Xiao Yu'er leaned against the wall, closed her eyes, and slowly slid down the wall. She held her head with her arms, her figure so lonely and helpless, "I want to be alone for a while, you guys go first."
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Qiu Ningyuan snorted and pulled Su Jinran, who wanted to say something to comfort Xiao Yu'er, and left. Xiao Yu'er sat alone outside the intensive care unit for a long time before she had the courage to open the door of the intensive care unit.
Looking at Jun Tianya, who used to be handsome and high-spirited, lying lifeless and pale on the hospital bed, Xiao Yuer slowly squatted down in front of his hospital bed, stretched out her hand, and gently touched the face that had never been in her life.
I forgot my handsome face for just a second.
Is it really her fault?
Was it because she shouldn't have stubbornly kept her promise to her dead brother that she hurt him so badly?
However, her brother's death was a scar that would never scab in her heart. As long as she thought of Xiao Di's voice and smile, she could not tolerate herself and Jun Tianya being together.
She said she didn't hate Jun Tianya, and she really loved Jun Tianya very much.
But, does she really not hate it in her heart?
Many times, when she dreamed back at midnight and woke up from nightmares, she thought again and again that if Tiantian and she fell into the sea together, Jun Tianya had saved her instead of Tiantian, Xiaodi would have saved her.
There is no need to jump into the sea to save her, Xiaodi will not die...
After all, I blame him in my heart...
If he was not her favorite Tianya brother when she was young, but just the Jun Tianya she met in Tianyu College, she might never forgive him in her entire life...
But, what can hate do?
Can she really watch him die?
If she could save him but didn't, she would never forgive herself!
Gently stroking Jun Tianya's cheek, Xiao Yu'er's heart hurt like a knife.
Xiaodi...
She silently recited Xiao Di's name in her heart and bit her lower lip.
Xiaodi...I'm sorry!
Sister...I can only feel sorry for you!
Because, I really, really can't just watch him die in depression!
Although I hate him, and although I still can't get rid of the knot in my heart that you will die because of him, but... he... is my favorite Tianya brother after all!
Jun Tianya slept for a day and a night before waking up from his coma. During this day and night, Xiao Yuer took care of him with all his clothes on, never leaving him.
When he woke up from coma, the first thing he saw was Xiao Yuer's haggard but surprised face.
"Are you awake?" Xiao Yu'er's voice was gentler than ever before.
"What's wrong with me?" Jun Tianya wanted to sit up, but he was too weak. Xiao Yu'er quickly put a pillow behind him and helped him sit up.
"You worked so hard that you were exhausted and fainted in the study." This was the unified message of Xiao Yu'er, Qiu Ningyuan and Su Jinran.
Xiao Yuer thought that she, Qiu Ningyuan and Su Jinran deceived Jun Tianya together, but she didn't know that she was also the one who was deceived.
"How could this happen?" Jun Tianya thought this was simply unbelievable. He had always felt that his health was extremely good.
"You just work too hard and you have to be strong. If you feel uncomfortable, you just don't say anything. You won't be able to do this in the future, you know?" There were many indescribable emotions in Xiao Yuer's accusation.
Jun Tianya looked at her even more surprised, "Xing'er, when I woke up, you seemed to have changed."
