child anymore?"
Sun Xiaojie quickly raised her eyes and took the milk tea handed over by Yu Yan. Holding it in her hand, a warm feeling spread throughout her body. She was a little nervous. After hesitating again and again, she still stayed on the topic: "Yu Yan, do you want us?"
child?"
As she spoke, tears fell from her eyes. Leaving aside her first child, she did not want her child to be born without a father and to be born into a disabled family.
She lowered her head, tears falling down, blurring everything in front of her eyes.
"Are you stupid? If I don't want your child, how can I marry you?" Yu Yan wiped away Sun Xiaojie's tears, feeling even more heartbroken, probably because Yaya told her everything! He didn't know what to do.
How to explain? He said carefully and softly, "I think the child is yours, so I want it! I definitely want it!"
Although his tone was gentle, he was very sure, "Drink the milk tea quickly. I heard the temperature is going to cool down again. Go back early."
After taking a few sips of milk tea, Sun Xiaojie pulled Yu Yan out of the dessert shop. Perhaps the air conditioning temperature in the dessert shop was set too high. As soon as the glass door was opened, a gust of cold wind hit her face. Sun Xiaojie couldn't help but shiver.
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"Wait for me in the store for a while, and I'll go to the car to get you a coat!" Yu Yan then sent Sun Xiaojie back to the dessert shop, then went back to get a coat for Sun Xiaojie, and carefully put it on her,
He scratched her small nose and said, "Is there anything else you want to buy? The weather forecast says it will rain tomorrow, so don't go out. Do you understand?"
The gentler Yu Yan was, the more uncomfortable Sun Xiaoxiao was. She didn't know what Yu Yan was thinking about aborting their first child. If the child was still alive, he would be more than one year old by this time and would probably call his mother!
"What's wrong with you today? It's weird, do you have premarital phobia?" Yu Yan pulled Sun Xiaojie out of the dessert shop and walked towards her car, "I can get my ID card the day after tomorrow, and we will get married.
Stop thinking about it!"
"Yu Yan..." Sun Xiaoxiao's hesitant look made Yu Yan a little uneasy. She didn't want to get married! He tightened Sun Xiaoxiao's hand, guessing what was going on. He was a little nervous, and he had better not give in to some things.
She knows well!
"What's wrong? If you have anything to say, just say it directly. Isn't it sad that you are hesitating?" Yu Yan took a deep breath and waited for Sun Xiaoxiao to pronounce his verdict.
Sun Xiaojie was still a little hesitant. She really didn't know whether to tell the matter. She lowered her head slightly and touched her belly, trying to feel the existence of a little life.
Yu Yan also roughly guessed the reason. It was probably because Yaya told her what to write that she was so worried about not wanting her child. He put his arms around Sun Xiaoxiao and promised in her ear: "It's not someone else's."
I will always want children, but I will definitely want your child. We are all going to get married. Let the past things go, okay? Don’t worry about it, okay? What’s more, you are already pregnant. A bad mood will affect the appearance of the child.
oh"
Sun Xiaojie bit her lips. Pedestrians were coming and going on the roadside. Maybe they wanted to write quickly to avoid the cold weather. They hurried in their own direction. She also held Yu Yan's hand tightly and nodded heavily.
She nodded, hoping he would not abort her current child!
She bit her lips and took a deep breath of cold air. She was still somewhat doubtful about Yu Yan: "Do you really want him?"
"Really! Since I'm married to you, I'm responsible for your children. Don't you want to give me this chance?" Walking to the car, Yu Yan helped Sun Xiaoxiao open the door of the passenger seat and looked at her with gentle eyes.
After sitting in the passenger seat, he detoured to the driving seat and sat down, "I can wait with peace of mind to get married, and then I can wait to have children with peace of mind, and then we can raise the children together."
He bent down and helped her fasten her seat belt, and kept his hand on her belly, so that the little life in her body could feel his father's presence, "Baby, I can't torment you for the remaining nine months."
Mom, you have to stay well in mom’s belly!”
"Yu Yan, is it true that Yaya had an abortion for you?" Sun Xiaojie couldn't help but ask, "She..."
"What did she say to you?" Yu Yan's expression changed drastically. There were some words that she must not say out loud. "Before I met you, we did...we did have a child, but we didn't keep the child or abort it.
"
"What happens after? Do you have any children in the future? That is, after we met..." Sun Xiaojie's voice became smaller and smaller, and he became less and less afraid to raise his head and look at Yu Yan, for fear of hearing a positive answer from his mouth, but
I'm even more afraid that he will keep deceiving me!
Did she believe all Yaya's words? Sun Xiaoxiao didn't know what was wrong with him, and his heart became more and more sad. His tears were like broken beads, one by one, crystal clear hanging on his face.
Yu Yan felt more and more heartbroken. He hesitated whether to tell her or not. After hesitating for a long time, the air in the car seemed to freeze into ice. It was even difficult to breathe. He moved uncomfortably and started the car.
"Yu Yan, tell me, did you...had a child with her during the two years I left?" Sun Xiaoxiao turned her head and looked at the scenery passing by outside the car window. She felt really uncomfortable and raised her hand to help.
Wiped away the tears myself
Facing Sun Xiaoxiao's questioning, Yu Yan was speechless. Should he tell her the matter? Obviously, she already knew some things.