Lou Yi noticed a change in her breathing rate and stood up slightly. He supported his upper body on his elbows and looked down at her panicked and helpless face, "Are you nervous?"
"No, no!" The continuous emphasis easily revealed her inner thoughts.
Lou Yi smiled lowly, slowly approached her, and asked softly, "Are you really not nervous?"
Shu Rao looked at his face getting closer and closer, her watery eyes widened suddenly, her heart palpitated, but she was a little moved.
His deep black eyes locked her tightly, his gaze was hot but gentle.
She hurriedly lowered her eyes, not daring to look at him, but when she lowered her eyes, from her angle, she could just see that his collar was slightly open, revealing the bronze skin under his neck, and his tight muscles exuded an aura of aggression.
The heat of the breath.
The two of them were very close, and a fiery atmosphere spread silently in the air.
Lou Yi saw that she was nervous but refused to admit it, and pretended to be calm, feeling a little high-spirited. If he didn't express his feelings at this time, he really didn't know how to seize the opportunity.
He reached out and rubbed her hair, with compassion in his movements.
Shu Rao's hand gripped the sheets tighter.
"Raoruo..." He stepped back slightly, but his eyes became more focused, "Don't be afraid, I won't do what you do. I know that our time together is still short, and not only are you not ready,
In fact, I am too. I have been in the army for these years and I don’t know how to get along with girls. I am too proactive for fear of scaring you away, and I am too passive and feel that I am not a man enough. But I know one thing, we are rushing to get married.
So we must be kind to each other, and I will never force you if you are not ready."
Shu Rao pursed her lips gently, her cheeks were already burning hot, and even her ears were feeling feverish. In fact, her nervousness was just an instinct, not that she didn't trust him, but when these words came from his mouth, it meant a lot.
It was so different and made her feel cherished.
She didn't know how to express her inner feelings, so she closed her eyes and leaned her head lightly on his chest.
The good smell of his body immediately surrounded her, giving her a sense of peace of mind, and her violent heartbeat calmed down little by little.
In the rippling heart lake, the ripples subsided, and in the end only warmth, peace and tranquility remained.
Time passed quietly, and the tense string on Shu Rao's body relaxed. Soon, exhaustion made her feel sleepy, and she fell asleep in comfort.
Lou Yi was in dire straits, with the warm fragrance of nephrite in his arms. He was not a wooden person, so of course he would feel it. Her breath was like blue, and a faint fragrance was exuded in her breath, which disturbed his mind and made him feel more and more physical.
hot.
Lowering his head slightly, from his angle, he could clearly see her sleeping side face, clean and white, with black hair hanging down on her shoulders, pure and charming.
A man's instinct made him stiffen all over, and his arms around her waist tightened subconsciously.
But as soon as he moved slightly, she reacted, squeaking slightly, adjusting her posture as if uncomfortable, and nuzzled into his arms again.
Fortunately, she didn't wake up and went back to sleep, but he was even more sad.
Her soft and graceful body pressed tightly against his, making him regret a little bit why he had to be a gentleman just now, but his desire to cherish her was not fake, and he didn't want to go back on his word. It's just that a certain kind of pain really only exists in the body.
Only men know.
He swallowed hard, but his mouth still felt dry. His eyes lingered on her lips unconsciously. He knew that she didn't wear lipstick, but the color of her lips was so pink and beautiful, and there seemed to be a trace of
Crystal clear and looks very thirst quenching.
He lowered his head in a strange way and kissed the two soft petals.
Originally he just wanted to touch the water, but as soon as he touched it he couldn't stop. His reason suddenly left his brain and he involuntarily increased his strength.
Shu Rao was sleeping peacefully, and even had a sweet dream. In the dream, there was a beautiful home, and the bright sunshine warmed her, but suddenly another dark cloud came from the sky, and the sky quickly became overcast, and the air pressure changed.
It made it difficult for her to even breathe.
She opened her lips slightly, trying to get more oxygen, but for some reason, the feeling of hypoxia became more and more serious, and it felt like a stone was being pressed on her body, so that she could hardly breathe.
"Well!" She frowned and spoke unconsciously.
Lou Yi suddenly woke up and was sweating all over, but he couldn't tell whether it was hot sweat or cold sweat. In short, he hurriedly stopped all movements, even gently pushed her away from his arms, turned over and lay down on his back.
s position.
He took a deep breath and tried to calm down his own heat. However, the more he tried to calm down, the less he could calm down. He felt like he was on fire, and the woman beside him felt restless because he suddenly lost his arms, and became unconscious again.
He leaned over and added fuel to the fire, torturing him until he almost wanted to die.
As the night got darker, Shu Rao slept more and more deeply, but Lou Yi kept his eyes open, silently counting her eyelashes.
