Shu Rao and Lou Yi agreed on the gold medal, you know
Lou Yi never knew that he was also a pedantic man. He thought he would not care about this problem. After all, when he met her, it was at her wedding. Although the wedding was abandoned halfway, it was not ancient times.
Xiang Fan was her first love for seven years. If something happened between the two of them, there was nothing wrong with it, so he would not ask her to be a blank slate. But at this moment, when she told him in person, it was her first time.
At that moment, he suddenly realized that he was so happy!
This kind of joy is a common problem among men. No matter how generous or reasonable you were before, at this moment, it is really too hypocritical to say that I don't care whether you are or not!
A man's desire for exclusivity sometimes has nothing to do with moral character. It is really just the instinct of a male animal. He doesn't care about her past, but her past, present and future, if it only belongs to him, this feeling is really more important.
good!
No wonder some people always say that men are inferior, bad-natured animals. It turns out that this statement makes sense.
He is also included.
Although he always thought that he was well-educated, at this moment, he was also superficial.
However, changing his position and considering it from her perspective, he couldn't help but blame himself. For a conservative girl like her, maybe she fantasized about saving her best first time on the most precious wedding night, right?
The elegant and beautiful new house, the fragrant rose bath, the soft and white bed... only those are suitable for her, but now... the barren mountains and grasslands, the marching camping tents, the thin and dull military
Quilt, not even bed is official!
God, how could he do this to her?
She deserves better!
"Yes, I'm sorry..." Lou Yi gritted his teeth and retreated.
Shu Rao was originally very nervous, but suddenly there was a lightness on his body, and he was stunned for a moment. He quickly opened his eyes and saw a layer of wet sweat on his forehead.
"Don't look at me like that!" One more look and he really couldn't help it!
Shu Rao was bewildered by the warning and looked confused. Weren't they reaching a critical moment? Why did he suddenly stop? And it was obvious that he was holding back!
Lou Yi looked at her confused expression and couldn't help but sigh, "I don't want your first time to be too hasty. The conditions here are too bad."
Shu Rao was stunned and didn't know what to say for a moment.
In fact, she also knew that this place was not suitable. The last time they were in the hotel, they didn't take advantage of such a good atmosphere. It really didn't make sense to do it in this environment. But when he bullied her just now, she subconsciously cooperated, everything
It was so natural, so easy, they couldn't help it.
In fact, she was mentally prepared when she entered the tent, because the electric signal between them tonight was too strong. They were like two magnets, unable to resist each other's attraction, and they wanted to fall in love immediately.
Deeply bonded together.
In fact, she does not stubbornly resist the intimacy before marriage, but she still maintains her innocence until now. She also finds it incredible, but if she thinks about it carefully, it is not difficult to understand. The reason is actually very simple.
When she and Xiang Fan met, they were both young, and they were each other's first loves, so they both cherished each other very much. At that time, they were both young and felt embarrassed even holding hands. Can such a green relationship be maintained?
After a while, he went abroad. The distance was far away, and naturally there was no chance to get close to him.
At that time, she was still working as a flight attendant, flying around all day, sometimes to the United States, and occasionally to Boston. But after a long separation, the joy between them was always mixed with melancholy. It was so difficult to see each other again.
They were both afraid of losing each other, so she had always promised to wait for him, and he had always promised to marry her as soon as he returned to China. Their relationship for several years was actually sustained by vows. They both believed that they would be happy.
result, so we all want to save the best things until the end.
When they finally survived seven years and got to the wedding, they found that the gap between their vows and reality was too far. Perhaps their relationship had been unstable a long time ago. It was just because they were afraid of breaking up, and just because they didn't want to give up, that they stayed together.
Deceiving yourself and others.
As for Lou Yi, she met her after going through a marriage change. At that time, she had already experienced too much and was mature. Fortunately, he was also a thoughtful person. From the beginning, they were rushing to get married.
They clarify all the practical problems first, and then love without any worries.
From acquaintance, to acquaintance, until now, their time has not been short, their relationship is getting stronger and stronger day by day, and their wedding day has been set, so she doesn't care whether they have to wait until the wedding night, because they have already
They have determined that each other belongs to each other for life, and when the love is strong, it will happen naturally.
But she didn't expect that at the last step, he would stop abruptly because he couldn't bear to wrong her. Such care touched her and made her feel warm and sweet, but... he seemed to be feeling very uncomfortable!
"Uh... are you in pain?" She looked at him worriedly.
"Fortunately... I just need to calm down for a while, you don't have to worry about me." Lou Yi gritted his teeth and said.
