Sheng Yujing was silent for a moment, then turned around and looked straight at An Xiaoruo. His originally clear amber eyes turned dim and became extremely solemn. The corners of his tightly pursed lips moved: "Have you ever heard of the name Xiao Yezi?"
What?"
"Oh, her!! I heard Chen Zisu say it, but what happened to her?" Because An Xiaoruo pestered Chen Zisu to tell her some stories about them that day, but An Xiaoruo didn't know the details.
Yes, because Chen Zisu refused to say.
(Tang: Most of you know that Tatsuko Su didn’t say anything later, she just fell into memories)
"Today is her death." Jing said calmly, but there was unspeakable bitterness in his eyes.
"How...how could he die?" When An Xiaoruo heard Sheng Yujing mention this, he was obviously stunned and a little unbelievable.
Sheng Yujing shook his head, as if he didn't want to mention it again.
"Tell me what happened." An Xiaoruo just wanted to know what happened.
"Because of the incident between Min Shaochen and Chen Zisu, she... jumped off the overpass and committed suicide." Sheng Yujing reluctantly expressed this fact.
After listening, An Xiaoruo fell completely silent, his eyes fell on the glass window, and he didn't speak again for a long time.
The two fell into complete silence.
"She... is so stupid... really stupid..." An Xiaoruo murmured to himself with some emotion. In fact, even death can't change anything, it will only deepen the conflict.
"Xiao Ruo will not become the second Xiao Yezi." Suddenly, An Xiaoruo felt that he was firmly locked by a very strong gaze.
An Xiaoruo looked at Sheng Yujing blankly, and for some reason he met those warm starry eyes, and his whole heart began to feel incredibly warm and safe.
An Xiaoruo immediately hugged Shengyu Jing's waist and rested his head on Jing's strong chest. The elegant, fragrant and unique floral fragrance belonging to Jing penetrated into his nose, and it seemed that no matter how he smelled it, it couldn't be enough.
"What's wrong?" It was just a subconscious action, gently rubbing An Xiaoruo's hair.
Such an unconscious little action will never be forgotten even after I don’t know how many years it has been going on.
"Jing, I promise you, I won't do anything stupid like that, never."
An Xiaoruo always feels that this kind of warmth that is within reach is running out in his subconscious?
Don't know why?
"Yeah." Sheng Yujing sighed softly and hugged An Xiaoruo tightly with more strength.
Maybe the rain falling outside is very cool... But... An Xiaoruo only knows now that Jing's embrace is very warm...
I don't know how long it took, but An Xiaoruo fell asleep in Jing's arms unconsciously.
Sheng Yujing gently picked up An Xiaoruo and placed him gently on the bed. He sat on the side, supported his chin, and looked at it quietly for a moment. He gently stroked An Xiaoruo's face with his big hand and said softly.
: "Originally, you shouldn't have to bear all this. If it's possible to go back to the past..."
Sheng Yujing's voice stopped suddenly, and it took a full thirty seconds before he continued to murmur: "I would rather, we have never known each other."
For some reason, Sheng Yujing felt regretful after saying this. Even if he had never seen it before, there would be an arrangement somewhere. Even if it was a premeditated plan, Sheng Yujing believed that it was definitely not an accident.
"No...I think I can't let you go, I'm afraid I will regret it..."
In the end, Sheng Yujing didn't say any more and closed the door behind him.