Maybe this is okay, so that he will never come again, never be threatened by Qi Yeyang because of her, or hate her.
Really good.
Shang Yuxuan cried and fell asleep, but was persuaded by Xiaowan to eat something at night. She ate very little, and as soon as she ate some, she vomited it out again.
The small bowl was so anxious that its eyes were red again, but Shang Yuxuan really couldn't eat anything.
When she was pregnant with Xiao Yu'er, she would vomit, but at least she wouldn't have such a loss of appetite.
Shang Yuxuan asked Xiaowan to go back. She wanted to be alone. She knew that Mu Yuhan was angry with her and he would not come again. But at night, she still subconsciously looked at the closed room. It seemed that the next second, Mu Yuhan would open the door, walk in, and hold her to sleep even if he didn't talk to her.
Shang Yuxuan felt that she was a madman, a madman who was extremely selfish. She hurt him like that and still expected Mu Yuhan to forgive her.
She felt sorry for Wei Juncan, and she also felt sorry for Mu Yuhan.
She should have died, but she didn't even have the courage to die, because she knew that if she died, she would not only be sorry for the two of them, but also sorry for her child.
Isn’t this the so-called “can’t live” and “can’t” die?
Shang Yuxuan stared blankly at the closed door. Just when she was looking forward to it and her eyes hurt, the door was actually pushed open.
Shang Yuxuan looked at the man in purple robe standing at the door, who looked like a god. Maybe she was dreaming, or maybe she was hallucinating again.
Maybe, she has been in the "Haunted Tomb Forest" all the time, and what happened for more than a month was all her hallucination, just an illusion.
She had never said those hurtful words to Mu Yuhan, never.
Mu Yuhan walked in. As if nothing was wrong, he took off his robe again and lay on the bed, holding Shang Yuxuan in his arms.
Shang Yuxuan, "..."
Shang Yuxuan pinched herself secretly. It hurt. She was not dreaming. Could it be an illusion?
She stretched out her hand and touched Mu Yuhan's face. The familiar eyebrows and eyes flowed out from the fingertips. His handsome starry eyes were beautiful but not evil, handsome but not vulgar. Except that he had lost a lot of weight, nothing else seemed to be the same. change.
It was impossible for Mu Yuhan not to know such a big move. He opened his eyes and grabbed Shang Yuxuan's hand.
Shang Yuxuan was stunned for a moment, and his unfocused pupils became darker and darker, as if she could no longer understand him.
"Yu'er..." A gentle call rang in her ears. Shang Yuxuan felt that she was really dreaming. It had been a long time since Mu Yuhan had spoken to her so tenderly.
How long have they been at war with each other? How long have they been hurting each other?
Over time, Shang Yuxuan almost forgot that he was once gentle to her, he once accompanied her to the kitchen to be a thief in the middle of the night, and he once stayed up for several nights because of her cold.
"Yu'er..." Mu Yuhan took Shang Yuxuan's hand and slowly pulled it to his chest. He stretched out his hand to pull away the clothes on his chest. Those shocking and intricate scars were exposed again. In Yuxuan's eyes.
He said, "Want to know where these scars came from?"
Shang Yuxuan looked at the knife wounds, arrow wounds, burns, and scalds. Countless injuries spread throughout his body. Shang Yuxuan still remembered that although he had scars on his body before, he had never had any burns or scalds. , let alone such a terrifying scope.
She touched the wounds blankly, her heart was trembling, and her body was trembling too. She wanted to know, but was afraid to know.
She was afraid to know that these injuries were caused when she left Mu Yuhan alone in Xuanqi Continent, to the monster's sister, the eldest princess.
She was afraid, afraid that all of this was caused by her.
She is a coward.
Mu Yuhan didn't seem to care about her answer. His voice was like the sunshine in winter, slowly speaking as if he was telling the warmest words in the world.
He said, "After I left you, I was rescued. The person who rescued me was the eldest princess of Xuanqi Continent. At that time, I was injured, and my skills were almost completely destroyed, and I fell into a coma."
"I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, I heard that the eldest princess gave me her body to save me and asked me to take responsibility."
When Mu Yuhan said this, he smiled sarcastically, "How can I kill her if I am so seriously injured? What's more, I have only touched one woman in my life. Unfortunately, she is already dead."
Shang Yuxuan's heart skipped a beat. She naturally knew who the woman Mu Yuhan was talking about. She was not dead, but it was a pity that she couldn't tell him.
"When she saw that I was unwilling to take responsibility, do you know what she said to me?" Mu Yuhan whispered softly into Shang Yuxuan's ear, "She said that if I don't obey, she will kill me."
"At that time, for some reason, I always felt that if I was in danger, you would definitely come to save me. So, I didn't resist. In other words, I lost most of my martial arts skills and couldn't resist."
"I was locked up in a secret room by her, and what greeted me every day was endless torture and torture. These, these, and these are all left over from that time." Mu Yuhan held Shang Yuxuan's hand. , and stroked his wound bit by bit.
"She forcibly gave me Sanwu Powder, and my martial arts was banned. For three days and three nights, every time I opened my eyes, I could smell the burnt flesh on my body. Du'er, can you imagine?"
"I never knew that I would be such a stupid person. I'm still waiting for you. I've been waiting for you, but no matter how I wait, you don't come."
"I am a human being too. When she saw that I was still unwilling to give in, she intensified the torture." Mu Yuhan stretched out his hand and said with a smile, "Did you know that all my fingers were broken once? Connect them one by one? Did you know that she once got so angry that she almost castrated me?"
"Yu'er, why don't you come? I always thought you would come." Mu Yuhan seemed to be smiling, but there was no smile in his eyes.
"Mu Yuhan, please stop talking. I beg you, stop talking." Shang Yuxuan covered her ears. Why? Why is this like this?
How could he be captured and go through these things? She finally understood why he asked her if she knew how he escaped.
"Why don't you tell me? Ya'er, this is your love for me. Every day and every night, I wonder how much you love me."