[I don't know where the love starts, and the love is deep] —— Zhu Youchen's episode
I don’t know where love comes from, but I fall in love with you forever - Zhu Youchen.
How long does it take to fall in love with someone? I still remember when I first met Xuan'er. She stood next to Wei Juncan, looking very embarrassed, but her eyes were as clear as a fairy who accidentally entered the world.
Perhaps, this is the deep love that lasts for thousands of years. At that moment, I saw that small figure with a hint of stubbornness in my eyes.
In the eyes of outsiders, I am aloof, aloof, and difficult to get close to. The closeness of others is often worthless in my eyes. But in front of Xuan'er, everything seems to be different. No one knows that it was me at that time.
Take the initiative to approach her.
At that time, she didn't like to talk. Except for her eyes, which were dark and bright with jealousy, she was really silent at other times.
She liked to sit outside the tent and look at the sky, sitting there all day long. She seemed to be waiting for someone. I didn't know it at the time. It wasn't until later that I realized that she was waiting for Qi Yeyang, the general.
The man she sent to Wei Juncan.
Xuan'er ignored me, she rarely ignored anyone, even Wei Juncan who brought her back, she rarely ignored me.
In her eyes, my approach is just like others in my eyes. It is very worthless. It is a kind of son-in-law who has been sent to her door and is not welcomed by others.
But, for some reason, I was just mean to her.
I still remember one time, when Wei Juncan left the military camp, Xuan'er ran to a tall haystack alone and sat there all night, blowing in the cold wind all night, and she fell ill the next day.
That night, I stood not far away with her and looked at her, but she would never notice. I was standing behind her, and she could see me as soon as she turned around.
She became ill, and the task of taking care of her fell on me.
She was still unreasonable, and apart from taking care of her and recuperating her body, I didn't take the initiative to talk to her. The relationship between the two of us seemed to be the most ordinary patient-patient relationship.
One night, she suddenly had a high fever. It was the first time I saw her cry. She held my hand and told me not to leave.
I guessed that she had recognized the wrong person, but I still held her in my arms and coaxed her to sleep with the most impossible attitude in her life. At that time, she was only twelve years old and short and petite.
It's very distressing.
The next day, when she woke up, she saw me next to her and said to me for the first time, "Thank you."
I was so excited that I almost jumped up, but the reality was that I ignored her, just glanced at her lightly, turned around and walked out. Who knows what crazy things I would do if I didn't leave.
I still took care of her as always, and Xuan'er's body gradually recovered. Maybe she was too boring to be alone, so she would sometimes talk to me.
After she opened her mouth, she realized that she was not a boring person, but on the contrary, she was lively and loved to laugh.
I like to see her smile very much. When she smiles, her energetic eyes sparkle even more.
She likes to call me by my given name.
"Bamboo Youchen!"
"Bamboo Youchen!"
After getting familiar with her, she can call my name more than ten or twenty times a day, almost singing my name as a song. When I hear her calling me like this, I will feel a different kind of throbbing in my heart, and my heart will be inexplicable.
It was accelerating, but it was a pity that she could never see it.
Not long after, Wei Juncan came back.
When he left, he left with a group of soldiers and horses, but when he came back, only four or five people were left, and all of them were seriously injured.
Strictly speaking, my relationship with Wei Juncan is not even a friend. When I first stayed here, I just heard that there was news about my sister here. But after I came, I found that there was no news at all.
I originally wanted to leave, but I met Xuan'er at this time, so I stayed.
A person like me has no friends. When I am happy, I help others. When I am unhappy, it is useless for anyone to ask me for help.
The world has given me two names - when I don't save people, they call me the Poison Doctor with Magic Hands and curse me to die a good death; when I save people, they call me the Doctor with Holy Hands and wish me a long life.
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Wei Jun was seriously injured. After I checked, I found that he had injured his muscles and bones, but had lost too much blood. Seeing that I had lived with him for a long time, I kindly saved him.
Save, but I have no intention of saving his half-dead subordinates.
Xuan'er didn't know where she knew it, but she ran to me and wanted to drag me to rescue people. I didn't want to go. She got angry at me for the first time, scolding me for being unkind and hard-hearted.
After scolding him, he left angrily.
Seeing her get angry makes me find it inexplicably funny, but I don't want to see her angry or unhappy. I prefer to see her smile.
I am really a bitch.
After being scolded by Xuan'er, he went to save people.
After rescuing people, not long after returning to the camp, I saw Xuan'er walking in with a smile on her face, carrying a bowl of noodles, apologizing to me and saying that I was a good person.
I was really funny and angry, "Xuan'er, I am only a good person to you."
This was the first time I spoke my mind. Xuan'er was visibly stunned for a moment, then laughed exaggeratedly, stood on tiptoes, patted my shoulder and said, "Yes, you are a good person, a very good person.
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In fact, sometimes, I really don't want to be a good person. I can be bad to everyone in the world, but I just can't be bad to Xuan'er.
If I were a little bad, I would have had many opportunities to take Xuan'er as my own, but I didn't because I didn't want her to be unhappy.
I saved Wei Juncan, and I can see that Wei Juncan is still grateful to me. Although he, like me, doesn't like to say it out loud, it's just that he has a strong possessive desire for Xuan'er.
He was joking with me, but he stared at me coldly, his eyes seemed to be on fire.
I looked at him calmly, without any reaction.
Many times later, Wei Juncan was so angry that he ate the medicine I carefully developed in one go. That time, I almost didn't beat him to death, but he didn't fight back. He just stared at me with that powerful anger.
The field, compared to me, is even worse.
When Xuan'er saw that the two of us were about to fight, the first one actually stood in front of Wei Juncan and told me not to hit him.
Seeing this scene, I felt dazzled, so I turned around and left.
Xuan'er didn't catch up, and I didn't know what she and Wei Juncan were doing behind me. I just felt depressed and panicked, and wanted to drag Wei Juncan out and have a fight with him.