Shen Jue stared at her coldly and said word by word: "But now... I would rather die than live!"
Life is worse than death?
Xiao Yuer smiled sarcastically.
He is the eldest son of the Shen family, he wants to have wind and rain, but he dares to say that life is worse than death?
But... life is worse than death?
To outsiders, she, Xiao Yuer, was the daughter of the Bu family and the beloved young lady of the Jun family. She was extremely famous, but there was a moment when the doctor told her in the hospital that she would never have a baby of her own. When the time came, wasn't she also in a situation where life would be worse than death?
Could it be...
Could it be...
Is he the same as her?
But...how is that possible?
Xiao Yuer looked at Shen Jue in shock, with a thoughtful look, which made Shen Jue irritated and drank all the wine in the glass in one breath.
Xiao Yuer looked at him blankly for a while and decided to tell the truth.
She and Shen Jue were indeed enemies in the past, but Shen Jue, Yue Xi, and Xing Yi were all friends, and there was no unsolvable knot between them. Since they wanted to settle their grudges, let's let them go. She told him her painful secret.
"Shen Jue..." Xiao Yu'er spoke slowly, "You should know that Jun Tianya and I have been married for three years, right?"
Shen Jue just looked at her with a cold face and said nothing.
Xiao Yuer sighed softly, "I am the lost daughter of the Bu family, and I am marrying the young master of the Jun family. Our marriage is called a match made in heaven, and many, many people envy it, but..."
Xiao Yu'er bit her lower lip, her voice almost inaudible, "Jun Tianya and I have been married for three years, and our relationship has always been close, but I have never had a child..."
Shen Jue, who had looked indifferent just now, shook violently and looked at her with wide eyes.
Xiao Yuer smiled bitterly, "Tianya always explains to outsiders that he feels sorry for me and doesn't want me to suffer the pain of pregnancy at a young age. But we know in our hearts that we don't want it, but we haven't..."
Shen Jue stared at Xiao Yu'er with a strange expression.
Xiao Yuer rubbed the coffee cup in her hand, "I didn't want to hurt Tianya, so I left him, but he found me a few days ago. He said he didn't care if we had children or not, he only cared about me... so... I gotta go……"
Xiao Yuer looked at him quietly and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Look, I am not as beautiful as you see. If I really owe you anything, fate has already punished me for you, and it is absolutely cruel. The punishment, are you still dissatisfied with it?"
Shen Jue was stunned.
After a long silence, he slowly asked: "Do you know why?"
Xiao Yu'er shook her head sadly, "The doctor said that I couldn't conceive because of cold body. I was sold twice before I was seven years old, and I was sent to a devil training camp after I was seven years old. The pain I have suffered since I was a child, I can't help but I can’t even count the indexes, so I don’t know why I feel so cold.”
"I don't know?" Shen Jue's expression was still weird, "Do you still remember the time you fell into the cold pool in the back mountain in the devil training camp?"
"Hantan...Hantan..." Xiao Yu'er muttered several times, her eyes blurred, "I have some impression...is it because of that time? I'm not sure..."
"It's because of that time!" Shen Jue clenched his fists hard, closed his eyes, and used all his strength to tell him the embarrassing fact. "Two years ago, I was unwell and went to the hospital for a physical examination. The doctor found that Say...say..."
Shen Jue kept repeating the word "said", but couldn't say the next words.