In this palace, she had no one to talk to. Mu Yuhan was often not in the palace, and even if he was, he would not take the initiative to see her.
There is still only the golden sword beside her, and it seems that it makes no difference whether she gets married or not.
Shang Yumeng didn't know that Liu Yan'er was still recuperating in a villa outside Mujing. If Liu Yan'er came back, the Prince Han's Mansion would be bustling again.
Hearing this, Shang Yuxuan raised his head and looked at her, shook his head and said, "How could that be? I'm very happy that you can allow me to stay here and come to see me."
Shang Yumeng raised his eyes and looked into Shang Yuxuan's eyes, which still felt familiar, but he did not explore them after all.
And while the two were chatting here, there was a knock on the door. Shang Yuxuan looked for recognition and said, "Please come in."
Xiao Wan opened the door and came in. He saluted Shang Yumeng and said, "Princess, our wife is not in good health. Why don't you come back another day."
What Xiao Wan said was disrespectful. A maid dared to drive Princess Han out so openly. Shang Yuxuan frowned slightly when she heard this. She didn't know why Xiao Wan was so reckless today.
Shang Yumeng was also slightly stunned, then stood up and said, "Miss Yu'er, then I won't nag you."
After saying that, she turned around and walked out slowly. Shang Yuxuan stepped forward to support her and called out, "Golden Sword."
Jin Jian rushed in quickly, thanked Shang Yuxuan, supported Shang Yumeng and left.
When only Shang Yuxuan and Xiao Wan were left in the room, Shang Yuxuan raised her eyes and looked at Xiao Wan, who was standing quietly aside with her eyes lowered. She wanted to talk about her, but she didn't know how to speak.
She was not worried that there would be a gap between herself and Shang Yumeng, but she was worried that after she left sooner or later, Xiaowan would have a hard time in Prince Han's Mansion after she had offended too many people for her.
Looking at Xiao Wan, who had his head drooped as if in training, Shang Yuxuan sighed helplessly. She knew that she was worried about her, fearing that Shang Yumeng would be in trouble with her like Liu Yan'er.
"Xiaowan, don't do this again." After a long silence, Shang Yuxuan only said this sentence, walked up to Xiaowan and patted her head, "Xiaowan, you are also fifteen this year, right?"
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Hearing this, Xiaowan hurriedly raised his head, his eyes full of shock, "Madam, I know I was wrong. Don't drive me away."
"Silly girl, who said I'm going to drive you away? You came to take care of me voluntarily, and I owe you." Shang Yuxuan saw the shock in Xiaowan's eyes slowly faded, and then she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "
I just hope you find a good man to marry." At least not like me.
"Madam, if I don't get married, I will serve you for the rest of my life."
"Xiaowan, what do you think I am? Why do you treat me like this?" I don't deserve it.
"Because you are the madam, you are who you are. I don't know the reason. I just want to stay by your side and see you happy, madam."
Shang Yuxuan closed her eyes, because she was her, but she didn't even know who she was.
Xiao Wan had an intestine extending all the way to the end. Shang Yuxuan thought that if Mu Yuhan came again tonight, she should talk to Mu Yuhan about Xiao Wan's marriage.
In a blink of an eye, the sky is filled with starlight, the moon is shining, and the earth is filled with splendor.
Sure enough, Mu Yuhan came. As before, he took off his robe and went to bed and hugged her tightly. Just as Shang Yuxuan was about to speak, she heard Mu Yuhan call out, "Yu'er."
Shang Yuxuan blinked and whispered, "I'm here."
Then, he put her in his arms, kissed her on the forehead, and said, "It's very late, go to sleep."
Shang Yuxuan was stunned for a moment, and then she heard the steady breathing of the man holding her. He was really too tired, and she shouldn't wake him up again for her own sake.
The next day, before dawn and Shang Yuxuan still woke up, Mu Yuhan left again.
For several days in a row, Mu Yuhan would go to bed, kiss Shang Yuxuan on the forehead, sleep with her in his arms, and leave before dawn the next day.
Shang Yuxuan wanted to talk to him several times, but she couldn't find the chance.
Now he can indeed talk to her, but he will always only say, "It's very late, go to bed."
His tone was very calm, as calm as when he told her about his experience in Xuanqi Continent that day, as if he was just an outsider, as if he had already driven her out of his heart.
Shang Yuxuan was a little surprised by this realization.
From that day on, Shang Yuxuan did not run away again, or maybe it was Mu Yuhan's injury and Mu Yuhan's gentleness that made her unable to bear to leave again in a short period of time.
That night, after dark, Mu Yuhan came again.
Still doing the same thing, he took off his robe, went to bed, hugged her tightly, kissed her gently on the forehead, and then said, "It's very late, go to sleep."
However, Shang Yuxuan couldn't sleep, so she whispered to the person sleeping next to her, "Mu Yuhan?"
no respond.
She pulled away his hand, climbed up, and called again, "Mu Yuhan?"
Still no response.
He came every night, but she felt that they were getting farther and farther apart.
It's impossible that he couldn't hear her calling him. Didn't he want to pay attention to her? Then why did he come over every night and be so gentle and considerate to her?
"Mu Yuhan, don't come here again." Shang Yuxuan said this again.
Then, the person sleeping next to her still didn't respond.
Doesn't he care anymore? He perfectly explained what the most affectionate and unfeeling is.
He dug out his wounds and showed them to her, but he stayed out of it.
Mu Yuhan, you are never going to forgive me in this life.
Shang Yuxuan withdrew his gaze and lay back on the bed, so that was it, he didn't care, so he could forget about her.
The vomiting has become serious again recently. After a while, Mu Yuhan will no longer be able to hide the pregnancy.
She didn't know if the child was his, but leaving was the best choice.
The next morning, before dawn, Mu Yuhan left again.
The next night, when it was close to Zi, Mu Yuhan didn't come.
From what Yuxuan said above, "Mu Yuhan, don't come here again." After that, Mu Yuhan really didn't come again.
He seemed to have disappeared and never appeared before Shang Yuxuan's eyes again.
As for Shang Yuxuan, she didn't ask. She didn't know what qualifications she had to ask about his news.
On this day, Shang Yuxuan began to plan again how to leave.
She didn't know whether to be happy or sad, Mu Yuhan didn't care about her anymore and she should be allowed to leave.