[69 Book Bar - www.] For a long time, Shen Yi still kept that posture pressing Tong Yan, doing nothing, just leaning over and looking at her, not knowing what he was thinking. In the dark night, Tong Yan also I can't see his expression clearly.
After a while, Tong Yan pushed him away, and Shen Yi went limp and lay next to her.
The two of them were silent for almost half an hour. Finally, Shen Yi couldn't hold himself back and said, "What if we divorce? How will you live in the future?"
Are you single or looking for someone else?
Shen Yi did not show it clearly.
Tong Yan's voice was also as calm as water, "It's enough for me to have three babies."
"... Don't you want to explain to me what happened between you and Fu Lingbo that day?"
Hearing this, Tong Yan turned on the light again, sat up and stared at Shen Yi, "Do you think it's necessary?"
"Why is it necessary?"
"We are getting divorced!"
"Don't you want to save something?"
"Retain? As everyone says, if there is a first time, there will be a second time, and this is not the second or third time, right?"
Shen Yi also sat up, and the two of them looked at each other, "But, I saw that with my own eyes! How can I believe you?"
Tong Yan narrowed her eyes, "He and I used to have Xiaotian. As long as Xiaotian exists for one day, we will always have the same relationship as we have now. I can't change your thoughts, and I don't want to change either. I can't help you if you think that way, and I can't explain it anymore."
After saying that, she stood up, picked up her coat, stood beside the bed and said to him: "It's too late, you go to sleep, I'll go to the guest room to sleep."
Seeing her turning around to leave, Shen Yi became anxious and stepped forward to stop her, "Tong Yan, in your heart, who is more important: me, Fu Lingbo, or Xiaotian?"
Tong Yan looked up at him and saw his red eyes. She took a breath and said coldly, "I thought you understood me. I thought Xiaotian was still so important in your heart! I didn't expect that everything was mine. Thinking too much."
Shen Yi didn't want to beat around the bush with her, so he grabbed her arm and asked: "I don't blame you for visiting Xiaotian, I also know that the natural maternal love will make you can't help but take care of Xiaotian, but...but, in the end,... In your heart, who is more important, me or Fu Lingbo?"
Tong Yan seemed a little impatient, "How many times have I told you, Fu Lingbo and I only have the past. Once the past has passed, it can never happen again, just like we once did, in the United States, before we got married. Aren’t we so good, so understanding, and so happy? Why does everything change once we get married and have children?”
Tong Yan choked with sobs, shook her head and asked again: "Shen Yi, can we go back to the past?"
Shen Yi looked at her, thinking about the current situation, he shook his head, "No!"
"Then do you think it's possible for me to go back to my ex-husband after I'm divorced, remarried, and have a child?"
"..." He looked at her and couldn't reply for a while.
Tong Yan added: "Everyone has his own bottom line and dignity, and this is my bottom line and dignity. If I had known that I would come back to him one day, then I would rather die than divorce him." , if I don’t divorce him, then there will be no me, you, and the three children today. Now that the matter has been done, there is no room for maneuver. I can’t stop your suspicion of me, so I can only go along with it. I will do whatever you want. If you want a divorce, I will grant it to you, but if you want to drive me out of this home and separate me from my children, I tell you, even if I die, I will not let you get your wish."
Shen Yi looked at her. After listening to these words, he seemed to understand a lot of things in an instant.
Could it be that he had been making random suspicions all along?
But……
Shen Yi suddenly couldn't turn around anymore. Her intimate actions with Fu Lingbo came to his mind one by one, causing him to have doubts.
However, he was reluctant to let him go now.
Tong Yan said: "I have made my words very clear. You can rest, I will go out first!"
When she was opening the door, Shen Yi reached out and grabbed her arm again. Before she could react, he pushed her onto the bed with force and then pressed her on top of her.
Tong Yan stared at him blankly without saying a word.
Shen Yi also stared at her. Without any foreplay, he took off her pajamas with his hands and penetrated her thickly.
"Hmm~~" Tong Yan groaned, because his sudden entry made her frown in pain.
While Shen Yi was moving regularly, he asked her coldly, "Why don't you resist?"
She gritted her teeth, her body moving up and down due to his vigorous movements.
She looked at him with a calm expression, "Let this be the last time we give each other the feeling of love!"
Shen Yi frowned, everything was decided by desire.
"You..." Tong Yan was so moved by his sudden movement that she hesitated to speak, "You... now, Ying... should be able to feel it!"
"What?"
"Heart!"
"..."
"Ouch~" he growled lowly, and after releasing it, he looked down at the place where they were joined together. He didn't know what it was like, and felt weird.
He raised his head and tried to kiss her lips again, but she avoided him.
"Is that enough?" she asked.
Shen Yi stared at her expressionless expression, and his heart suddenly felt like salt was sprinkled on it. The burning feeling was not an ordinary uncomfortable feeling.
Suddenly, he kissed her lips forcefully, "Even so, I still can't control my distrust of you. Maybe because I care too much, maybe because I am too afraid of losing, so as long as there is a little obstacle, I will It will shake my heart.”
"..."
"Tong Yan, can you tell me what I need to do to eliminate my wariness against you?"
Tong Yan felt uncomfortable being pressed by him, and stretched out her hand to push him away. She took a breath and said, "I don't know, I can't control your inner thoughts, but if you want me not to look at Xiaotian, I can't do it."
"You can obviously pick up Xiaotian."
"If it were you, would you be willing if I took Dongxi, Xi and Nannan away?"
Shen Yi was silent again. She was still thinking about Fu Lingbo. Even if the two of them were still getting along, she would still not forget that man.
Why?
A surge of anger burned in his heart.
He lay beside the bed and closed his eyes gently, "Okay, then let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau together tomorrow!"
Hearing this, Tong Yan couldn't help turning her head and glanced at him. Her chiseled face looked so thin and lonely under the light.
Just after he said the last few words, her tears came out unexpectedly and quietly wet her face.
Perhaps, only after getting divorced will you not have to worry about anything!