Finally, after many attempts, he finally managed to lay her back down. The next second, he quickly got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom.
The icy cold water finally cooled him down.
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The next morning, Shu Rao, who had slept peacefully all night, felt lazy. However, she was used to getting up early on weekdays, so she still woke up on time according to her body's biological clock.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I was a little confused at first. After concentrating my concentration, I realized where I was and quickly turned my head to look at the side of my pillow.
Hey, empty?
She opened her eyes wide and was a little surprised. Where were the others?
She was about to get up and look for it, but suddenly she heard the sound of clear breathing coming from the ground, and she frowned subconsciously.
under the bed?
She couldn't believe it, so she quietly sat up, looked under the bed, and saw Lou Yi sleeping on the carpet not far from the bed.
He was sleeping on his side, his handsome face was calm, but there was fatigue under his eyelids.
His eyelashes are so long, long and dense, but very straight, not as curled as a girl's, revealing the man's perseverance.
It's really easy to see how guilty it is.
Looking carefully at his sleeping appearance, she felt a strange feeling in her heart. Her heart seemed to be pulled by some kind of force, and there was a slight wave of enthusiasm.
But, how could he sleep on the ground?
Just as he was wondering, Lou Yi on the ground suddenly woke up.
Although she didn't make any sound, her gaze was enough to alert him. This was the sensitivity he had developed over the years as a soldier. Moreover, he had not slept well to begin with. After taking two cold showers last night, he fell asleep again.
There was no sleepiness, and he didn't dare to approach her again, but he couldn't go back to the sofa, otherwise he wouldn't be able to explain it in the morning.
"Uh... my sleeping position is not very good." He gave the reason why he "fell" to the ground.
Shu Rao was stunned, not quite believing it, but he didn't know what was suspicious.
When she was doubtful, Lou Yi had already stood up quickly, carried his military uniform into the bathroom, and quickly tidied himself up.
Shu Rao was stunned for a while, and then got up quickly. After getting dressed, she opened the curtains, and the beautiful morning light poured in. A new day began again, and the sunshine was so beautiful.
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Beautiful days always pass by quickly, and in a blink of an eye, April is here.
After Ye Xingchen got up in the morning, she suddenly felt something strange coming from somewhere in her body, and she frowned subconsciously.
He quickly got up, went to the bathroom, checked, and found that his aunt had come to report again.
She suddenly felt a little disappointed, why didn't she get pregnant during the critical period?
However, this kind of thing is not 100%, so we can only continue to work hard.
After tidying up in the bathroom, I returned to the master bedroom, folded the quilt, tidied up briefly, and then entered the kitchen.
After making breakfast, I went into the children's room again.
In the children's room, Sisi was still sleeping with her little bear in her arms, but she was about to wake up. Her eyes were narrowed and she opened and closed them repeatedly. After going back and forth a few times, the little girl woke up completely and left the little bear in her arms.
He opened his hands to her and said innocently, "Mom, good morning!"
The little girl's pronunciation is now standard, and it seems that going to kindergarten is still beneficial.
Ye Xingchen was very pleased. Although she was used to Sisi calling her "Mama" and thought it was cute, the little girl had to grow up and she couldn't remain so vague.
Seeing that Sisi was growing up day by day and her speech was improving, Ye Xingchen couldn't help but feel depressed. He had to give Sisi a younger brother or younger sister as soon as possible. Otherwise, the two children would be too different and they wouldn't be able to play together.
Gone together.
Why……
Another sigh.
But remembering that today is Friday, her mood picked up again. Lou Xi can come back tonight!
Recruit training is on track, so he can take a break this weekend and go home to reunite with his mother and daughter.
"Sisi, are you happy that daddy can come back tonight?"
When the little girl heard this, she nodded immediately and said with a smile, "I miss daddy!"
Ye Xingchen couldn't help but kiss her and said softly, "Mom, too."
The mother and daughter happily entered the bathroom. Ye Xingchen asked Sisi to rinse her mouth. Then she helped her wash her face and put on her clothes. After finishing, she went to the kitchen to have breakfast.
Because the house is relatively large and the kitchen is not small, and Lou Xi is not at home, she and Sisi usually do not go to the restaurant to eat, but only eat at the small table in the kitchen, which is quite comfortable.
Since Sisi went to kindergarten, she has exercised more than before, so her appetite is better than before. She eats some porridge in the morning and half an egg. When she was in kindergarten, she had milk and apples in her schoolbag. Kindergarten teacher
Reasonable time will be arranged for children to eat.
The little girl's face is getting rounder, she has gained a little weight, and she is pink, making her even more popular.
After breakfast, Ye Xingchen quickly washed the dishes, then carried his own bag and Sisi's schoolbag in one hand, and held the little girl's slippery hand with the other, and went out and went downstairs.