"Oh." Shu Rao nodded blankly. She was a woman and inexperienced, so she couldn't understand his situation. But when he said it was okay, it should mean it was okay. What he said was always reliable, and she believed him.
Self-control.
Okay, just stop, because she is really tired today. She took the train all night and worked hard for so long, so she should have a good sleep!
Moreover, his arm is still injured. Although his action just now seems not to be affected at all, it is better to rest more!
After tidying up her messy clothes, Shu Rao closed her eyes in embarrassment and said softly, "Good night."
Lou Yi originally wanted to give her a good night kiss, but he was worried that he would get out of hand, so he had to resist the urge and just stretched out his hand to tuck her quilt and said softly, "Go to sleep!"
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There were no lights in the tent, only the silver moonlight dimly seeped in. In the darkness, the two of them were covered together with a quilt.
Women's thinking is different from men's. Shu Rao suddenly felt that this environment was quite beautiful. The vast grassland, the windy night, the starry sky, the warm fire in the tent, how romantic!
She bent her eyes and subconsciously snuggled into his arms.
Her body was fragrant and soft, making Lou Yi unable to help himself. He said hoarsely, "Raoruo, don't hug her so tightly."
"Huh?" Her thoughts were still immersed in the beautiful scenery.
"I will react." Lou Yi said frankly, with a helpless tone.
Shu Rao suddenly opened her eyes wide and looked at him in astonishment.
In her impression, he didn't look like someone who would say such a thing at all, but he said it so frankly and directly. It showed that... he was really in pain?
"you……"
"Hurry up and go to sleep!" The forbearing male voice was a little irritated.
Shu Rao had no choice but to move her position and no longer lean against him, but she suddenly remembered something. The last time they were in the hotel, she woke up in the morning and saw him sleeping on the floor. He said that his sleeping posture was not good. At that time, she
She thought something was strange. He had been a soldier for many years and had strict discipline. How could he have a bad sleeping position? But she didn't think too much about it at the time, but now that she thinks about it, he must have been afraid that she would touch him that night.
Can't bear to hide it?
Oh my God, my God!
The hot temperature on his body and the endless stream of sweat on his forehead made her very worried, "Um...can I ask you a question?"
"Yeah." After asking, go to bed quickly!
Shu Rao bit her lip, a little embarrassed, but really worried, so she bit the bullet and asked boldly, "You always endure it like this, will something go wrong?"
Lou Yi keenly noticed that she used the word "general" and was immediately a little embarrassed. She knew that he had had wild thoughts about her that time!
"It's you who caused the problem!" He growled angrily. The unsatisfied man suddenly became childish.
Shu Rao didn't expect that he would admit it so directly. She was shy but also more entangled. It seemed that she had really pushed him into a desperate situation, right?
"Then...how do you solve it now?"
"Shu Rao!" He couldn't help shouting her full name.
"I...I'm just worried about your health..."
Lou Yi gritted his teeth and said, "I'm going out to cool off!"
As he spoke, he stood up.
"Huh? It's very cold outside!" Shu Rao grabbed him and refused to let him go.
Her hands were soft and delicate. Lou Yi felt that he was about to lose control. He closed his eyes in a hurry and even turned his back to her, not looking at her. However, the faint fragrance of her body seemed to be bewitching, disturbing his mind.
Seeing that he was about to run away, Shu Rao felt very reluctant to give up. She pursed her lips and said nothing. After hesitating for a moment, she finally slowly stretched out her hand, touched his waist lightly, and whispered, "How about...
...Don't bear it anymore..."
Lou Yi's whole body froze, and the light touch of her soft little hand on his waist was like a fuse, instantly detonating the flames that had been flooding in him. He no longer wanted to hold back, but he really couldn't hold back, so he turned over
He pressed her down neatly.
Shu Rao was startled by his swiftness, and Lou Yi directly explained to her calmly, "Shu Rao, you have no chance to regret it!"
He suppressed his angry voice, causing Shu Rao to look at him involuntarily, and saw him glaring at her with an incredibly angry expression.
Lou Yi was very, very angry. He didn't want to take her so hastily, but this woman went too far and was completely challenging his bottom line!
"I, I...I will never regret it!" She stammered in a short sentence.
Lou Yi was so angry that he couldn't help but breathe faster. Since she had said so, why did he hesitate? And the most important thing was that he really couldn't bear it anymore. Every cell in his body felt...
, all filled with the desire for her, it made his whole body hurt!
