Now, Jun Tianya is pestering her all the time, holding on to her, and she looks very troubled. However, she now understands that if one day Jun Tianya really lets go, that will be the time when she is really troubled.
She felt that she could not marry her, but as long as she could stay by his side and look at him anytime and anywhere, it would be a kind of happiness.
However, this kind of happiness is like dust floating in the air and will disappear with the wind at any time.
Because, if Jun Tianya marries his own wife in the future, how can his wife tolerate her staying with him?
She has never understood as clearly as she does now. As long as she does not marry Jun Tianya, she will be separated from Jun Tianya sooner or later.
Sooner or later we have to separate...
So reluctant to part with it!
But……
any idea?
This is her life!
She sat blankly for a long time, her heart aching to the point of numbness.
Even a little shaken, if...
If she was with Jun Tianya and Xiao Di loved her so much, he wouldn't blame her, right?
She wavered between left and right for a long time, and finally lost due to her guilt towards Xiao Di.
Xiao Di lost his life for her!
How could she shamefully go against Xiao Di's last wish for the sake of her own happiness?
She...can't do it!
Hold your head high and close your eyes tightly!
So be it!
If Jun Tianya really likes Qiu Ningjing, then she will stand silently behind them and wish them happiness.
She has no way to be happy in this life, but at least she has to make Jun Tianya happy, right?
I made up my mind, but my heart didn't feel any easier. I felt like I was carrying heavy shackles. The road ahead was uncertain and I couldn't see any hope.
But... there is nothing we can do!
Take a deep breath and slowly open your eyes.
She decided to go back.
Go back and see if Qiu Ningjing is suitable for Jun Tianya.
If she was with Jun Tianya, Jun Tianya would really be happy and she would leave.
Will……
It was already dusk when Xiao Yu'er returned to Jun's house. Jun was far away in the sky, Qiu Ning was far away, and Su Jinran and Qiu Ning were just about to go out.
When Qiu Ningping saw Xiao Yu'er coming towards her, she immediately hugged Jun Tianya's arm affectionately and said coquettishly: "Brother Tianya, can you take me to Sunlight City to eat drunken crabs tomorrow? I've long heard that drunken crabs are the best in Sunlight City.
It’s delicious, I’ve been craving it for a long time.”
Jun Tianya's body was a little stiff. Under the hint of Qiu Ningyuan's eyes, he did not break away from Qiu Ningjing and tried to keep his voice as soft as possible, "Okay, I will take you there tomorrow."
Xiao Yu'er felt sad when she remembered the time she was in Sunlight City with Jun Tianya, Dian Dian, and Chi Yi. She walked past the four of them without looking sideways and went upstairs without even saying hello.
The four of them left Jun's house. Qiu Ningjing said seriously: "I tell you with a girl's very accurate intuition - that Bu Xing'er is really jealous!"
"Really?" Jun Tianya looked at her doubtfully.
"Of course it's true!" Qiu Ningjing nodded vigorously, "And I can see that she is very sad!"
She tilted her head and looked at Qiu Ningyuan, nodded her chin and asked with a puzzled expression: "But in this case, I don't understand why she clearly likes brother Tianya, but refuses to accept his pursuit? Brother Tianya likes her.
, she also likes brother Tianya, and the two of them seem to be a perfect match! They are simply a talented and beautiful couple, a match made in heaven. It would be such a pity if they are not together!"