[69 Book Bar - www.] Tong Yan prepared the food. When the two of them were dining, the atmosphere was very strange. No one was willing to speak until dinner was eaten and Tong Yan had cleaned up. , the two of them still haven’t said a word.
Shen Yi was sitting in the living room watching TV. After Tong Yan finished it, she came over with a plate of fruit, gently put it on the coffee table and said, "You eat."
Shen Yi glanced at her with an expressionless face, did not respond or take the fruit, and continued to stare at the TV.
Tong Yan pursed her lips and spoke again, "You... aren't you going back tonight?"
Shen Yi was still staring at the TV without blinking, and said softly, "Hmm".
Tong Yan looked at him and didn't know what to do for a moment. He suddenly became silent and sat still. It was already late at night. Tong Yan had to go to bed early after working all day. There are many experts in emergency care.
With him like this, Tong Yan really didn't know what to do.
Seeing that he was still sitting there without paying attention to anyone, Tong Yan couldn't care less. She stood up and said, "If you stay, it's getting late. You have to go to the military area tomorrow, so take a rest early!"
"Tomorrow is the weekend, no need to go to work!"
"..."
Taking a deep breath, Tong Yan added: "Then... then you see, I'm going to bed first."
After saying that, she turned around and left.
Shen Yi finally turned his attention from the TV to her. Seeing that she really didn't care about him going to rest alone, he couldn't stand it anymore. He felt depressed in his heart, so he threw the remote control on the sofa and said: There was a loud noise.
Hearing the sound, Tong Yan paused and turned around.
Seeing that the man was holding his head and looking very irritated, she paused, bit her lip and walked over to stand beside him and said, "A Yi..."
Hearing the sound at such a close distance, Shen Yi was startled, raised his head, and met Tong Yan's eyes.
"You...if you have anything on your mind, just tell me!" Tong Yan sat down and began to peel the orange.
Seeing her behavior, Chen Yi twitched the corners of his lips and asked, "Do you... still have Fu Lingbo in your heart?"
Tong Yan stopped peeling oranges and did not raise her head. She felt that his question caught her off guard.
Her hesitation and reaction made the man feel shocked and uncomfortable, but even so, he still pretended to be indifferent and said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, if you..."
"No!" Before Shen Yi finished speaking, Tong Yan continued: "Stop thinking so wildly. The matter between me and him ended seven years ago."
She suddenly became very strange, stood up suddenly and left without looking back, "Go to bed early, good night!"
Chen Yi looked at her reaction that seemed a little angry, and stood up quickly and took her arm. Tong Yan stopped, but did not look back at him.
She didn't know what he meant by asking, questioning? Or distrust?
Shen Yi's slightly low words rang in her ears, "No, then there won't be. I worry too much, don't take it to heart."
Tong Yan was a little surprised and looked up at Shen Yi, "Is it because I didn't want to say a word all night because I was thinking about this?"
"..." He didn't speak.
Tong Yan took out her hand and said in a good voice: "Your suspicion is not unfounded, but also, I understand, after all, a man..."
She choked and didn't want to talk any more. Shen Yi looked at her and wanted to continue listening, but she stopped talking.
Tong Yan smoothed over her somewhat stiff expression, smiled and said to him: "It's too late, go to bed early, and you'd better not come here again. I'm here..."
Tong Yan looked at his melancholy eyes, with a sad expression and did not dare to say anything further. She stared at him, and he looked at her, their eyes met, and the atmosphere seemed to be frozen.
I don't know how long the two of them were in a stalemate like that. Finally, Shen Yi spoke first, "What do you mean you won't let me come here?"
"You should know that after all, there is a big difference between the two of us. Before it is too serious, you should go back to your original position!"
"Are you talking about breaking up with me?"
Tong Yan smiled bitterly, "We haven't even held hands, so there is no talk of breaking up. We have only been together for a few days. Maybe I really can't give you what you want. You are a man, and a man with status. There is no need." You have to endure hardships and stay here with me to suffer. Really, Shen Yi, the gap between us is too big, so we should all return to our original positions!"
The man's heart tightened, and it hurt as if it was bleeding.
He had never been in love before, and he didn't know what to do to make the woman he loved feel better. He thought that because of what happened before, if he showed some temper, maybe she would understand what he cared about, but he didn't expect that, But it made things self-defeating.
The meaning of her words couldn't be more obvious, is that really what it means?
No……
"A Yi, go to bed early. I will go to your house to pick up Xiaotian tomorrow morning. Thank you for coming these days!"
Shen Yi stood motionless, and Tong Yan felt really sad when she saw him like this, especially the sad expression on Jun's face.
She didn't want this either, but his behavior proved everything.
He wanted her to go to bed with her, but there was a barrier in her mind. She didn't want to and couldn't do it, so he felt uncomfortable and faced her with a cold face for several hours without even saying a word.
If such a man only talks about going to bed, then why should she really continue with him?
Of course she doesn't like that kind of man, but...
"Okay, I'm leaving!" Shen Yi took a breath, looked at Tong Yan, smiled, and said: "I'm leaving now, so you don't have to guard against me anymore, but before I leave, I want to tell Tong Yan You, yes, I am doubting you, doubting that you have not truly accepted me in your heart. I don’t know what you think of me, but I tell you, I love you sincerely, even though I am now When I turned around and left, I thought I would go crazy and feel heartbroken, but facing you like this, I would rather go out and go crazy than watch you treat me like an outsider."
"I'm sorry, I seem to have said too much. You can rest, I won't disturb you anymore!"
With that said, he walked to the closet, took off his coat, turned around and left.
Seeing this, Tong Yan was startled, closed her eyes, and tears flowed out unsatisfactorily.
"I don't know what I have to do to make you feel that I care about you, but if you only think about using your body to solve things, then what's the difference between you and those men who only use their lower bodies to solve things!"
She gathered her strength and turned her back to him, "Go away, step out of this door tonight, and don't come back again!"
His body stiffened, his steps stopped, and he stared at her back blankly for a while before speaking again, "Then if I don't leave tonight, can I come back later?"
