I really couldn't accept this fact, so I couldn't reason rationally at that moment.
I even ignored An Xiaoruo's status as my sister and insisted on marrying her. However, no matter how much I fought against fate, God would not give me such happiness after all, or God had already seen that I would not be able to do so. It has been pleasing to the eye for a long time.
An Xiaoruo was taken away by people from the death organization.
I think at that moment, everyone in the world had abandoned me, and even everyone was opposed to my marriage. An unblessed wedding would eventually end in failure, and I happened to be one of them.
I tried to win back An Xiaoruo, but after I found her, I was abandoned by her once, and she broke the contract. Because of the man beside her, she changed her mind. She would no longer marry me or stay with me. By her side, because she wants to go to that person's place.
I'm really disappointed that An Xiaoruo treated me like this. I thought she wouldn't leave me, but what happened! Haha...she never had any feelings for me! It's just me who is so sentimental!
That day, I let them go.
I thought I would just let go and stop loving that woman. Unexpectedly, after I went back, all I could think about was that woman. I really hated myself, why did I fall in love with that woman?
He is obviously a superior Highness, but for the sake of such a woman, he gave up everything and humbly begged for her love. I even felt that I was despicable. The woman around me was obviously better than that woman, but in my heart and in my eyes There was no one else in sight except her.
I can't control this feeling myself. It can make people excited or collapse. If I can, I want to kill this woman. Why can she affect my emotions? Why does she react again and again after provoking me? hurt me.
Although, I have hurt her countless times.
After being depressed for several days, I decided to try again, and maybe it would be the last time I hurt myself.
I kidnapped two of the twelve nobles and forced her to choose. Yes, everyone must think I am crazy.
Yes, I am just crazy!!
I want to make An Xiaoruo feel heartbroken, I want to make An Xiaoruo regret, I want to make An Xiaoruo feel guilty and blame herself forever, and I also want her to experience this kind of pain that makes her miserable. What I suffered must be done bit by bit. Take back.
However, I was still wrong.
She would rather threaten me with her own life than make a choice. I lost to her again. I dragged her up tightly because the moment she fell down, I panicked.
It was the kind of panic that was hard to describe in words.
That kind of panic that in the next second, I might lose her forever. I compromised, but wanted to know who she really loved?
She told me that a name that made me unbelievable turned out to be Fanyin Ran Sheng, that mysterious man who had never liked her. For this, I thought about it for ten days and ten nights, but I didn't even think about it. clear.
Maybe, she lied to me? I comforted myself secretly, thinking that it didn't matter anymore.