The lotus flowers in Chengde Palace were blooming very well. Meili accompanied the Empress Dowager to sit on the pleasure boat and admired it carefully. The cool breeze blowing from the lake brought the fragrance of lotus leaves. A little eunuch ran to the shore quickly and whispered to the eunuch in charge.
Whispering that the boat was not far from the shore, Xiaozhuang saw it and asked Yu'an behind him: "What's the matter?"
When Yu'an saw the question, he sent the eunuch who had been on the boat to take him back to the shore. When he came back, he submitted a letter.
"The letter from Prince Qing to Prince" Yu'an said and laughed softly. Jingxuan was considered to have grown up. Now she knew that she had written a letter to her wife to report her safety. Thinking of his cold look
Yes, she couldn't help laughing when she was worried about everything
Meili took the letter in her hand and didn't immediately open it up. It's been three months since he went there. This is the fourth letter, and the content is very simple, "Good, don't worry."
Xiaozhuang took a sip of tea, frowned, looked at Meili's expression in her eyes, smiled, she spoke slowly, as if she was chatting casually, "Meili, Jingxuan is actually very concerned about you, when she left
I also entrusted you to me.”
"Yes," Miri lowered her head and replied.
"He is far away in Mongolia, have you sent him a letter to you?" This is a question knowingly, but he has never replied.
Sure enough, when she asked, Meili didn't say anything
"Child," Xiaozhuang put down the teacup. There were few people on the pleasure boat and they were all servants who were close to him. She simply said straightforwardly, "Maybe you blame him for refusing you cruelly, and for him for urging you later,
He blames you for being the position of a concubine... No matter how much you blame him, he is also your husband, and you will be a husband and wife with you for the rest of your life. In this life, you must not be serious with one person, it is your own husband."
Miri's eyelashes trembled. Now everyone thinks she is blaming him, blame him... Maybe she is still blaming him, he made Yonghe forced to go to the battlefield and live in the palace to meet Ying Rufujin
There are so many times that she feels guilty
She also wants to...protect herself
"Meili, maybe you are afraid that Jingxuan will no longer favor you in the future." Xiaozhuang looked at her, but her words shocked her secretly, as if the ancestors saw through her heart. "That's all the future, a sure thing is to be true.
If you don’t live now, you can’t talk about children. You don’t have to think so much. As long as you fulfill your duty as a wife, the rest... can only listen to God’s words." Xiaozhuang sighed. This is not just her destiny.
Feelings
Meili clenched the letter in her hand...
The boat was entangled by lotus leaves next to each other and shook it for a moment. Meili felt disgusted. She didn't care that her ancestor was right beside her and rushed to the side of the boat and vomited.
The palace maid and eunuch were waiting for her to rinse her mouth and sit down. The ancestor and aunt Yu'an looked happy. They were unwilling to appreciate the lotus and immediately ordered the dock to pass the doctor.
Miri was not surprised to lean on the couch and listen to the imperial physician's congratulations. Since he left... Her Yuexin has not come again. The child is three months old. She even dared not think about it carefully and could not face her liked child.
, want to have a child, but this child... came too early
The ancestors came to congratulate her in person, saying that when the couple has children, they will naturally become harmonious and become parents. The children will lose their temper and will not be distorted anymore.
Holding her hand, the ancestor actually cried, as if she had finally reached the end of her life
But she's still worried
Sitting by the desk in front of the window, looking at the moon in the sky without being blocked by a trace of clouds, the brush in her hand seemed to be as heavy as a thousand pounds... She still wrote to her one after another without replying, she understood that
On a night when the weight of a few words was so great that she couldn't fall asleep, those few letter papers with only a few numbers were pressed under her pillow, which hurt her heart
Just as he could not write a letter to her family, she could only give him four words: Everything was safe and she didn't even have the courage to write it "Don't Think about it". Does he... miss her?
Regarding the child, she held the pen tightly, let go, and then clenched it tightly. She was afraid that she would let her brutally kill it in the future.
She wants this child!
How could she kill her relatives!
But... she put down her pen, folded the letter of home with only four words, and put it in the envelope, and said it, maybe she couldn't hide it from him at all. He probably knew everything about what happened around her. Since he didn't say anything, she even said that,
Don't want to personally confirm his contempt and cruelty towards her
The ancestor attached great importance to this child and specially sent four experienced nannies to take care of her tonics, and the food was given to her endlessly.
When the child was six months old, Meili's belly was already very round and Aunt Yu'an joked with her ancestors that she looked like twins
The weather gradually became colder. Due to the war, the emperor did not plan to return to the palace. The ancestors were also satisfied with this arrangement. Meili could give birth to the child in Chengde.
Afraid that she was cold, the side hall where she lived had a burning floor early. She was so hot that Jiang Liu opened a window, Yuemei, a few larger maids whispered in the yard. When they saw the window open, they kept silent.
Not to mention, I went into the room with a strange expression
Meili didn't ask, but in fact she had discovered that sometimes she went to pay tribute to her ancestors. When she saw her and Aunt Yu'an were also whispering something, she kept silent when she saw her coming.
At first she was a little scared and thought that something might have happened to Jingxuan, but her brief letter to home was never stopped, and it was his handwriting that made her feel relieved.
When Suying also looked at her with her big belly, she realized what everyone was hiding from her
Suying...is also happy
It can be seen that Suying is very happy with the arrival of her child. Her originally beautiful face adds a bit of sweetness. Her smile always talks to her more than before. She talks about her pregnancy experience and talks with her endlessly.
She listened with a faint smile. During the conversation, she realized that Suying's child was five months old.
Even if you have a baby early... you are still a concubine
This sentence she originally thought she had forgotten suddenly came to her heart very clearly. She looked at Su Ying's bright smiling face with some envy... She could not have the same joy as hers
She suddenly hopes that the child in her belly is a girl
The concubine's son... This identity is more helpless than the concubine's wife
Su Ying was carefully picked up by her mother and her mother with great care... Meili stood in front of the door and watched the mother and daughter surrounding her servants and laughing and leaving.
She gently stroked her round belly... She should not think so much. The joy the child brought her exceeded her expectations. At least she looked at the scene in front of her. Loneliness was no longer so strong and difficult to bear.