When the first ray of sunshine in the morning shines through the narrow window into this girls' dormitory of only more than 20 square meters, the girls living here have already gotten up and prepared for a new day of running. They are all freshly graduated college students.
Their future is limitless, but what awaits them is not only brightness and beauty, but also fatigue, pain and grievances.
It's just 6 o'clock Beijing time now, and these 22-year-old girls are already ready to set off to find their own tomorrow.
When Liu Xiaolu opened her sleepy eyes, she found that the girls in her dormitory had already gone out to fight for their future. They knew that Liu Xiaolu's continuous journey had made her exhausted, so they all moved lightly when they got up, for fear of waking them up.
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"Huh? Where are the people?" Liu Xiaolu was still confused. When she looked at the watch, it was already past 8 o'clock. They should all have gone out. Liu Xiaolu got up from the bed, yawned, stretched, and was ready to face a new life.
She didn't cry last night because she had already cried bitterly before. She thought she no longer needed to shed tears for Yang Zhenxing. Her pain was for herself, giving herself a chance to vent. Now his mood is close to calming down after three years of hard work.
The waiting has tempered her character. Maybe this result is really expected. After all, they have not seen each other for three years. It is difficult for a passionate love to withstand the test of time and distance, let alone they are just
After being together for less than a year, they have been separated three times longer than they have been together. What else can we ask for? At the beginning of the credits, Liu Xiaolu is still very rational about the best choice for the two of them, even though these three
He has been waiting hard for years, rejecting the pursuit of many people, and has always been in love with Yang Zhenxing. Even such a big blow cannot affect her for a long time. She knows wisely that she is no longer worth the pain of betraying her.
The man was sad, and he had to face a new life. She had just graduated, and there were still many things waiting for him to do.
After she finished washing, she was about to go outside to buy breakfast, but found that breakfast had already been placed on the table. It was prepared for her by her roommates, because they knew that Liu Xiaolu was too tired, so they did not wake her up.
Liu Xiaolu opened the thick packaging bag and found that the breakfast inside was still warm. Suddenly, a warm current filled her heart. Yes, why are she so entangled in her love for a man who betrayed her? Maybe this kind of love has something to do with it.
The friendship between them pales in comparison. These girls have been together since college until graduation. They even rented a house together and prepared to work together.
Liu Xiaolu felt that this was really warm. Perhaps such a profound friendship between friends really cannot be exchanged for anything, including love. Liu Xiaolu thought so
Because Liu Xiaolu originally planned to take a rest today and soothe her hurt heart. But after eating breakfast, looking at the clean and tidy dormitory, the posters all over the room, and the sunshine coming in from the window,
Liu Xiaolu felt that nothing had disappeared. She had just lost a worthless relationship. What was so painful? Liu Xiaolu sat comforting herself like this.
Isn’t it true that the heart-breaking love still requires Liu Xiaolu to comfort herself over and over again? Maybe it’s because she can’t let go of Yang Zhenxing and is worried that she will be helplessly broken up by this sudden change, and break up without any reason.
Why didn't she get a reasonable explanation? Of course there is never any reasonable explanation for breaking up, but Liu Xiaolu didn't get any explanation. Who wouldn't be sad? Liu Xiaolu comforted herself maybe because she was afraid that she would have a nervous breakdown from being compared like this.
Scene after scene appeared in Liu Xiaolu's mind, including their first passionate kiss under the moonlight, her wiping the blood from Yang Zhenxing's brow bone while he was playing basketball, and Yang Zhenxing's gift to him in the rain.
Breakfast, with Yang Jinxing’s cool game at the University of Kentucky
Scenes of the unbearable past are still coming towards Liu Xiaolu unstoppably. Liu Xiaolu tries her best to suppress her tears. She is holding back, she is trying her best, but she knows that such holding back will inevitably lead to more painful tears.
She couldn't hold it back. When the first tear flowed from the corner of her eye to her face, her tears finally flowed out again like a spring. At this moment, all his thoughts, all the pain, all the love
and hatred, all bursting out with tears. She silently cheered herself up in her heart. This must be the last time she shed tears for Yang Zhenxing, the damn betrayer. She stiffened her body and allowed her tears to flow freely for the last time.
It must be the last time, Liu Xiaolu thought silently, but this did not slow down the flow of tears at all.
Let it flow, maybe it will be fine once it dries up
After shedding tears, Liu Xiaolu turned on the computer. She knew that many of her friends had already found jobs, and the worst ones had already started interviews. He had to hurry up and wanted to look for a job online. But as soon as she turned on the computer, she
I still open QQ habitually, although this may not mean much to most people. It is just a habit of people. Maybe I open QQ with a kind of expectation, expecting someone to think of me and someone to be kind to me.
