[69 Book Bar - www.] [ps: From the perspective of Fu Lingbo, narrated in the first person, I hope everyone likes it, it ruins the three views and has nothing to do with the text]
My name is Fu Lingbo. I am 36 years old. I am a soldier, Major of the Southern Military Region. I am a divorced man. I have a child with my ex-wife. The child is now ten years old. Compared with my divorce from my ex-wife, I have already
It's been ten years.
Now the child is mine to raise.
In these ten years without my ex-wife, I have experienced a lot, learned a lot, and understood a lot. The most valuable thing is that I gained the child I love most.
I am grateful to my ex-wife, I love her and respect her, but it is a pity that I can no longer love her.
I also clearly understand that she has been deeply ingrained in my heart, and no one can replace her position in my heart except our children.
If God can give me another chance, I will dedicate my whole world to her without any regrets.
Maybe God is really looking after me, because on June 25, I received a call from her.
She sobbed and told me on the phone that she was divorced.
When I heard this disappear, I didn't say anything at the time and felt mixed emotions.
Then, she said: "Ling Bo, I want to see you, can you come out?"
I was a little excited at the time, even so excited that I couldn't speak. But in order to welcome her, I still tried to control my excitement and agreed to pick her up at the airport.
When I saw her at the airport, she looked much haggard and thinner.
And the moment she saw me, in front of many people in the airport hall, she rushed towards me without any scruples, hit me hard on the chest, and hugged my waist tightly with both hands.
Tears welled up in my eyes.
I looked down at her tearful face, paused for a long time, and reached out to wipe her tears. She looked at me with tearful eyes, bit her lip, and said, "Ling Bo, I'm divorced!"
I looked at her, obviously sympathetic, but actually said excitedly: "I understand, don't cry, let's talk about it when we go home, okay?"
She nodded in response to my words, and then I helped her drag the suitcase, hugged her and disappeared into the airport hall.
I thought she would reject me, but I didn't expect that she had no intention of pushing me away even though I held her in my arms all the way. I was a little flattered and a little too pushy.
As soon as we entered the house, the suitcase was not put away, so I couldn't help but pick her up, lowered my head and kissed her lips.
But at this time, she pushed me away.
I looked at her with some disappointment. Although there was a commotion in my body, because she was unwilling, I still forcibly endured my desire.
She walked forward, turned her back to me and asked, "Where is Xiaotian?"
I helped her put her suitcase away, walked over, poured a glass of water and handed it to her, "It's time to go to school!"
She took the water glass and asked me again, "Didn't you go to the military area today?"
I smiled and said, "No!"
In fact, I have been in the military area all the time. It was because I suddenly received a call from her that I rushed to the airport. She must not know how happy I was to see her today.
The pain that had been suppressed deep in my heart seemed to evaporate in an instant. When I saw her, the stars in my dark sky lit up.
She took a sip of water, put the cup down, raised her head and said to me: "I just came to see Xiaotian, and I will leave after watching."
I wondered, "Where are you going?"
She sighed and said, "Go back to Jiangdong, find a hospital to work properly, and occasionally visit the three children when he is not at home."
I asked her again: "If you are divorced, will your children be raised by him?"
She nodded, looked at me with tears in her eyes and said: "Yes, they don't let me take away the child, but they allow me to go back to see the child at any time. But every time I go, I will see him, so I control myself and think
If you want to see your child, go there every now and then."
Looking at that pitiful little face, I couldn't help but sit next to her, stretched out my hands and gently hugged her in my arms.
I don’t know why, but every time I hold her in my arms, it feels like something pleasant, instantly filling up the emptiness and loneliness I’ve felt over the past few years.
I really enjoy the feeling of holding her like this. I really want to hold her like this forever and never let her go again in my life.
She didn't move, she just lay quietly in my arms. We were silent for a while, and then she called my name again, "Lingbo!"
"Um?"
"Aren't you... not going to find another one?"
She moved away from my arms and stared at me.
I stared at her deeply and shook my head, "There is no woman in this world who can tempt me, Fu Lingbo, but I am afraid that there is one, but she is not willing to spend time with me hand in hand."
