However, now that she was so close, he did not feel any joy at meeting again after a long separation. Instead, he felt a deep fear...
How will he face her?
Facing the abuse and harm he once caused her?
Jun Tianya was as stiff as a puppet. He numbly opened the door to the ward and walked in slowly.
Xiao Yu'er was sitting quietly on the bed with her arms folded around her knees. The tiny bits of sunlight passing through the window hit her body, which was an otherworldly beauty.
Jun Tianya approached her slowly.
Her eyes were dark, her face was calm, and her emotions at the moment could not be seen.
Jun Tianya's throat moved, but he couldn't say a word. He didn't know whether he should call her "Yu'er" or "Xing'er".
But she suddenly tilted her head, looked at him and smiled, "Do you feel that fate has played a big, big, but not funny joke on us?"
"Do you hate me?" He clenched his fists at his sides and let his nails pierce into his palms.
"No!" She looked at him quietly with her dark eyes, calm and charming, "I have no right to hate you! You have been looking for me for so long, and the person you care most about and love the most is always me - Jun
Xing'er, what right do I have to hate you?"
"Xing'er... you should hate me..." He was in so much pain that he could barely breathe. "In the name of loving you, I hurt you severely. You should hate me and then punish me...
…”
She looked at him, sighed quietly, got up from the bed, walked to him, stretched out her arms around his waist, "I'm sorry, I forgot all the things in the past... I forgot that you once
Use me to protect you in your arms, and let the flaming beams falling from the roof ignite your shoulders and back; forget that you pushed me away when I was running in the middle of the road, and you were hit by a car and fell into a coma in the intensive care unit for more than ten years.
God; I forgot that you took the blame for me in front of my uncle, and you were beaten by my uncle's house rules and couldn't get out of bed for days and nights..."
She buried her head in his chest and spoke slowly. Scenes from her childhood kept appearing in her mind. She hugged her tighter, and her tears gradually soaked into his chest, making it hot.
"Xing'er... Xing'er..." He hugged her tightly and murmured her name. The things he had dreamed of for many years suddenly came true, but he was at a loss.
"But..." She raised her head from Jun Tianya's arms and looked at him with tears in her eyes, her starry eyes extremely bright, "But... I'm also sorry, I'm sorry that I can never love you again...
…cousin!"
A bolt of white lightning struck down on his head, making Jun Tianya feel dizzy...
"I'm sorry!" She looked at him steadily, bursting into tears for a moment, "I'm sorry... I can't forget everything you have done for me, but... in the same way, I can't forget what Xiaodi has done for me.
Everything I have done... Although I am not Xiao Yu'er, Xiao Di will always be my brother... I'm sorry... I can't love you in this life... You can only be my brother..."
The world suddenly split apart in front of Jun Tianya's eyes. After more than ten years of hard work, he finally waited for his Xing'er to come back, but what he waited for was a deep gap between them that could never be bridged...
"I'm sorry..." He said these three words with difficulty, turned around staggeringly, and rushed out of the ward as if he was running away...
