My aunt still disagreed and continued to use force to force me to submit. I wondered why her little hands were so powerful, and could pick out the most painful and numb parts of me and exert force. Then I really couldn't bear the pain and numbness, so I thought
I knocked off my aunt's hand that grabbed my rib muscles. As soon as I raised my hand, my aunt stared at me with eyes like water apricots and said to me:
"What the hell, I've rebelled against you and you still dare to fight back?"
I thought to myself: How dare I fight back? It’s just that I really can’t bear it. I just wanted to persuade my aunt to eat more food, but instead of thinking about it, she got punished. This is my fate.
"Don't you dare, don't you dare, aunt, just feel sorry for me, don't do it to me, okay?" I kept begging my aunt to let go with a crying voice, but my aunt completely ignored me, as if from my expression and crying tone
It was like I was feeling pleasure, and I was so excited that it continued to hurt me.
"It hurts so much, auntie, please be nice to me..."
My aunt looked at me and begged pitifully. She put down her excited expression and slowly controlled the strength of her hand. I was able to temporarily relax a little. I thought to myself: Am I too weak in front of my aunt, as if I am too weak?
It's just like my aunt's personal belongings. I can clean them up whenever I want, without caring about my feelings. No, how could I miss my aunt like this? I'm such an asshole. It's not for my own good that my aunt enforces the time to go home at night.
But why do I feel that my aunt seems happier when she makes me happy than usual? Forget it - as long as my aunt is happy, I will be happy, and the pain is nothing. Anyway, if my aunt hurts me, she must feel uncomfortable.
While rubbing my ribs, I said, "Let's go to the main office at 9:30 pm."
My aunt heard that I was still counting the time, so she turned around silently, with her back to me and said:
"Xiao Nan, do you think your aunt is annoyed? If so, you can go home any time you want. My aunt doesn't care about you."
Hearing these words made me tremble all over. Seeing tears in the corners of my aunt's eyes, I said in my heart: Well - I really deserve to die. My aunt is really suffering more than anyone else. Even if she shows an excited expression when she takes care of me, it doesn't count.
What? If it can bring a little happiness to my aunt, I should die of pain.
"My aunt doesn't care about me, who cares about me!" I said while hugging my aunt from behind.
When I did this, the tears that were in my aunt's eyes came out and dripped onto my arm, feeling warm.
My aunt's grievance made my nose sore. I held back my voice and said to my aunt: "Hey, aunt, please stop crying. It's all my fault. You can deal with me in the future, so I won't cry out about pain anymore."
"
"I hate it, who asked you to hug me again? Go away, it's so annoying." My aunt stopped crying, twisted her body and pushed me away. She took out a few more tissues and printed the corners of her eyes. She didn't care about me and picked it up.
As he ate the bowl of hot porridge on the dining table in front of me with a small spoon, he said to me: "Just know that if you make your aunt angry when you eat, it will make her sick and angry for a long time. Then you will be happy and no one will care about you anymore, right?"
No."
"Am I that person? Really, aunt, you are just making random calculations every day." I said as I put vegetables into my aunt's bowl, then moved the plate of braised pork over and put it into my aunt's bowl.
The aunt quickly picked up the porridge bowl and hid. While hiding, she said: "I don't dare to eat your braised pork. If you don't eat enough for a while, you bite me again. I can't stand it."
Seeing that my aunt didn't want to eat, I picked up the plate of braised pork and chased her around the dining table. I said, "No! I have to let my aunt eat a piece today, or you will accuse me of being greedy in the future."
My aunt was hiding and begging: "Hey Xiaonan, please stop chasing after me. That stuff is too oily and I'm afraid I'll make you fat if you eat it. Just eat it yourself." I smiled and grabbed my aunt's hand and said to her, "You don't want to eat it either. Okay, but I'm going out in a while, so don't say no." My aunt asked, "You're just about ready, but you want to go to the Internet cafe again?"