She didn't seem to know that I was talking about her. She stared at me with a pair of beautiful eyes and asked, "Who is that person? Doesn't she even refuse your good conditions? Or does it mean that she cares about you having children? But Ling
Bo, it doesn't matter, if Xiaotian causes trouble to you, I will take care of Xiaotian, okay?"
I looked at her and shook my head.
She frowned anxiously, "Does...does that person care that you are divorced?"
I shook my head again, and she couldn't hold it any longer, so she grabbed me and asked, "Why is that?"
Looking at her lips as she spoke, they were so pink that I couldn't help but want to take a bite. Damn it, I couldn't help but have a raw desire of man's nature in my body.
Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, she felt a little disappointed and I lowered my eyes.
I held her face with both hands at this moment and said affectionately: "If I said, that person is you, would you be willing?"
"..." She stared blankly, speechless for a moment.
I really couldn't stand the seductive look in her clear and bright hands. The foreign object in my crotch began to get bigger and harder, which made me extremely uncomfortable.
After a while, she finally said, "Don't you dislike me?"
I shook my head subconsciously, "I'm not qualified."
"But, I already have many children with other people."
I said: "I have also been married to other women. If I can have more children, I will have many children."
She frowned at me and asked, "Do you really still have a place for me in your heart?"
I stretched out my hand to hold her hand, and placed it gently on my chest, where my heart was. "This heart now only belongs to two people, one is Fu Xiaotian, and the other is my ex-wife, Tong Yan."
When she heard this, she was moved to tears.
I hurriedly went to wipe her tears, and she immediately threw herself into my arms and said, "Ling Bo, thank you, thank you!"
I hugged her tightly and asked: "Then... just don't leave and stay, okay?"
She bit her lip and nodded, "Okay!"
After getting her consent, I was overjoyed and stood up suddenly. I was so excited that I hugged her and spun around in circles several times.
In the end, I couldn't control the impulse and desire in my heart. I put her on the sofa and couldn't help but kiss her. She was a little resistant at first, but under my caressing, she gradually became involved.
Just when we were in dire straits, suddenly, the door of the villa was opened.
I saw a boy walking in humming a tune. When he saw the scene on the sofa, he turned around and shouted, "Ah..."
Fortunately, when I heard the door open, I had already covered Tong Yan and I with our clothes, and the two of us remained seated.
I shouted to the thin figure: "Xiaotian, it's not convenient for dad right now. Please go upstairs quickly and don't look back."
The boy snorted twice and said dissatisfiedly: "Dad, why did you bring the woman back?"
Hearing this, I was sure that the boy didn't see that the woman sitting with me was his mother. I smiled and said, "Good boy, go upstairs first. Dad will get dressed and go get it for you right away."
Prepare meals.”
The boy hummed twice more and ran upstairs with his schoolbag on his back.
After seeing him disappear, I quickly got dressed and put on my clothes, hugged Tong Yan on the sofa, lowered my head and kissed her earlobe, "Be patient, let's have dinner, shall we do it again?"
Her cheeks turned red with embarrassment, she arranged her clothes and said to me, "You go and accompany Xiaotian, I'll make dinner."
I looked at her tenderly, squatted in front of her, held her hands and kissed her lips, "I can't bear to part with you. You are my lost and found treasure. From now on, I will never let you go easily again."
I won’t let you do any housework. From now on, I will be your slave. I will help you take care of all your affairs. You can beat me when you are unhappy and you can beat me when you are happy.
, Anyway, from now on, don’t cherish me anymore, just do whatever you want, okay?”
After hearing what I said, she nodded with a wry smile and pursed lips. I couldn't help but lean over and kiss her, and said, "Then you watch TV, and I'll make dinner."
She nodded and watched me go to the kitchen.
This afternoon, I cooked a large table of meals. I didn’t know if her taste had changed over the years, so I just made her and the child’s favorites based on my feeling. The total was 12 dishes and
Four soups.
After I brought all the food to the dining room and set it up, I went to the living room to call for someone, but I didn't see anyone. I felt a little flustered for no reason, so I hurriedly took off my apron and ran upstairs.
When I passed my son's room, I suddenly heard a conversation coming from inside, which made me stop.
"Mom, are you really not going to leave again?"
