In the bamboo house with swaying candlelight and candle shadows outside the window, Shang Yuxuan wiped Wei Juncan's face with water and a towel. She felt that he had fallen asleep and was no longer controlled by toxins and was in pain, so she slowly stood up.
Get out of body.
Looking at Wei Juncan's sleeping and defenseless profile, Shang Yuxuan narrowed her eyes, lowered her eyelashes, and leaned quietly against the bamboo wall.
She also knew that she was too excited just now and scolded Zhu Youchen like that, but when she thought about the transaction between Zhu Youchen and Qi Yeyang that was hidden from her, she couldn't help it.
She didn't want to either. She knew that he was injured trying to block Wei Juncan's palm. She also knew that he rushed over to block the palm for her completely subconsciously. She also knew that the things he said seemed like jokes.
The likes are all no joke.
But, there is no way, really no way.
Even if there was no deal between him and Qi Yeyang, she wouldn't be able to be with him. She already owed enough people.
Shang Yuxuan took a deep breath, walked to Wei Juncan, and made sure that he would no longer be poisonous or uncomfortable, and then left the room softly.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked outside the house, he saw a pool of blood-red color that was particularly dazzling under the moonlight.
Her heart sank suddenly, and a trace of worry flashed in her eyes, but it quickly disappeared. Since there was nothing she could do, she shouldn't give him any hope, lest it turn into disappointment or even despair.
Shang Yuxuan knew that the most cruel person was herself.
Shang Yuxuan looked at the bright and cold moonlight and raised the corner of her mouth, Shang Yuxuan, in fact, Shang Yushan is right, you deserve to die badly.
If she had not traveled to this continent, none of this would have happened. Wei Juncan would be fine, Zhu Youchen would be fine, and Mu Yuhan... would be fine too.
Why do you come here? Why exactly?
A mystery that she couldn't figure out.
He reached out and touched his belly, feeling the message of life beating inside, "Baby, you have a bad mommy, a very bad, bad mommy."
The wind at night was too cold, and when it blew, Shang Yuxuan couldn't help but shiver. She tightened her tight clothes, looked back at Wei Juncan's house, and walked towards her bamboo house.
The bamboo house she lived in happened to be adjacent to Zhu Youchen's. When she passed by Zhu Youchen's bamboo house, she found that the lights there had been extinguished.
He is a miracle doctor, he should be able to deal with his own injuries well.
Shang Yuxuan withdrew her gaze and returned to her room. Unexpectedly, Zhu Youchen did not heal her injuries at all. He just sat quietly on the bed, bent his legs, and buried his face between his arms.
The pain in his heart overwhelmed him one after another.
In the middle of the night, Shang Yuxuan still couldn't sleep. She lay on the bed and stared at the green roof above her head with her eyes open. At this moment, her keen ears heard some subtle sounds.
Her heart trembled, she frowned and sat up from the bed. She pricked up her ears and listened carefully. It was like the sound of someone rolling to the ground.
She hurriedly put on her clothes and ran towards the place where the sound came from. When she saw it was Zhu Youchen's bamboo house, she couldn't help but stop.
After a moment of silence, she walked inside and opened the door. It was pitch dark inside. Even if there was moonlight, she could not get into this dark room.
"Zhu Youchen?" Shang Yuxuan called tentatively, and soon the subtle sound disappeared.
Shang Yuxuan walked into the inner room and saw Zhu Youchen, dressed in white, standing in front of the bed with his back to her. The white color was particularly obvious in the darkness.
"Zhu Youchen, you..." Shang Yuxuan didn't know what the sound was just now, but she still asked with some worry, but before she could finish her words, she was interrupted by Zhu Youchen, "I
It’s nothing serious, you can go back and rest.”
There was a hint of patience in his voice, and the originally clear voice became low and restrained.
Shang Yuxuan just stood behind him, looking at him quietly without saying a word.
"Go back." Seeing that Yuxuan was still not leaving, Zhu Youchen's voice could not help but increase in intensity, even with a scolding tone.
But the more this happened, the more Shang Yuxuan knew that something was wrong with him.
"I'm sorry." Even though she didn't want to give him hope, she still had to say this. She was indeed sorry for him. He was right. She was always the one who was at fault.
Zhu Youchen's body trembled slightly and he closed his eyes, still saying, "I'm fine, you go back."
Shang Yuxuan still hasn't left. She hates others leaving her alone when she needs someone the most, so she will never be the kind of person she hates deeply.
"Xuan'er, I'm really fine." Zhu Youchen's voice had become softer.
Shang Yuxuan clearly saw him reaching out to hold his chest. Her eyesight had already become extremely clear due to practicing "Feng Jue Tianxia". Now she was used to the darkness. Zhu Youchen's point of view
Her little moves couldn't escape her eyes.
Shang Yuxuan wanted to say something, but no matter what caring words she said, it might make him misunderstand and make him still have hope for her. In that case, he would never be able to find his own happiness.
Finally, Shang Yuxuan narrowed her eyes and said, "Zhu Youchen, without my permission, nothing will happen to you. You haven't cured Wei Juncan yet, and you haven't paid off the mistakes you made, so nothing will happen to you.
"
Zhu Youchen raised the corner of his mouth, and the rising blood in his heart was gradually forced down by his internal strength, "I will be fine. Don't worry, I will be fine until Wei Juncan is cured."
Shang Yuxuan could hear the sadness in his words, but she could only pretend not to hear it.
After receiving Zhu Youchen's reply, Shang Yuxuan took a deep breath in her heart, turned around and walked out of the house calmly, but she did not go far, she just stood quietly outside the house until she heard the sound coming from the house.
The people inside suddenly fell to the ground, with suppressed sounds that sounded like laughter and crying.
Her heart tightened, she clenched her fists, and her heart began to twitch little by little. Zhu Youchen always said that he would always be a good person to her.
But, what about her to him? She always seems to be a heinous and evil person.
She is such a bad person, why does he still follow her and like her?
He should find someone more worthy of his efforts.
And she is not worth it at all.
Zhu Youchen, you should give up, you should completely give up on such a bad woman like me!