[69 Book Bar-www.] In the middle of the night, Shen Yi woke up.
Just as he was about to sit up, he lowered his eyes and saw a woman lying sleeping next to the bed.
It’s his wife, Tong Yan.
He didn't move anymore, but stayed in his original position, quietly looking at her sleeping face facing him.
His forehead was slightly wrinkled, as if he had dreamed of something unhappy. He looked worried, and his face was very pale. That look of age and haggard made people really feel distressed.
Seeing this, Shen Yi took a breath and tried to recall what happened before. What did he see before?
I saw their family of three coming out of the villa sweetly and warmly, I saw her kissing Fu Lingbo, I saw Fu Lingbo kissing her, I saw Tong Xiaotian leaning in the man's arms so satisfied, calling mom and dad happily.
Mom and dad?
Thinking of these two sensitive titles, Shen Yi thought of his three children. How many times had the children cried for their mother? Where was she? How many times had he felt so empty and lonely beside Fu Lingbo? Where is she? She is still by Fu Lingbo's side.
She is his wife and the mother of his children. Just when they all need her, she is never with them, but chooses to accompany her ex-husband and her ex-husband's children.
It's not that Shen Yi is stingy, that's a man's dignity.
He could allow her to take care of Xiaotian, and even be willing to take Xiaotian to his home, but... she didn't want to. She said she didn't want to from Fu Lingbo's perspective.
In that case, do you want to have another chance to rekindle the old relationship with him, or...
Shen Yi didn't dare to think any more. He was thirsty. Just as he was about to sit up to get some water, the woman in front of the bed woke up with a start.
"Ayi!"
Seeing that he was awake, Tong Yan subconsciously stood up and helped him, "How are you feeling? Are you feeling better?"
However, Shen Yi staggered away from her hand and insisted on getting out of bed.
Perhaps because he had just undergone surgery, his body was still a little weak. As soon as he sat up, he groaned in discomfort, pressed his stomach with both hands, and could no longer straighten his back.
Seeing this, Tong Yan held his hand distressedly and said, "Tell me what you want to do and I'll do it. Just don't move, okay?"
Shen Yi looked at her intently, and then at the drinking water not far away. Tong Yan followed his gaze, understood, and quickly said: "I'll pour it for you, don't move anymore!"
A glass of water was poured over, and Shen Yi was about to reach out to take it, but Tong Yan insisted on bringing the water glass to his lips, "Drink!"
Shen Yi looked at her again and drank with lowered eyes.
Tong Yan put the cup back in its place, came back and tucked Shen Yi into bed and said, "We will go back to Jiangdong at dawn. It's still early, so you can sleep a little longer!"
Shen Yi's face was still so cold and expressionless, and he no longer even looked at Tong Yan, "Have you considered what I said before?"
Tong Yan was confused, "What are you talking about?"
Suddenly thinking of what he said to her in the nightclub, Tong Yan's face turned pale, and she hurriedly lowered her head and stopped looking at him.
"Tong Yan!" Shen Yi called softly.
Tong Yan lowered her head and didn't look at him.
Shen Yi's voice sounded faintly, "Maybe, there are too many things between us, or maybe, in fact, there are some things that you can't let go of in your heart, whether it is before or after we get married, whether we have children or not. Whenever you are young, I always feel that there is something hidden in the deepest part of your heart that no one can touch, and it has been buried deeply."
"Perhaps, you will ask me why I don't believe you and why I always doubt you. I think you should know better than me. It's not that I don't believe you or that I doubt you. Maybe there is something between us.
Contradiction is not as simple as it seems on the surface, but a fact confirmed by behavior."
"Perhaps you don't even know that I live a life of fear every day. I am afraid of this and that. I always feel uneasy. I often ask myself whether I was right or wrong to marry you in the first place."
Hearing this, Tong Yan felt her heart suffocate and she was so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe.
She finally couldn't help but look up at him. His face was dull, without even a hint of normal color.
She swallowed her breath and asked, "After saying so much, what do you mean..."
She choked with sobs and couldn't say those words. She felt so uncomfortable. She felt sad that he didn't trust her. She felt sad that he would actually ask for a divorce from her. She felt sad that he wanted to drive her out of his life.
Once upon a time, who said that, until the end of time, who said, we will never leave each other until we grow old hand in hand.
Apart from doing some helpless things, she had never done anything to feel sorry for him. She had no way of explaining his suspicions, so should she agree to his request for a divorce?
"Go back to him, I don't want to live that kind of life of fear anymore!" He was worried that she would disappear at any time, even going to the army absent-mindedly all day long.
Shen Yi closed his eyes gently and said the heartless and meaningless words.
Hearing this, Tong Yan's heart instantly dropped and broke into pieces.
But even though it was difficult to accept such an answer, she still tried her best to save it, "What if I say, I don't agree?"
Shen Yi opened his eyes and looked at her. Seeing her eyes filled with tears, they were hazy and made people feel distressed.
"Why don't you agree? Is it for the sake of the children?"
Tong Yan tried hard to become strong, and her voice was choked and hoarse, "That's one thing, and on the other hand, I can't bear to leave you. If I leave you, I won't be able to live. A Yi, do you really have any
You can’t feel it either, do I love you?”
like?
He shook his head, "Your love is too weak for me, and it may be broken by the wind at any time." Once the layer of love brought together by friendship is broken by the wind, then their love will be in danger.
Because there can only be one unforgettable love in a person's heart. She once loved that man so much. Even if they are husband and wife now, it can't replace the unforgettable love deep in her heart.
In the past, he was too ignorant and unable to understand love. He thought that as long as he could get what he wanted, he would be the happiest and most beautiful person in the world. But he was wrong.
Some things are beautiful when she can't get them, but once she gets them, her beauty will be shattered by reality, and what she sees in front of her is miserable.
What he faced now, Shen Yi, was so miserable.
The once romantic love has completely changed, and the original taste and feeling can no longer be found.
Tong Yan took a breath, but tears still flowed down. She looked at his thin and pale face, and his righteous words echoed in her ears. She was so heartbroken that she could no longer reply a single word.
Could it be that they have come to the end like this?