Since she had a car, it was more convenient. After she picked up the car in the garage, she took the little girl to the kindergarten.
She is becoming more and more skilled in driving, but in line with the principle of safety first, she always maintains a low speed. She would rather get up earlier and go out earlier than take any risks.
The kindergarten and the military hospital are also on the way, so she won't waste too much time on the way. After sending the little girl to the kindergarten, she chats with the teacher for a few words, and then goes to the hospital to work.
But on this day, as soon as she entered the department, she felt something was wrong in the atmosphere.
"Uh...what's wrong?" she asked a nurse in a low voice.
The little nurse looked embarrassed and couldn't bear it, and whispered, "The head nurse was on night shift last night, and her husband came to the hospital to file for divorce and just left."
What?
Ye Xingchen was shocked. The head nurse had not been married for long. Last year, when she got married, her husband spent a lot of money to buy a diamond ring for her at a jewelry store affiliated with Lingfeng Group. How could she get divorced so quickly?
?
The little nurse's voice became even lower, and she said in a whisper, "Because the head nurse cannot have children, her husband insists on divorce."
ah?
Ye Xingchen was even more surprised, but felt sympathy in his heart.
A woman who is infertile is already very unfortunate, and her husband no longer wants her, so how will she live in the future?
This is a double blow, both physical and psychological!
She couldn't help but think of Aunt Luo and Political Commissar Xiao. In comparison, Aunt Luo at least still had Political Commissar Xiao who never left her, but how many men like that were there?
And even if the man doesn't care, his parents may not be able to accept a daughter-in-law who is infertile.
As the saying goes, there are three types of unfilial piety, the greatest of which is not having children. This is really a very sad problem.
"Has the head nurse confirmed the diagnosis? Is there really no hope?" she asked with concern.
The young nurse sighed heavily, "She works in the hospital and is the head nurse. She must have been examined long ago. At this point, it is naturally irreversible."
Ye Xingchen bit his lip subconsciously, feeling very sad.
She couldn't help but think of what her aunt came to report today, and she suddenly felt a little flustered. Could she also...
No, no, no, it won't happen. Although she had an unexpected miscarriage last time, she did a good job in recuperating her afterwards. Aunt Luo took good care of her, so there should be no problem.
And how can you say you want to have a child?
She can't scare herself!
Absolutely not!
Ye Xingchen comforted himself and turned around to enter the office.
This busy work lasts all day.
Because of what happened to the head nurse, everyone in the department was in a very depressed mood, but everyone was helpless.
After get off work, Ye Xingchen passed by the head nurse's office and subconsciously looked inside. He couldn't help but feel sad when he saw the haggard figure of the head nurse.
She had lost a child before, and she knew the pain, but she still had a chance to regenerate, but the head nurse could not be a mother for the rest of her life. How uncomfortable that would be!
Her eyes turned red, she quickly covered up her tears and turned around to leave.
We arrived at the parking lot, picked up the car, and then went straight to the kindergarten.
Along the way, my eyes were wet. It was not until I arrived at the kindergarten and saw the smiling faces of the children that I regained some of my emotions.
Ye Xingchen asked the kindergarten teacher about Sisi's performance today. The teacher said that the little girl was better behaved and happier than usual today because she said her father was coming back!
After hearing this, Ye Xingchen felt very relieved.
"Goodbye, teacher!" Sisi waved to the kindergarten teacher obediently.
"Goodbye Sisi!"
Afterwards, Ye Xingchen took Sisi out of the kindergarten and brought back the little pillow and quilt that the little girl had used for her nap in the kindergarten. In time for the weekend, she had to help the little girl clean them.
The mother and daughter did not go home directly, but went to the supermarket first.
Ye Xingchen pushed a shopping cart, picked up the little girl, and started to buy.
First I bought some vegetables and fruits, then some meat, some daily necessities for the little girl, and a few packs of snacks.
Suddenly, the mobile phone rang.
Ye Xingchen paused, stopped the shopping cart, took out the cell phone in his pocket and saw that it was Lou Hua calling.
"Hey, Huahua?"
"Second sister-in-law, can I go to your house to have dinner at night?"
Eat for free?
Ye Xingchen couldn't help but laugh, "Of course you can!"
Lou Hua was very happy, "Thank you, second sister-in-law! I'm still at the newspaper office now, I'll go directly there later!"
"OK."
After Ye Xingchen hung up the phone, he quickly bought some more vegetables. Naturally, he had to cook more for one more person to eat, and he didn't finish the painting when he got home.
After finishing her shopping, she pushed the cart to check out. When the cashier finished, she strongly recommended the items on the small shelf next to her, including chewing gum, lighters, and condoms. The latter was still buy two and get one free.
Ye Xingchen shook his head. He didn't want anything, especially not that. It was too late for her to have a child now!