"Well, mom promises you that she will never leave you or your dad again!"
When I heard what she said next, I pursed my lips, and my eyes suddenly became sore and painful. I closed my eyes lightly, and tears flowed down uncontrollably.
I hurriedly wiped away my tears, tried hard to control the emotion and excitement in my heart, put away my pained expression, knocked on the door and entered the room.
"The food is ready, let's eat!"
When my son saw me, he rushed towards me, crying until his eyes were red, "Dad, dad, mom said she would never leave us again, mom she would never leave us again!"
I hugged my son tightly and raised my eyes to look at her. She smiled bitterly at me, and her firm eyes made me feel her true determination to stay.
At this moment, I was elated and felt more satisfied than owning the whole world.
After dinner, our family of three sat on the sofa in the living room watching TV. My son and she treated me as a real slave. They asked me to wash fruits, peel fruits, beat their shoulders, and
Let me help them squeeze their thighs, and I was very busy.
Finally, the three of us sat there until midnight, and after my son fell into a deep sleep, I took him back to the room.
When I came downstairs, Tong Yan was still sitting in the living room watching TV. I walked over and took the remote control from her hand, turned off the TV and all the lights in the house. Taking advantage of the moonlight outside the window, I held her waist
Picked it up and walked cautiously towards our room step by step.
She didn't mean to refuse me, she just let me carry her to bed and help her take off her clothes.
This night, I really felt that after I got her again, she was still so tight, so shy, and her attractive body made me go crazy.
We did it three times in a row, but she couldn't stand it and hurriedly pressed her head against my chest and shook her head.
I felt sorry for her, so even though I didn't want to stop, I stopped anyway.
I held her tightly in my arms, giving her safety and warmth, and letting her fall into a deep, peaceful sleep.
That night, I couldn't sleep. I kept staring at her blurry outline through the moonlight outside the window. The more I looked at her, the more reluctant I was to look away.
I dare not sleep because I am afraid that after I fall asleep, I wake up and she will suddenly disappear.
From this moment on, I was so afraid of losing her that I wanted to tie her tightly to me with a rope so that she would not disappear so easily.
I just watched her quietly all night, and I didn't know when I fell asleep until the next morning.
When I opened my eyes, it was already dawn. I subconsciously looked down at the person in my arms. When I didn't see her, I subconsciously sat up from the bed and looked around, but there was no sign of her.
, I suddenly panicked, got up quickly, got dressed in a hurry and went downstairs.
When I came downstairs and still didn't see her shadow, I suddenly seemed like crazy. I searched for her on three floors and three floors outside the villa. However, I looked in all the corners of the villa and looked for her.
, there is still no sign of her.
I walked to the sofa in the living room and slumped down on the sofa. My eyes suddenly went dark, and my whole world began to collapse.
She's gone, she's still gone!
I couldn't bear the heartache for a while, I inserted my fingers into the roots of my hair, and big tears welled up from my eyes.
My body suddenly seemed to have been drained of my soul. I was like a clown being teased, sitting in the living room crying unscrupulously, and kept crying silently.
Why?
Why did she leave anyway, why...
I leaned back on the sofa. The pain was like a ruthless dagger, cutting my body bit by bit. The feeling was even worse than death.
But at this moment, the door of the villa was suddenly pushed open. I was startled and subconsciously looked towards the door. I saw Tong Yan walking in carrying large and small bags of fresh vegetables.
When she saw a red-eyed man sitting on the sofa, she hurriedly put down the bag in her hand and came over, pulling me and asking: "Ling Bo, what's wrong with you?"
All the words in my heart turned into actions in an instant. I hugged her fiercely and didn't want to let go for a moment.
From then on, I held her tightly and never let her leave my sight. This morning when she appeared in front of me again, I deeply realized that she really, really would never leave me again.
In the next year, ten years, thirty years, and fifty years, we all lived happily together.
I passed away at the age of 86. I did not expect that beside my body, she would hold my hand tightly, take a whole bottle of sleeping pills, and then follow me.
Later, our children and grandchildren merged our ashes together and buried them in the soil.
This is great, we can be together again in the next life.
Tong Yan:
My ex-wife, I will die with you in your next life.
