Lei Hongfei didn't like anyone in his ward, not even Ling Zihan, so he drove people away many times. In the end, he couldn't control himself and lost his temper. Then he drove away his parents and friends, leaving him alone to recover from his injuries.
Only now did he understand why Ling Zihan became autistic after returning from Bow Island. He didn't want others to notice his weakness, so he could only endure the pain and talk and laugh. But one or two days were fine, but if things continued like this, he wouldn't be able to persist at all.
He didn't want to collapse, so it was best to stay alone. He could endure the pain and be in a daze. If the pain was really severe, he could also hum softly to relieve the inner depression and unbearable pain.
He lost a lot of blood, but after being raised for half a month, he gradually regained a little strength and was able to get out of bed and walk around. Tong Yue did not object to his moderate activities, but firmly disagreed with him walking far away. He suggested that he not go downstairs, and it was best to stay in the ward.
Just walk around for a while. In fact, he didn't have the energy to walk much, and he didn't want to worry his relatives and friends, so he happily agreed.
Intellectually, he knew that his right arm was completely gone, but his consciousness told him that it was still there, and it was scarred and had never been treated. The pain was so severe that he refused to say it, and he didn't know how to adjust himself.
To overcome it, there is no other way but to grit your teeth and endure it
The pain is severe every day. The analgesics given by the doctor cannot relieve the pain 24 hours a day. He is not willing to use analgesics all the time. He is afraid that it will damage the nerves, lead to slow reaction and memory loss. Then
He is really disabled. Therefore, he likes to watch TV, mainly to pay attention to the news. This can divert his attention and make the pain not so severe.
On this day, it was raining lightly outside. The nurse had already rushed over and closed the window tightly to prevent a trace of wind and rain from getting in. After she left, Lei Hongfei sat back on the bed, looked at the big screen on the wall, and listened absently to the anchor's report.
Big things and small things around the world
Suddenly, the ajar door was pushed open, and Lin Jing strode in.
He was wearing plain clothes and didn't seem to be holding an umbrella. His hair and shoulders were wet. When he saw Lei Hongfei on the hospital bed, he immediately smiled, walked over in a hurry, and said cheerfully: "Old Lei, I'm back."
"So fast?" Lei Hongfei was a little surprised, "I thought you were in Xiluo."
"My superiors asked me to come back." Lin Jing sat on the chair next to the bed, his expression and voice were the same as usual, "The war in country B is basically over. Jue Fei is still there to help eliminate the remaining enemies. I will come back.
There is still a lot of work to be done here at the headquarters, and no one can do it."
"That's true." Lei Hongfei was very happy, "I have been worried about this for the past two days. It will be fine if you come back."
Lin Jing was in a very anxious mood during the several-hour flight back from Xiluo. He didn't even have time to go home and put his luggage, so he rushed directly from the airport to the hospital. Tong Yue was in the operating room. He asked and didn't bother him.
, threw his luggage at the nurse's station and came to the ward. At this moment, looking at Lei Hongfei's pale and thin face, and then looking at the sleeve that was hanging down, he suddenly didn't know what to say.
Lei Hongfei didn't notice the change in his expression and asked enthusiastically: "Is Juefei still fighting now? I heard that you recaptured the presidential palace in Xiluo. Was the fighting fierce? By the way, I sacrificed our lives.
All five soldiers moved to the basement of the Presidential Palace, did you see it?"
Lin Jing's face became even more gloomy, and he nodded slightly, "The day after we occupied the presidential palace, we sent them all back."
Lei Hongfei was silent for a while, and then sighed, "The worst thing is that the pilot, the plane caught fire after being bombed, and even the body was not recovered."
"We collected his belongings from the wreckage of the plane and sent them back," Lin Jing comforted him. "They are all heroes, and their families will be taken care of properly."
"Well." Lei Hongfei took two deep breaths, adjusted his mood, and smiled at him, "Look at you like this. You just got off the plane? Go back and rest quickly. You have to go to work tomorrow. You will definitely be busy."
"It's okay. I just ate and slept on the plane. It wasn't hard and I was in good spirits." Lin Jing's mood was no longer heavy. He laughed easily while getting up and going to the bathroom to wash his hands. After he came out, he teased him, "
If I come to take care of you, it can be regarded as repaying your life-saving grace. You're welcome. If you need anything, just ask me."
Lei Hongfei laughed out loud at him, and his spirit, which had been sluggish for many days, was suddenly lifted. "If you want to repay your kindness, then get me out of the hospital. It's too stuffy here and it's really unpleasant."
"Then I don't dare," Lin Jing refused with a smile, "Uncle Tong has the final say, how can I dare to mess around?"
Lei Hongfei put the pillow behind him, but you could tell by the arc of how he was leaning on it that it must be uncomfortable. Lin Jing went over to lift his body up a little, and pulled the pillow up, just to hold it on the back of his neck.
Lei Hongfei followed his gesture and lay down, feeling much more comfortable, and said: "Actually, if you really want to talk about it, this place is similar to our military camp. There are people who cook the meals and bring them to you when the time comes. You don't have to worry about anything. There is internet.
There is a TV, so it’s not too boring, but being bossed around by doctors and nurses is uncomfortable.”
Lin Jing chuckled and said: "You are a wounded person now, so you have to be honest. If you really don't want to stay in the house, you can drop by. I heard that Tianyu was also injured. Zihan has been accompanying him in the hospital. Let's go and see him."
look"
"Okay" Lei Hongfei excitedly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "Let's go"
His right sleeve fluttered with his movements. Lin Jing couldn't help but squeezed it gently.
Lei Hongfei was shocked, stopped, looked down at his hand, and said with some confusion: "These days, I always feel that this hand is still there. You are clearly holding your sleeve now, but I feel that you are still holding it."
It’s my hand that’s holding you.”
Lin Jing was also surprised, but was speechless for a moment. After a while, he asked confusedly: "Does it hurt?"
Lei Hongfei was quiet for a moment and said matter-of-factly: "I feel better."
Lin Jing nodded, slowly let go of his sleeves, and asked softly: "What about this?"
Lei Hongfei felt it carefully and said with some confusion: "I don't seem to love Lao Lin as much as before. Is there something wrong with me mentally?"
"Probably not," Lin Jing said immediately, "Don't think too much. Let's talk to Uncle Tong about this situation in detail later and listen to his opinion."
"Yeah." Although Lei Hongfei was usually tit-for-tat with him, he actually regarded him as a good brother in his heart. At this time, he was tortured mentally and physically by the strange illness, so he would naturally not object to his suggestions.
Lin Jing nodded and did not continue the topic. He turned around and walked to the corner, opened the closet, took out a coat and put it on him, and said with concern: "It's raining today, be careful of catching a cold."
"Okay." Lei Hongfei didn't say thank you. He accepted his care naturally and walked out happily with him.