I can express condolences, but many people know that this is often in vain. Some people are no longer together, and they really no longer contact each other. The key is to grasp everything in front of you.
Liu Xiaolu saw that she had received an email. Oops, there was another email. Could it be some spam? Should you read it or not?
An inexplicable force still prompted her to open it, even though she usually didn't read the emails in her QQ mailbox, because most of them were just junk files such as advertisements. She and Yang Zhenxing had never read them before.
Yang Zhenxing, who does not know how to send emails via QQ, also changed his contact information after arriving in the United States. The QQ mailbox is basically not used frequently. However, he did not know that after traveling three years later, Yang Zhenxing sent the message to Liu Xiaolu's QQ mailbox.
When Liu Xiaolu saw the email from Yang Zhenxing, she hesitated for a long time. Should she open it? Maybe she shouldn't open it, because it would probably cause her to cry. Naturally, she was aware of this, but women often
They had very little curiosity, or they still had some illusions about the man who had betrayed them. Regardless of the reason, Liu Xiaolu opened the email as expected by the readers. It was indeed from Yang Zhenxing.
Xiaolu:
Please allow me to call you my dear baby one last time. I can't explain to you what happened to Katie and the reason why we broke up, because not only can Einstein not explain these things, but there is no point in explaining them.
What I want to say now is that I am not living well in the United States. You know, as a person who grew up under the Chinese education system and whose basketball talent is not too high, it is difficult for me to be favored in the American draft.
I am now faced with a dilemma. I don’t want to live in a place with no future, and I don’t want all my hard training over the past few years to go to waste.
Although I have great enthusiasm for basketball, I don't have absolute confidence in the NBA, which symbolizes the highest international level. You know, my teammates, such as Anthony Davis, who is the favorite for the No. 1 pick, Michael, Jones, Ti
They are all very good players, and they will definitely be selected in the first round. But I am facing the most confused prospect.
So I don’t know what I should do. Although I have so many excellent teammates and coaches who are still encouraging me, maybe what I need is not just these. All I need is some encouragement and give me some confidence.
In addition, I know that it may not make sense for me to say such words now, and it may only rub salt on your wounds, but I still want to say that I don’t want to suppress my hot emotions deep in my heart, which will make me mentally broken.
Yes, so please forgive my selfishness. I just want to tell you that no matter what happens, no matter what you see, please firmly believe that I love you and will never change. As for Katie, please forgive me that I can’t
Sorry to give you a reasonable explanation!
The author of foreverlove can no longer use words to describe the complicated feelings in Liu Xiaolu's heart at this moment. She also knows that even if Yang Zhenxing still loves him in her heart, they have almost no hope of being together. Some people say that you must say no to those who betray you.
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Of course, Liu Xiaolu knew from Xingxing's heart that Yang Zhenxing was having a very difficult time in the United States. He didn't even have the confidence to participate in the draft. Liu Xiaolu knew clearly that Yang Zhenxing really needed her own help at this time.
The past infatuation can never be erased. Compassion is always a common feature of human beings. We can’t. This is a weakness of human nature. Sometimes compassion will be the greatest care for those in need. At this time, Liu Xiaolu felt abnormal.
contradiction
"It's none of my business whether you choose the draft or not. We have already broken up and we will go our separate ways in the future. Why do you have nothing to do with me? Why didn't you think that you would still need me when you betrayed me? Why do you still need me now?"
If you want to turn back, there's no way. It's better if I don't scold you and hit you." Liu Xiaolu showed her thinking.
"After all, we are in love. I have been waiting for you for three years. You are in trouble now. Even as a friend, I should help you. I really hope you can live a good life in the United States.
, then I can still tell my sisters that my boyfriend is now a big star in the NBA." Liu Xiaolu thought again, "Oh, you are not my boyfriend anymore? Damn it, why did you betray me, how much I love you
Do you know, I wasted the best time of my youth for you, why, why," Liu Xiaolu started to choke, "why did you leave me, I still love you, do you know? Have you forgotten the promise between us?
Is it true that you told me that you still love me no matter what happens? Then why don’t you break up with your American girl and be with me? Since you love me, why don’t you explain to me?
You lied to me, you are a big liar, I was almost deceived by your lies again, and now you need me to encourage you, why should I, what good are you to me, why should I help you?"
Liu Xiaolu's mood was very complicated. Her grievances, her love, and the pain she endured burst out again with hot tears.