I put down the plate and looked at the time. It was already 6:30 in the morning. I turned around and said to my aunt: "I really have something to tell Wang Peng and the others today. It's about the team. Just let me go. Please."
"no--"
My aunt turned around and sat down, continuing to eat and ignoring me. I was so anxious that I squatted down and hugged my aunt's legs. I pretended to be pitiful while begging, and said softly and hard: "If you don't agree with me, just eat a few pieces of braised pork." ." The aunt was really helpless because of my ink, so she had to spit out and said: "Okay, but you must be home before 9 o'clock in the evening, otherwise there will be no next time. If you agree, I will let you out."
I bowed my head and said to myself: OK, just let me out anyway; otherwise, if my aunt doesn't agree, I will go out privately, which will cause even greater trouble.
"Okay, I'm leaving then." After saying that, I got up and walked to the entrance. As soon as I put on my shoes, I suddenly remembered that I didn't have socks. Oh - forget it, I couldn't wear these little pink socks in my pocket. I picked them. I was wearing a pair of Adidas soft-soled sneakers, and I thought it would be okay if I didn't wear socks. At this time, my aunt came over and said to me: "Looking at your anxious look, you can't leave until after dinner." As she said this, my aunt squatted down Come, help me tie my shoelaces, and say: "It's such a hot day, don't you feel warm wearing these shoes? You're barefoot and you don't wear socks. It's my fault. I'll bring you a few dozen socks after work tonight." After tying my shoes, I straightened my trousers, stood up and straightened my black shirt, and then stuffed a wad of money into my shirt pocket.
Seeing my aunt give me money, I quickly said: "No, I have money!" I took it out and gave it back to my aunt.
"Take it!"
My aunt held my hand and said: "Yesterday when my aunt was doing your laundry, I looked through your wallet. There were only a few cents left in it. I knew that all your salary last month had been spent. This month you You have taken so many days of sick leave, and even if you get paid, your salary will not be much. It is so hot today. The little money you have in your pocket is enough to take a taxi but not enough to buy drinks. How can a young man go out without carrying some money? , and when you play with your buddies, it’s inevitable that you won’t have a meal or a treat. Although your friends, like Wang Peng, Zhao Chunyang, and Liu Xiaowei, are all good, and their families are better off than ours; It’s said that people don’t care about the money, but to put it more seriously, we have to have a sense of propriety, be considerate, and let others pay for everything. It’s always bad after a long time.”
Listening to my aunt's words, I lowered my head slightly and thought about it in my mind. Usually my aunt always gives me money, but she is afraid that I will wrong myself outside. Every time I happily accept my aunt's kindness to me, but why is it in my heart today? There's a dull pain, I - what's wrong with me?
"Auntie, you are so worried. If my buddies pick on me, can they still be with me for so many years? Besides, when have I ever treated them badly? It's just that I have a lot of expenses this month. I can get it back when I have time. It’s over.” After saying that, I forced a smile.
Seeing my embarrassed look, my aunt stretched out her left hand to touch my face. Her eyes were so gentle.
My aunt gently smoothed my hair and said to me: "My aunt knows that you are old and doesn't want to ask for money from me anymore. My aunt also knows your concerns. But Xiaonan, please don't misunderstand my aunt's heart, no matter what
No matter what you do, auntie, I will stand by your side. I also know that this may not be good for you, but those are common people's thoughts; what if pampering makes a dandy and pampering does not bring out talents?
, Auntie is willing to raise you all your life. Auntie, I just want to be good to Xiaonan. As long as auntie is by your side for a day, auntie will take care of you for a day. Auntie also firmly believes that our Xiaonan will not let her down, right - "
I looked at my aunt and knew that her words were all to relieve the pain in my heart. Why did she understand me so well and care about me so much? As for me, do I understand my aunt? Have I taken good care of my aunt? Have I cared about my aunt?
Auntie’s heart?
"Yes - Xiao Nan, remember, I will come back after finishing the work, and I will wash your feet at night, auntie."