[69 Book Bar - www.] Tong Yan sent Shen Yi to the gate of Shen's villa. She suddenly stopped and said to him: "You go in, I have something to do in the hospital, so I will go back first!"
Shen Yi looked at him without saying anything. Tong Yan smiled at him and turned away.
At this moment, the door of the villa was opened. Shen Jiujiu saw that there were two people. Her brother was standing at the foot of the stairs, but Tong Yan was walking away with her back to him. She was confused and ran forward to pull Shen Yi and asked: "Xiao Yi, did Yanyan say anything to you?"
Shen Yi had no expression on his face, glanced at Shen Jiujiu, turned around and entered the house without saying a word.
Shen Jiujiu felt more and more uneasy. Logically speaking, things shouldn't develop like this. And judging from his brother's expression, it wasn't right...
Before Tong Yan could go far, Shen Jiujiu ran up to her and stopped her, "Yanyan..."
Hearing the shouting, Tong Yan stopped and turned around, only to see Shen Jiujiu running towards her.
"Sister Jiujiu..."
Shen Jiujiu pulled her anxiously and asked, "You didn't say that, right?"
"I……"
"You silly woman, why didn't you say anything? Do you know? It will be too late after tonight. Do you know that my uncle Lu and my father are preparing for their wedding?"
"Tong Yan, I really want to hit you, do you know that?" Shen Jiujiu gritted her teeth in anger. Looking at the two idiots in front of her who couldn't be more stupid for love, she beat the others on her chest and wanted to shout in front of the whole world with a loudspeaker. .
damn it.
What else can she do?
"I'm sorry!" Tong Yan lowered her head and said softly, "I...I'm going back to the hospital first."
"You..." Shen Jiujiu wanted to say something again, but he hesitated for a moment. Until she looked at Tong Yan's back turning away from her, she still didn't yell out a word.
She also knew that she was an outsider, and the person involved didn't understand what she wanted in her heart, so how could she influence others.
Forget it, it seems that the two of them are destined to each other, and you can't force it, so just let nature take its course!
Shen Jiujiu shook his head helplessly, gave up, and turned to go home.
Tong Yan came to the hospital and had already got off work. She went to the ward to guard her son. Her depressed look made Tong Xiaotian very sad.
"Mommy, what happened to you today?" Tong Xiaotian asked.
Tong Yan smiled bitterly and shook her head, reaching out to touch her son's head, "It's nothing! Are you hungry, little one? Mommy will buy you something to eat."
"Grandma has brought me food just now. Mommy, I heard grandma say that my uncle is going to marry a bride, right?" Tong Xiaotian asked innocently, his eyes as big as night pearls twinkling and twinkling, I really want to I can catch a hint of concern about my uncle’s bride on my mother’s face.
However, to Tong Xiaotian's dismay, Mommy still looked sad and expressionless, unable to see anything.
Seeing that Mommy was silent, Tong Xiaotian asked again: "Mommy, do you really want your uncle to marry another bride?"
Tong Yan took a deep breath, sat on the bed, hugged her son and said, "It's not that Mommy wishes it or not. In fact, as long as he can be happy, Mommy will do whatever she wants."
"Mommy is telling the truth."
"Xiaotian, why do you say mommy like that?"
Tong Xiaotian pouted her lips, blinked her bright eyes and said, "Actually, Mommy knows that uncle is unhappy after marrying another bride. Mommy can obviously make uncle happier, but Mommy won't do it. Mommy I would rather watch my uncle move towards sadness step by step, but can only stand by and be speechless. What did mommy just say if it wasn't duplicity?"
Tong Yan was so shaken by what her son said that she took a breath, opened her mouth again, but was speechless.
Is that so?
She could obviously make him happier, but because of her own cowardice and lack of courage, she led him step by step into sadness.
Speaking like this, she felt so guilty.
But……
She really felt that she was not worthy of him, no matter in terms of identity, status or person, she felt that she could not say such words in front of him.
She couldn't say it out loud, but she felt very sad.
As her son said, she really means what she says, really...
"Mommy, anyway, it's a foregone conclusion that uncle is going to get married. Can Xiaotian ask Mommy a few questions? Mommy has to tell Xiaotian sincerely, okay?"
Tong Yan put away the discomfort in her heart, smiled bitterly and nodded to her son, "Okay."
"Mommy, from the beginning to now, from the time uncle stayed with us in the United States to now, in all these years, has mommy ever really liked uncle?"
Tong Yan bit her lip, lowered her eyes and nodded.
Tong Xiaotian frowned, "If you want to speak out, tell your son loudly, has mommy ever truly liked uncle?"
Tong Yan looked up at her son with a firm look in her eyes, "I like it! Although I won't talk about the beginning, but from the time you were born to now, I remember clearly every bit of his time with us.
It’s very important in my heart, very important.”
Tong Xiaotian breathed a sigh of relief and asked in a loud voice: "Mommy, do you love uncle? Just like tomorrow, uncle is going to marry another woman as his bride. Mommy, will you care? Will it hurt in your heart?"
Tong Yan couldn't help but burst into tears when her son asked this question.
She felt very sad, and her throat was choked with sobs that she could not speak.
Tong Xiaotian handed Mommy a tissue and raised her voice: "Mommy, don't cry. Tell your son, how do you feel?"
Tong Yan wiped away her tears, sat over and hugged her son, sobbed and said, "Mommy doesn't know whether he loves him or not. She only knows that she feels sad. Mummy cares, but facing him, Mummy can't say anything."
Tong Yan said, letting go of her son, staring at him with dim eyes, and said: "Xiaotian, even though mommy is sad, we are not worthy of him. Mommy is divorced. No man in the world will care about him."
A woman’s past, so even if mommy is heartbroken, even if she doesn’t want him to marry another woman, mommy is not qualified to keep him, you know?"
As she said that, she couldn't help but hug her son, and her cry was obviously a little sad, "Mommy also knows that he will be unhappy after getting married, but he said that if he doesn't do that, he will have no face to see the dean.
He doesn't want to be the unfaithful and unjust person, so Xiaotian, no matter whether your uncle is married or not, there is an obstacle in his heart that none of us can erase."
"Mommy doesn't want him to feel guilty about that incident in the future, so she doesn't have the courage to tell him that she likes him and wants to be with him, Xiaotian..."
Just when she said this, Tong Yan's eyes froze, and she suddenly saw a mobile phone placed behind Tong Xiaotian, and that mobile phone happened to be showing the call time.
Just as she was about to pick it up, Tong Xiaotian snatched it with quick eyes and hands, and then asked to the other end of the phone: "Grandma, uncle, did he hear it?"
