I was outside the door, holding the invitation to the little birthday party of Yongjun, and I stood there for more than an hour and haven't entered yet.
The maid next to me asked many times and wanted to invite me into the house to stir up the bustle, but she didn't know that the bustle was not so noisy in my ears.
I thought I had learned to be relieved, but now I realize that I have been escaping. When I was really separated from you, I still didn’t have the courage to go in and say congratulations casually.
Because of you, I have worn out my sharpness and lost all my dominance.
Pretending to be careless, but I know that I was so fragile when I was alone. Every laugh and every tear of yours are engraved in my heart and will never be gone.
They all turned around and left, but the laughter behind them still couldn't be shaken off
There are so many sounds inside, and there are so many people inside, but I can still hear your gentle voice sound, saying: I will roll up your sleeves and be soaked in the soup.
Your voice seemed to be soaked in water, your heart throbbed for a moment, and then died quickly. After all, you were not saying what you said to me, but another man you love
Yu'er, do you know, the night I picked a pear tree, my hands were so shaking, I imagined that you would look good and laugh when you saw the flowers. I had learned so many years of light skills, but I got from the tree
I fell five times and my mind was full of you, but the next day you threw the flower all over the floor
Yu'er, when I explained the truth to you, my palms and foreheads were covered with sweat. I gave you a reason to leave, but I was pitiful and asked you to stay. You turned around and left for that man, do you know, you just walked out
I knelt on the ground in my sight. The first time I, Wang Yitian, knelt down, was your back
Yu'er, when you returned to the palace, I sold all my property just to buy Yin Fengze's whereabouts, because, I know that for Jun Wuxia, you are going to find his brother, the drawing you took in your hand,
It was not what Su Xiaose painted, it was me who drew and asked him to send it to you
Yu'er, in fact, the way Xiaowuzi and I went to find Yin Fengze, I was always following behind, afraid that you would find out when riding a horse, so I ran all the way on the tree. Have you seen the leaves floating? Have you ever seen them?
I often hear the sound of waving. At that time, I was watching you. Even if it wasn't for Yin Fengze rushing out to save you, I would help you with that bastard.
I want to forget these things you don't know at all
If I forget it, can I be as relieved as you and live a stable life?
When I want to see you, I can't see you, and when I don't want to see you, you visit my dreams every night, especially when I'm drunk, I can see you walking towards me and suppressing my wrists and scolding me
He said: Stop drinking, but Yu'er, if I don't drink, how can I numb my brain...
You have never seen me before. When I was in the Haoyue Gang, I was bleeding from the blade, scratched my sword, and took my life with my sword. The bloody smell of my trouser legs can be smelled even if I were separated by a mile. The road I walked out of my way
Two ripples of blood from others
But when you meet you, everything has changed. When you hide me under the quilt, my heart beats violently when you smell the strange woman on you. At that time, I thought, I'm done.
I didn't lose to the enemy, I lost to a woman I accidentally fell in love with
I have no father or mother, and I have been going up the mountain since I was a child. My master accepted me as my apprentice, placed my sister, taught me kung fu, provided me with food and accommodation, and helped him kill, and never had any disobedience.
And for you, I broke the circle of my master and got out of the boundary, carried you onto the horse, and jumped into Jun Wuxia's arms, I was being whipped out of the master, and the whip hit the vital point.
Blood burst out
The master said: For a woman, you dare to resist even the orders of being a teacher!
Master said: You also know that if you were expelled from the master and suffered this torture, your life would be only three years left.
The master said: Crime! Do you want to demote yourself from the sect for that other person’s woman?!
I only answer one sentence in my blood,
When they left, I fell to the ground with scars, I thought you would come to save me, I thought you would thank me, I thought your hands would help me clean the blood
But no, when the blood was almost dry, you still didn't come, you went home with that man
The scars on the body are so heavy, but the scars on the heart are even heavier
Daimo forced you to come back and stay with me for three years. You are here and live in the home I have arranged for a long time.
I thought it was two people living together, but you came with a big belly. Soon I gave birth to that noisy little boy. I asked you what your name was. You said you were called Yongjun. I asked you who asked you. You said you wanted to
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But do you know, one night, when I passed by your room, I heard you crying loudly when you were asleep, murmured, Wuxia, I gave birth to our son, the name Yongjun is your
Get up...
Master died, the mantra was broken, and his life returned to his original length, but I am reluctant to let you go
In fact, it is very uncomfortable to pretend to be a patient, and it is even more uncomfortable to pretend to die.
I thought you mistakenly thought that I would cry when I died, even out of sympathy, whether it was crying twice or red eyes, but I stood outside the door and looked at you for three days, and you didn't shed a single tear,
Without any sadness, when that man comes, you leave without mercy
Yu'er, sometimes you're really too cruel
It was only then that I realized that it was not a fake death, but I felt that I was really dead at that time.
After changing my identity, I wanted to live my own life, but when I saw you falling out and going to the point where I needed help, I still returned to you and used someone else's name. I didn't admit it was myself at the beginning, but I wanted to turn around at any time.
Just leave
But in the end, it was me who couldn't get away and fell into trouble again
The pear tree in the small courtyard that I had been with for three years no longer bloomed. It seemed like I felt my feelings. This tree is indeed human.
I didn't expect where I would go in the future, maybe I would keep walking in all directions
At the end of the world, I can find a place without you, even though you are always in my mind