"I love you! Can you not marry someone else? I won't force you to get married. We will be together like this. We don't want any form. If we can't give birth to healthy children, we won't have children! How about we be together?
good?"
Yu Yan knew in his heart that this might be his last relationship. In his memory, he did not say any sweet words to Sun Xiaojie. He reached out and took Sun Xiaojie's arm.
But after not seeing her for two days, he felt that she had lost weight again. He had finally managed to make her a little rounder when he was in France, but when he came back...
Lost weight again!
How could her such a thin body bear the burden of pregnancy?
He tightened his grip on Sun Xiaojie and asked her again in an almost pleading tone, "Do you really want to marry him? Can you please think about it again?"
"No need," Sun Xiaoxiao raised her face slightly and looked at the snow-white ceiling. She almost wavered and agreed to go back with Yu Yan. She didn't want to take risks. She didn't want to kill the child because he was deformed! She couldn't do it, really.
She couldn't do it! She retracted her arm, "I'm getting married tomorrow, if you have time, come! He is a Catholic and is in church."
"You..." Yu Yan had nothing to say. He allowed Sun Xiaojie to break free from her confinement and walked several steps in a row, as if there was some kind of virus in her body that she couldn't dodge.
What exactly is going on?
It was only a short day, how could there be such a big change? Looking at Sun Xiaoxiao's slender figure, his shoulders shaking slightly from crying, he felt really heartbroken. Could he no longer be able to give her happiness?
Maybe she didn't know that it would be better to really think about it. She thought she was an orphan, thought she met herself when everyone abandoned her, and then she approached her desperately and plunged into her arms.
"Okay!" Now that Sun Xiaoxiao has made his decision, Yu Yan has nothing to say. He also raised his head and looked at the endless sky without a single cloud. His pleasingly blue eyes were a little red for some reason. It must have been due to the sun.
It's too dazzling! He paused and said, "I've always wanted to walk into the church with you, but it seems I have no chance. I will go tomorrow if I have time!"
"Okay..." Sun Xiaojie's voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible.
Yu Yan couldn't help but guess if tears were streaming down her face again. He had the urge to rush up and hold her in his arms. He held back his temper and nodded, never wanting to say another word to Sun Xiaojie again.
She smiled bitterly and told herself, forget it, she has already decided, why should she force herself?
He took a few steps back, turned around and went downstairs
Hearing the sound of him coming downstairs, Sun Xiaoxiao's heart felt like it was being torn apart. She tilted her head and took a few steps forward. She raised her hand to caress her lower abdomen. What was she thinking in her mind that only she probably knew?
Will she have some regrets in her heart? Will she hesitate? Will she feel a little regretful? Will she...
No matter how much she tries, it won't help. It was almost her last chance, so she gave up!
She took a deep breath, sat down by the bed, picked up the uneaten apple that she had just placed on the bedside table, and bit into it bite after bite, regardless of the rusty yellow color on it, as if Yu Yan had never been here before
Same
Xiaoxiao, who had been waiting downstairs, saw Yu Yan coming downstairs. She was about to go up to him and ask about the situation, but as soon as she saw Yu Yan's face, she guessed that this negotiation did not have the outcome she expected! She quickly
Stepping upstairs, she saw Sun Xiaojie sitting on the edge of the bed and eating a rusty apple with tears in her eyes. She was more sure of her guess. She slowly walked to the bed and knelt down, holding Sun Xiaojie's hand.
"Sister, no matter what you choose, I will support you, but do you really not love him at all? Are you really willing to let him go?"
Sun Xiaojie turned his head and glanced at Xiaoxiao: "I just want the child in my belly, and he wants a healthy child. What if my child is unhealthy? I really can't kill him. He is mine.
My child!"
"You are overflowing with maternal love. If he is born unhealthy, he will be in pain, and you will be in pain too. It's good if he has the ability to take care of himself, but what if he doesn't? When we are all gone, who will take care of him?" Xiaoxiao's words are indeed true.
There is some truth in it, but as she said, Sun Xiaojie, who was already overflowing with maternal love at this time, could not listen to anyone's advice, and all he could think about was keeping this child.
For a long time, Sun Xiaoxiao stopped talking. She kept holding the apple in her hand and did not continue to eat. Xiaoxiao was probably tired from squatting. After standing up, she immediately bent down again and rubbed her numb calf, "Think about it for yourself.
I'm going to cook, what do you want to eat today?"
What do you want to eat today?
Yu Yan seems to ask this question every day, and he naturally responds! She always smiles, sitting cross-legged on the armchair to eat the meals he carefully prepared, and deliberately pretends to look like she is being coerced into eating.
Every time at this time, Yuzhi would be there to help her scold Yu Yan for his mistakes.
Is such a family really going to break up?
