[I don't know where the love starts, and the love is deep] —— Zhu Youchen's episode
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I asked myself that if it were me, I would definitely not be able to accept this reality. Qi Yeyang seemed to have deliberately pushed Wei Juncan into a desperate situation, and he indeed did it.
After Qi Yeyang left, Wei Juncan set the Houwei Palace on fire. The entire palace was on fire. He stood in the fire and only said one sentence over and over again, "Xuan'er, why? Why do you want to
betray me?"
I have been hiding not far away watching this scene. Everything has nothing to do with me. I am a good person only to Xuan'er. The life and death of other people has nothing to do with me. But under Wei Juncan, everything has nothing to do with me.
After lighting it, I actually saw Xuan'er's figure. She ran towards Wei Juncan. It was the first time I saw her crying so sadly and rushing so without hesitation. I wanted to stop her, but I didn't expect,
I couldn't stop her. When we rushed into the sea of fire, her ultimate goal was missing. Standing in the fire, I felt for the first time whether what I did was wrong.
I didn't find Xuan'er, but I saw Wei Juncan lying in the fire. I rescued Wei Juncan after all, not for anything else, just for Xuan'er. I didn't want to make Xuan'er sad, no matter for
who.
I took Wei Juncan to the valley where I had lived for a while. It took me several months to revive Wei Juncan, but the fire made him forget everything, and his intelligence regressed to that of a child.
when.
The poison I gave him could be cured with my medical skills, but during the process of curing it, I found that there was another poison in Wei Juncan's body. Qi Ye and Yang Xin couldn't defeat me, so they added more poison to my poison.
Just poison.
The combination of the two poisons, and the fact that Wei Juncan's brain was injured in the fire, I can only guarantee his life for the time being, use ginseng to sustain him, and then find a way to cure him.
In the past few months, I had no news about Xuan'er. It wasn't until that day that the medicine for Wei Juncan's treatment was used up. When I left the valley, I learned that Xuan'er had returned to Southern Qin. Not only that, Xuan'er also
He has forgotten all the past things, and it is said that he even fell in love with King Cheng of Southern Qin.
I couldn't help but look at Xuan'er. At that time, she was guarding Qin Mo. The way she looked at Qin Mo at that time was the same as the way she looked at Qi Yeyang before.
I suddenly felt ashamed to see her again. Sometimes I really felt that forgetting was a good thing. As long as Xuan'er lived well, that would be fine.
As for Wei Juncan, I will take care of it. If Xuan'er regains her memory one day, she won't seek death again for Wei Juncan.
From then on, in order to avoid thinking about Xuan'er and to buy ginseng for Wei Juncan, I started doing business all over the world and continued to look for my two sisters.
The days went by like this, day after day. There was not a day when I didn't think about Xuan'er, and it was hard to fall asleep. However, since Wei Juncan became stupid, he loved to sit in the bamboo forest with his qin in his arms and play the qin. What did he do?
I don’t remember anything, I don’t understand anything, and many times, I make a mess of things, once or twice, and after countless times, I couldn’t help but yell at him, but he always looked at me coldly.
Take a look and then go back to your room.
Every time I encounter this situation, I can only endure it. It's me who owes him, so I just think it's me who pays him back for myself and Xuan'er.
Three years passed in the blink of an eye. On that day, I came out of the valley again and heard the news that Xuan'er was getting married to Qin Mo. Xuan'er was now sixteen, so it was indeed time to get married.
I didn't want to think about it, but I couldn't help but ask about Xuan'er. I learned that Qi Yeyang and Mu Yuhan from Beimu would be attending the ceremony that day.
Mu Yuhan and I still have some friendship, at least that's what he thinks.
I finally couldn't hold it back. On the days of Xuan'er's wedding, I stayed at Mu Yuhan's mansion in Qindu. On the eve of Xuan'er's wedding, I sat alone in the room and drank all night.
, played the flute all night.
I didn't go to Xuan'er's wedding. After all, I didn't dare to face it and watch her get married with my own eyes.
Qi Yeyang betrayed her back then, but now Qin Mo's reputation outside is not as bad as Qi Yeyang's. He might be good to her, but I have been paralyzing myself like this, and I am timid and dare not see her.
The next day, I was having a headache when I was woken up by the guards around Mu Yuhan. They brought a seriously injured woman and begged me for treatment.
Xuan'er is getting married today, how can I care about others?
I just glanced at the woman lightly and continued to lie on the bed, drunk and dreaming.
I slept for three whole days. Three days later, Qingfeng appeared at my door again, begging me to save him.
Only then did I think of the seriously injured woman. I originally thought that she would never survive more than two days due to her injuries. I suddenly became a little curious as to why that woman would rather endure so much pain and still survive.
I went to see her. Her muscles and veins in her hands and feet were severed, her voice was hoarse, and even her face was so damaged that her original appearance could not be seen. I didn’t know who had such hatred for her.
.
I don't know why I took action to save her, but I did take action.
Her desire to live was very strong. No matter how much pain she suffered, she survived. It was also because of this strong desire to live and her strength that I began to look at her with admiration. At least I didn’t find her annoying. The strange thing is that I
I actually found the aura that Xuan'er gave me back then in her body, which made me treat her more carefully.
After treating her, I remembered that Wei Juncan was still alone in the valley, so I hurried back. Before I went back, I joked with her that if we had the chance to meet again, I would heal her throat for her.
During the few days I treated her, I was isolated from the rest of the world. I didn't know that Xuan'er's wedding was cancelled, or that Mu Yuhan actually proposed marriage to Emperor Qin.
If I knew, how could I leave?
If I knew, how could I not pursue this matter?
If I knew, how could I not find out that the suffering person in front of me turned out to be my Xuan'er.
Later, when I found out, a long, long time had passed.
The news I got is that Xuan'er has disappeared, and the woman who married Qin Mo that day was Shang Yushan, Xuan'er's twin sister.
I came out of the valley again, but I didn't expect that it would happen to be the wedding of Princess Qi and Qin Mo. I was angry with myself for not protecting Xuan'er, and actually handed Xuan'er over to a scumbag again. I was even more angry with Qin Mo, so I ruined the wedding.