The moonlight outside the tent was charming, and everything inside the tent finally went in the expected direction. When the two people put on their clothes again and flew away from each other's bodies one by one, the situation was about to break out.
Shu Rao blushed and felt as if she was about to burn up. His actions made her very embarrassed, but she also had a very strange feeling, as if there was a fire jumping and dancing in her body, and he was also getting heavier and heavier.
Breathing, and the increasingly passionate caressing made her nerves tense to the extreme. She was afraid but looking forward to the arrival of that painful but sweet moment.
But... what is the situation now? She was mentally prepared, so why was he still standing still? She knew that he was afraid of her pain, so he took more care of her, but... it didn't take so long, right?
"Uh, are you nervous too?" She felt that he seemed a little... uh, in a hurry?
"Of course I'm nervous for the first time." Lou Yi replied matter-of-factly.
Shu Rao was so dazed by the kiss that she regained consciousness. This is my first time, and it's not yours. Why are you more nervous than me?
"Be patient, it will hurt a little." Lou Yi said to her softly and hoarsely, but the next second he suddenly attacked and penetrated firmly into her body. Shu Rao shivered in pain and bit his shoulder.
"I'm sorry." He apologized to her gently.
Shu Rao held back tears, "The first time is going to hurt, isn't it?"
Lou Yi didn't know whether to nod or shake his head, because he was not a woman, so he didn't know how painful a woman's first time would be.
After breaking through the defense line, everything that happened next came naturally. The night on the grassland was no longer cold because there was love burning.
Time seemed to have passed for a long time. When Shu Rao woke up again after not knowing how many times he had fainted, someone was not over yet. He had completely lost control and could no longer stop.
She began to sigh secretly, Wow, she regretted it!
You can't even take a hot bath here. Will she be able to straighten up and see people tomorrow?
As if aware of her distraction, someone intensified, making her unable to think anymore.
In the confusion, time seemed to have passed for a long time, and then at a certain moment, a hoarse roar from him came from her ears, and a wave of heat swept through her.
"Rao Rao!" He called her name.
"Huh?" Her voice was charming.
"I love you!"
Her mind went blank. A man said I love you ten thousand times before, but none of them are as precious as the one time he says it to you after he gets you!
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After reaching the top, the two embraced each other quietly. The night on the grassland was no longer quiet because their breaths merged together.
Shu Rao was extremely tired and fell asleep peacefully. Lou Yi calmed down his breathing for a while, then stood up gently with a satisfied look on his face.
He walked to the small stove, lifted the kettle that had been warm on it, and slowly poured the warm water into the basin. Then he took a clean towel, wet it, wrung it dry, and gently poured it into the basin.
Walk back to the bed.
Shu Rao was drowsily asleep when she suddenly noticed something soft and soft moving around on her body. She slightly raised the corners of her mouth, pleased with his thoughtfulness.
However, she suddenly remembered that his right arm was still wrapped with gauze. Although he was not stupid enough to let the wound get wet, she was still worried. The concern made her sleepless in an instant, and she had no time to open her eyes.
"I'll do it myself..." When she opened her mouth, her voice sounded a little weird. She didn't dare to shout from the beginning to the end. All the suppressed emotions were blocked in her throat, but it hurt his shoulders and left a row of teeth marks.
Deeper than one row.
Lou Yi didn't seem to expect that she would wake up suddenly, because he felt that his movements were very light and careful, and the towel fell to the ground. He quickly apologized and said, "Sorry, I woke you up."
He seemed a little nervous again.
Shu Rao frowned subconsciously, feeling that something was weird. Something was wrong with him just now, but this was all done afterwards. Why was he still nervous? It was like facing a woman for the first time!
Uh, how is that possible? The little devil is so big!
But she won't be so petty. Who hasn't had the past? Moreover, he has already told her about him and Lou Rui, so she won't mind. Not only will she not mind, but she will love him more.
, because over the years, his heart has been really painful!
It's just...why does she still feel like something is weird?
Lou Yi saw Shu Rao's confusion and sighed. Of course he was nervous, even more nervous than she was, because she was just shy or afraid of pain, but he wanted to take care of her feelings on the one hand, and on the other hand
On the other hand, he has to control his emotions, because this is also his first time!
"Raoruo, let me tell you something..." I originally planned to tell her this matter after they got married, but their relationship had substantially changed tonight, and it's the same now.
"Um?"
Lou Yi lay back again and hugged her body lovingly with his left hand. Shu Rao blushed helplessly, but still listened to her inner voice and snuggled into his arms again, putting her ear close to his chest, feeling his strong