Maybe they can really stay together without getting a marriage certificate. Aren't they happy in the past? Isn't it the same without a marriage certificate? Besides, how many couples are forced to be together because of a marriage certificate?
She stood up quickly, walked quickly to the door, held the threshold with one hand and looked downstairs. She suddenly wanted to hear Yu Yan say that she loved herself again.
But, he really left!
The courtyard was as usual, with only a group of children playing around, as if he had never been there!
"What's wrong?" Xiaoxiao heard the noise and immediately walked to Sun Xiaoxiao. Seeing her standing at the door looking outside, she understood a little bit, "He left just now. I went upstairs only after seeing him leave."
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Sun Xiaojie nodded, maybe this was God's will! A trace of ridicule flashed through her heart, and she naively thought that he would be waiting for her downstairs, telling herself that as long as she wanted, everything would be fine.
But……
She knew that what was in front of her was life, not the plot of a small novel.
"The food is ready. Sit down first and I'll bring it to you." Xiaoxiao patted Sun Xiaojie's arm, "If you really regret it, call him."
"Forget it." Sun Xiaojie walked to the table and sat down. After Xiaoxiao served two or three dishes, she felt sick and seemed to be vomiting again. She subconsciously touched her pocket.
Mei Mei only had the packaging bag left in her pocket. She put the packaging bag on the table and looked at it stupidly. Mei Mei bought it from Yu Yan!
Why did she think of him again? She sniffed her nose and felt like crying again.
Yu Yan also bought the clothes...and the pants...and the shoes...
He said that pregnant women must dress like this to be qualified! So he bought special clothes, pants, shoes and socks for pregnant women.
She couldn't control it anymore. She held the packaging bag of Huamei and cried loudly. She didn't want to lose Yu Yan, but she didn't want to lose her child!
Xiaoxiao was obviously frightened by her crying. She quickly walked out of the kitchen and asked, "What's wrong?"
Seeing Sun Xiaojie's appearance, she knew that Sun Xiaojie just missed Yu Yan or her heartbreak. She walked over slowly and put her slightly wet hands on Sun Xiaojie's shoulders.
"Sister, stop doing this!"
I wanted to remind her that she was getting married tomorrow, and it was not good if her eyes were red from crying today, but she swallowed her words after saying too much. It was always inappropriate to say this in such an occasion.
After a long time, Sun Xiaoxiao's mood finally calmed down, and almost instantly, her face bloomed with the joy that a bride should have, and she took Xiaoxiao's hand and said, "Hurry up and eat, we are getting married tomorrow, and there are still a lot of things to prepare for!
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Her sudden change made Xiaoxiao a little unacceptable, and she became more certain about her choice. She nodded and filled the kitchen with the rice to accompany Sun Xiaoxiao to finish it.
The wedding the next day caused quite a stir in the city. The groom’s family was considered a prominent figure in the city, so the wedding was naturally attended by many local celebrities.
Almost everyone can only describe this wedding in one way - Yu Yan's fiancée suddenly married someone else!
Sun Xiaojie wore a pure white wedding dress. The style of the wedding dress was extremely old-fashioned, without a long tail or a beautiful veil.
This wedding dress was personally selected by the man's mother. The heartbroken Sun Xiaojie couldn't care less about it. She was thinking about Yu Yan but was spending her life marrying another man!
She walked up the red carpet and walked up to the groom. This was the first time she saw the groom. He was exactly as she had imagined. He looked frail. Even with makeup on, he could still see the khaki color on his face. This was a sign of a terminal illness.
kind of sign
She lowered her eyes and looked at the bouquet of flowers in her hand. The flowers in her hand were not the perfume lilies she liked, but tacky red roses.
Is this how I want to get married?
She glanced sideways outside the church. The door of the church was open, and the dazzling sunlight was a bit dazzling. The close-fitting wedding dress was suffocating her, and her lower abdomen was wrapped tightly, making her whole body feel dizzy.
He said that pregnant women should not hold their belly because the baby will not be happy!
The words he said are swirling in my mind again!
But what about him? He has been driven away by himself! He will never come back again!
"Mr. Chen, are you willing to marry..." Before the pastor could finish speaking, the man next to him had already answered that he was willing!
Sun Xiaojie frowned slightly. Almost all the people attending this wedding were respectable people. Wouldn't it be too rude for him to interrupt the pastor like this?
The pastor smiled awkwardly, glanced at Sun Xiaoxiao and then at the guests attending the wedding. He soon recognized several prominent local figures.
He felt honored in his heart. Perhaps if he could host this wedding well, he would have a steady stream of business in the future.
He looked at the Bible booklet in his hand and asked Sun Xiaojie the question he wanted to ask Mr. Chen just now: "Miss Sun, are you willing to..."