The time I spent with Gong Jingling was not long, but my memories with him were endless.
In the past, he always told himself to call him Ling instead of Beiyinyou, but she always didn't understand?
It turns out that his true identity is not one of the twelve nobles, but he is just out for revenge?
When he teamed up with Jiang Zhifan to hurt Ye, An Xiaoruo realized what hatred was.
Maybe, at that moment, An Xiaoruo was heartbroken, but she also ignored Gong Jingling, who had always been by her side. An Xiaoruo knew everything? She knew Gong Jingling's love!
But, you have to pretend like you don’t know anything?
Because, An Xiaoruo is afraid of hurting them? Even more afraid of making them sad?
However, after experiencing so many things, An Xiaoruo realized that it was him who was wrong all along. It was his escape that made them think there would be a chance. It was his mistake that caused them to fall into deep trouble. It was his fault.
Being indecisive, Gong Jingrei made mistakes again and again.
An Xiaoruo! When did you become so selfish?
An Xiaoruo! If it weren't for the mistakes you made, how could it have led to Ivan Xia, Gong Jing Ling and the others constantly taking revenge on the Twelve Nobles?
An Xiaoruo! It turns out that you are the source of all evil.
An Xiaoruo! Every time you say you want to protect the twelve nobles and the people around you! Have you done it?
An Xiaoruo! It was your selfishness that caused Jing, Zhe, Ye, Qian and Jin to be hurt.
An Xiaoruo! Why do you treat them like this?! What mistake did they make?! Is it a mistake for them to love you and protect you?
An Xiaoruo! You are simply heinous! Everything would be fine without you!
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Ye, Jing, Zhe, Zhuo, Xia, Ling, Sheng, Su, Mu, Jie, Che, Qian, Jin, Luo, Wei, Shang, Shang.
An Xiaoruo doesn't deserve you to be so kind to me?
not worth it?
Not worth it at all?
At this moment, An Xiaoruo's heart was painful and complicated! She asked herself over and over again where she had gone wrong! She said sorry to those who were protecting her over and over again.
Why? Does it become like this?
Gong Jingling? If you want to hate, come to me?
I make you hate, if you want to vent, come to me! I let you vent.
I just ask you to spare the twelve nobles, spare the British royal family, and spare those innocent women. They shouldn't have to endure this?
Everything is my fault.
An Xiaoruo no longer had any scruples. She had figured everything out. She didn't want anyone to suffer unnecessary harm because of her. She also didn't want to see Gong Jingling like that, a ruthless person like him.
An Xiaoruo hopes that he will still be the young man who can laugh, make trouble, and be as bright as the sun. I, An Xiaoruo, am sorry for you. If you have any resentment, come to me! I broke the promise and lied to you!
It's me who gave you hope, but also made you hurt. I'm sorry, Gong Jingling, I can't make up for it even if I say I'm sorry 11000 times.