Sisi's eyes turned red again, and she tried not to cry. After a long time, she finally slowly opened her mouth and said weakly, "Let her in, okay?"
The tone of the request was a little cautious.
And this kind of caution is mainly aimed at Seventeen.
As expected, Shiqi frowned subconsciously, this girl's heart is too soft!
He couldn't help feeling a little distressed, but he reluctantly nodded.
Ye Xingchen and Lou Xi were both very pleased. The two children they educated were kind-hearted, broad-minded and tolerant people.
Lou Xi was the first to walk out of the ward, and Ye Xingchen helped Sisi tuck herself in, and then followed her out.
Shi Qi was the last one to leave, looking back three times with great reluctance. He was afraid that as soon as he left, the little girl would be bullied again, but he left anyway.
Kong Man was still kneeling in the corridor, looking miserable. Ye Xingchen helped her up and pushed her gently into the ward, "Sisi wants to see you."
"Really?" Kong Man couldn't believe it and cried with joy.
"Go in." Ye Xingchen pushed her into the ward and closed the door for them.
With the sound of the door ringing, Sisi turned her head and saw Kong Man's face that looked ten years older in an instant.
"Sisi..." Kong Man was a little frightened. He quickly raised his hand to wipe away his tears, straightened his messy hair, and tugged on his clothes, feeling very nervous.
Meeting her daughter face to face for the first time, she had mixed feelings and even felt confused.
Sisi's palms tightened, and her fingers grasped a corner of the quilt. She stared blankly at the woman in front of her without blinking.
This...is her biological mother?
They don't look much alike.
"Please...please sit down..." She didn't know how to address her, so she could only use honorifics.
Kong Man's eyes were hot again. Such alienation made her heartbroken, but such politeness comforted her. Lou Xi and Ye Xingchen educated Sisi very well, so excellent and polite. In this regard,
She sincerely thanked them for taking such good care of her daughter.
However, she didn't dare to sit or even get close, for fear that this was a dream and would be shattered with just a slight touch.
"sit down."
"Okay." Kong Man then slowly walked to the bed and sat on the chair.
Sisi was still on an intravenous drip, so she didn't get up. She just looked up at Kong Man. Looking closely, she found that Kong Man's face was so haggard. She was not very old, but there were already wrinkles in the corners of her eyes.
Just like her mother, she is still so young and beautiful. It can be seen that she has not been so comfortable in these years.
Also, she saw injuries on Kong Man's face and hands, but she didn't treat them or even bandage them. It was obvious that she didn't take care of them, or that she gave up on herself and didn't want to take care of them.
Sisi felt uneasy and raised her hand to ring the nurse's call bell. As soon as the bell rang, Shiqi rushed in. She was about to ask Sisi what's wrong, but when she looked up, she saw the little girl lying peacefully.
There, I suddenly felt embarrassed, and suddenly realized that I was too rash, and quickly exited the ward, my face feeling hot.
In the corridor, Ye Xingchen and Lou Xi both couldn't help laughing.
Sisi couldn't help but want to smile, and the corners of her mouth curved up unconsciously. It was the first time in such a long time that the little girl showed a smile.
The nurse then walked into the ward in an orderly manner. In fact, Ye Xingchen had been prepared for it. She knew that Sisi would not sit idly by when she saw Kong Man's injury, so she asked the nurse to come over.
The nurse quickly helped Kong Man clean the wound, applied medicine, and wrapped it with a bandage. There were seven or eight large and small wounds. Sisi felt a little worried when she saw it, and couldn't help but ask, "Is it going to be serious?"
Does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't!" Kong Man shook his head repeatedly, but tears started to flow again. Sisi still cared about her, it was worth dying!
Sisi pursed her lips and stopped talking. After the nurse finished bandaging Kong Man and left, she turned her attention to Kong Man again. The two looked at each other, both at a loss, not knowing what else to say.
good.
Right and wrong, love and hate, all seemed unimportant at this moment, because these had never been important between them.
As the saying goes, there is no hate without love. As for Sisi, she was so well protected and loved by Lou Xi and Ye Xingchen that she didn’t even know how to hate someone, and she also found it very hard to hate someone.
Especially if this person is the one who gave birth to himself, it is even more unnecessary, because that is a fact and nothing can be changed.
After a long silence, Sisi slowly spoke again, "I don't want to go abroad, but I want to go to the cemetery."
Going to the cemetery obviously wanted to pay homage to Chen Zhou.
In fact, over the years, Lou Xi and Ye Xingchen would take her to Sisi Martyrs Cemetery every Qingming Festival, but she never knew that one of the people there was her biological father.
Thinking of Chen Zhou, Kong Man's mood was very complicated. She and Chen Zhou had a flash marriage back then, and Chen Zhou was a special soldier. In this era when men are increasingly lacking in toughness, women instinctively appreciate men's bloodiness more, so
She was attracted by his tough temperament, and Chen Zhou didn't have much time to fall in love, so the two got married quickly.
After getting married, Chen Zhou spent most of his time in the army. They spent less time together and more time away from each other. No matter how romantic their love was, they could not withstand daily necessities. Before the shelf life of love had passed, she received the news of his death, and everything was like a drama.
Just like a dream, it started out as a sweet dream, then turned into a nightmare, and when I woke up, it was all in vain.
At that time, she could no longer distinguish what love was, and she only wanted to escape. Even after giving birth to a child, she was still in the clouds. Love had disappeared for her, and she could not remember her daughter.
Mentally, she felt that her past was a complete chaos, so she wanted a future, so she decided to go abroad.
After arriving abroad, she worked hard on her career and felt that her life was very fulfilling. Compared with the past when she could only wait for her husband to return in a cold home or wait for childbirth alone in the hospital, she felt that everything was different. She felt that her
The choice is correct, this is what she wants, a colorful life.
However, when she remarried and had no children, she suddenly looked back and realized what she had missed.
For Chen Zhou, her love is no longer there, but for her daughter, she can't let go of that flesh and blood relationship.
But life is not something you can just turn back if you want to, because God is fair. In this world, there is something that no amount of money can buy, which is the medicine of regret.
"Okay, let's go together when you are discharged from the hospital." Kong Man always looked at Sisi, not daring to blink. She knew that she would not have many chances to see her, so she had to cherish this moment.