[Chen Ye and Ran Ge] For past life entanglements, please read the new article: ★"Accidentally falling on the dragon bed: the evil prince comes to visit"★, the following is Chen Ye's extra:
It’s not that I don’t want to let go, it’s not that I don’t want to love, but because I have you, I can never let go or fall in love with anyone.
I am Hua Chenye. After being swallowed by the fire dragon, I only thought about the person I loved most. My soul was still lingering. I was rescued by the goddess Xueying, and I accidentally discovered the entanglements and secrets of my past life.
Because of the curse, no one recognized her when we met her. Maybe it was a certain fate, but I still love her. Xue Range, maybe it was also Yun Churan, but there was no memory of her anymore.
my existence.
We, after all, cannot withstand our fate.
If God can give me a chance to do it again, I will say three words to her: I love you! If I have to add a time limit to this love, I hope it is-forever!!!
There are all kinds of things in the past life, the cause will be the cause, the result will be the result, the cause and effect will be retribution, no one can blame it.
At that time, I didn't believe in heaven or fate, I only believed in myself. But now, I have discovered that we are too insignificant after all, humans, and we cannot fight against heaven.
But, so what, now I still believe in myself.
Even if I can't fight against the sky, I still want to change my destiny against the sky!
In my previous life, in order to save my mother, I killed her sister, and received a bloody curse from the people who loved her sister. I will love her for the rest of my life, be hurt by love for the rest of my life, and never get her love for the rest of my life.
I was punished like this, and the unforgettable pain has always been with me.
Seeing her with Chixue, I was heartbroken, but also happy. Because she was happy, I was happy, but that kind of happiness was too painful. Every night, I couldn't forget that beautiful memory.
.
It turns out that even if I am stupid, I will still remember her.
After recovering my memory, she was the first person I wanted to see.
I should obviously blame her, blame her for turning me into a child, but why, every time I think of that gentle look in my eyes, I feel very lucky. I am lucky to have met her. I have never had such gentleness.
But she gave it to me.
If possible, I would like to stay in that most beautiful memory.
In the memories, there is her and there is me.
Even if she dotes on me like a child, even if what she gives me is not love, I still want to keep recalling it.
Because I can't forget it and don't want to get out.
Her gentle smile, caring eyes, and every simple movement made me sink. She just broke into my world and I couldn't resist it. I knew clearly that she was not in love with me, but I still wanted to accompany her.
For her, I will not hesitate even if I die forever, even if I fall into hell forever.
But I still lost. I couldn't keep her no matter how I stayed. I lost completely.
However, even if I lose, I still want to love her and protect her without hesitation.
Sometimes, I will be shaken. That is when I see her happy and when I see her worried about me.
I don’t want her to be in trouble because of me, I don’t want to see the melancholy deep in her eyes, I just want her to be happy and happy.
So, for her, I can do anything.
She wanted me to like others, so I would work hard to like others. She wanted me to marry Gong Qianmo, so I would marry Gong Qianmo.
Without her, what does it matter whether we get married or not, and what does it matter who we marry?
Hua Chen Ye has long since lost his heart. All his heart has gone to Xuerenge. Even if he wants to fall in love with someone else, he can no longer do it, because with her, even if she doesn't love him, he does.
She is fine.
In this life, I have loved her so much that I have forgotten myself for her. As long as she is good, I will be good. I have been hypnotizing myself like this, thinking that this way, my heart will not hurt so much, but in the end I found that the feeling of heartache has never been less.
It will only become more and more painful.
I thought we just missed it.
However, the secret discovered by accident made my heart beat again.
It turns out that we once loved.
Have loved!
What a sad word, why should I have loved once, why can't it be carved into eternity.
In my previous life, I didn't miss her, but because of the curse, I can't be together in this life or even in all eternities.
In my previous life, it was my fault.
Is there any use in regretting now?
Although her sister did not die in my hands, I still had an unshirkable responsibility. I couldn't choose anything. At that time, I really had no choice for my mother and concubine.
I was too selfish at that time to hurt her like that. Although she said she forgave me, I knew that there was always a hurdle in her heart.
No matter what I do, no matter what I do, nothing seems to change.
She said that she still loves me, she said that she loves me so much that she forgets who she is, but it hurts because I am also a murderer.
We have gone through so many ups and downs in the previous life, but we were not separated, and we were not separated until later, but our hearts could not be the same as before.
The debts owed in previous lives must be repaid in this life.
But why, you want to take away my most precious thing, I am not willing to do it, she is my life, without her, I am no different from dead, because I have no heart.
I'm not willing to give in. Since I was able to change my destiny in my previous life, I can do the same in this life.
Nothing is impossible for her.
After knowing everything, I left the Xueying clan resolutely, and finally found her in Xianyu Town.
When we meet again, she is still so beautiful. With just one movement, I have already fallen in love with her. The love is deeper, and I even want to drag her away directly, because I, with the memory of my previous life, am more deeply and emotionally attached to her.
of love, my love.
She was very happy to see me alive. She was so happy that she didn't know how to describe it. She couldn't even speak.
How could I let go of her like this? At that time, I secretly swore that I would never let go in this life, and that I would stay with her in the next life.
Finally, I found an opportunity and told her about our past love. I said that I loved her and wanted to take her away.
At that moment, she fell silent.
At that moment, my heartbeat stopped, I didn't dare to breathe or speak, I was so nervous waiting for her answer.
Finally, in the midst of my torment, she spoke.
She said that she didn't believe in any past lives. She only knew that she loved Chixue so much that she could die for him, but she only had family affection for me.
I understand that she didn't want to say such hurtful words, but she had no choice. She didn't want to give me hope because she couldn't promise me a future.
My heart, which is already riddled with holes, why can I still feel that unforgettable pain?
I can understand, but she doesn't understand that no matter what her attitude is, it can't change my determination to love her.
So, after seeing her, I left, not because I didn't love her, but because I wanted to find a better way to love her.
I was thinking, if I had a way to restore her past life memories, would she still choose me?
In the future, no matter what, I want to give it a try so that I won’t regret it. I want to fight for our future...
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