I lay in bed unable to sleep, all I could think about was Ye Dahai and Shen Ling. Maybe it would be a good thing for Shen Ling and Ye Dahai to be together.
When I arrived at Ye Dahai's house, the three of them were laughing and watching TV, chatting about some topic. After I arrived, they were also very happy. I asked Ye Dahai to sneak upstairs. Ye Dahai closed the door and knocked on my head.
He smiled and asked me: "What's the matter, sneaky?"
I looked at Ye Dahai seriously and said, "Dad, I'm young. I may have overthought some things or said them wrong. Don't you blame me?"
Ye Dahai laughed when he heard this, hugged me kindly into his arms and said, "It's not strange to say that!"
"Do you like Shen Ling?"
Ye Dahai thought for a moment and nodded.
"I know that she is very similar to her godmother. I know that you like her and Xiaowan also likes her. How about I go and ask you, how about you get married?"
My words made Ye Dahai open his mouth in surprise and couldn't speak for a long time. After a long time, Ye Dahai touched my head and said: "Xiaotian, are there many things that are not so simple to know?" Ye Dahai let me go and lit the fire.
He took two deep puffs from a cigarette and said: "It's true that Shen Ling and your godmother really miss each other. I was shocked when I saw her for the first time. During this time, I often dream about her. Let's not talk about Shen Ling."
How do you feel about me? Just Xiaowan, I don’t want to make her unhappy."
"I know, so I secretly called you up." I looked at Ye Dahai and said
"Xiaotian, dad knows that you are sensible, but this kind of thing is considered an adult's matter, and you may not be able to help." Ye Dahai took a puff of cigarette and said with a smile.
I secretly called Xiaowan upstairs again. Ye Dahai glanced at me and smiled, shook his head. Shen Ling asked him, but he didn't say anything.
I helped Xiaowan go upstairs, put Xiaowan on the bed, then closed the door, looked at Xiaowan and said: "Xiaowan, I want to tell you something. If I say something wrong, you won't blame me!"
"That's not necessarily true," Xiaowan said seriously.
I was really a little afraid that if I said something wrong and Xiaowan got angry, I would be in trouble. Hearing what Xiaowan said, I became even more worried. I thought for a while and said, "Forget it, let's go down if it's okay!"
Xiaowan chuckled and said, "I'm just teasing you. I'm not angry."
After I was sure, I said softly: "Xiaowan, do you like Aunt Shen Ling?"
"I like it!" Xiaowan nodded.
"Would you agree if Aunt Shen Ling were to be your mother?" I looked at Xiaowan nervously and asked.
Xiaowan was stunned for a moment, then thought for a while and said, "You mean to ask Aunt Shen Ling to be my stepmother?"
I nodded lightly, not even daring to look into Xiaowan's eyes. I was afraid that I would mess up the matter. In that case, I wouldn't even know how to face Xiaowan and Shen Ling.
Xiao Wan said: "I wonder if Aunt Shen Ling is willing?"
When I heard that there was something going on, I stared at Xiao Wan and said, "How about I step in to help you? If it doesn't work, how about you take action?"
"good"
"No need to close the door, there are no outsiders here," Shen Ling sat on the bed and looked at me and said
I closed the door anyway, I always feel better this way. I repeated what I just said to Ye Dahai and Xiaowan.
Shen Ling smiled and said: "Don't be angry, just say it!"
"Then I really said it!" I looked at Shen Ling seriously, trying to get some clues from her face, but Shen Ling just looked at me with a smile and nodded.
"Sister, do you like Xiaowan?" I asked tentatively
"You want to ask me if I like your dad, right?" Shen Ling looked at me slyly and asked.
I was stunned for a moment, hanging my head without saying a word.
Shen Ling smiled and asked: "Why don't you speak?"
I risked my life. The worst I could do was to be abused, or the worst I could do was apologize. I looked at Shen Ling and said, "My dad likes you, and Xiaowan also likes you. My dad said he often dreams about you. At the beginning, he was with you."
There are traces of my godmother in you, but later he found out that he liked you, not because you are very similar to your godmother, but also because he fell in love with you, Xiaowan, and she felt a deep love for you.
, she enjoys this feeling very much, she is afraid that this feeling will disappear, and she wants you to be her mother. I don’t know what you mean or think.” I said everything in my head, everything that should be said and what should not be said.
No, it doesn’t matter, who cares!
Shen Ling hugged me, her eyes were slightly red, "You little devil"
"Sister, I actually like you too," I whispered in Shen Ling's arms.
"Sister, I like you too," Shen Ling whispered.
I like Shen Ling. I don’t know when it started. This kind of love is very weak. Occasionally I think about it. I know the distance between me and Shen Ling. I deeply bury this feeling for fear of exposing some flaws.
Shen Ling is embarrassed, which makes me even more embarrassed. Although I am not sure about my feelings for Shen Ling, I do like her. In this relationship, there may be a trace of frivolity, a trace of gratitude, a trace of respect, and a trace of admiration of my younger self.
, a trace of her appearance, a trace of pampering, this is destined to be a relationship that will never end, so I wish her well. In my heart at that time, I thought that only a man like Ye Dahai was worthy of Shen Ling.
, I actually wasn’t that sad, and then I felt a little bit excited. I don’t know whether it was because I had done something so-called for adults, or because I was freed from my emotions. I felt like I wanted to laugh out loud, but no matter what, I couldn’t.
If I can’t laugh, then I feel like I want to cry, but no matter what, I can’t cry! I’m very confused, very confused
In the future, such a thing will never happen to me. Of course, I will rarely have the opportunity to encounter such a thing in the future, but...
Many years later, I don’t remember from whom I heard a short story about Shen Ling.
"Xiaotian is a cute and sensible boy. He has a sunshine similar to that of my first boyfriend, and he also has a similar experience to him. I see his former image in Xiaotian. Perhaps my original intention to help Xiaotian is
It's very simple that when I first saw him, he was brought back by Ruyue. Although I was a little shocked, rationally, I just regarded Xiaotian as what he said. The more contact he has with me, the more he becomes.
The story can be mined. I like this little brother more and more. One night I pretended to be drunk, but he did nothing. That night, I knew he liked me a little, but he had low self-esteem. Although I was impulsive, in the end reason defeated the impulse.
, I threw away this feeling that went beyond treating a little brother, and only left the feeling of family affection. Xiaotian is just a simple little brother, he is not anyone, let alone his first love."
(PS: This chapter is a bit messy, but there is really nothing I can do about it. Shen Ling is indeed not with Xiaotian. It is indeed not a pity, but it is just a pity. There should be another chapter at nine o'clock in the evening)