After hearing this, she felt ridiculed, "So, it's my fault?"
His tone seemed to blame her for quarreling with him...
"That's not what I meant, Hai Yao, can we not keep arguing about this matter?"
Lu Haiyao looked at him, her heart filled with soreness. In his heart, even if he cheated on her, she shouldn't quarrel with him because of it...
Looking away, her chest bullied, tears welling up in her eyes, she bit her trembling lips tightly to restrain herself from crying, "Don't worry, I won't argue with you, because there is no need."
"When you get married, you should tell me and let me understand what position I am in. I won't quarrel with you like this today."
If he didn't hide his original intention from the beginning, then she wouldn't fall in love with him stupidly.
If you are in love, how can you endure betrayal?
But in his eyes, as a puppet, she really shouldn't have been stuck with him for so long over this matter.
Gu Tingchuan irritably took out his cigarette case and wanted to smoke, but found that there was no cigarette. He threw the cigarette case away in frustration. They were silent for a long time. He was about to speak, but he saw her eyes closing mechanically and said coldly, "
Don't say anything, I'm very tired."
She is really tired...
I haven't slept well for several days. I rely on high-concentration bitter coffee every day to support me. Sometimes I feel as if something is about to rush out from the top of my head and disappear like light smoke...
The atmosphere became tense. Gu Tingchuan pursed his thin lips tightly and started the engine in silence, while the car drove steadily.
Returning to the home that did not belong to her, Gu Tingchuan wanted to help her, but she refused, "I will do it myself."
She walked in with difficulty. At this moment, she just wanted to hurry up and walk upstairs, fall on the bed and fall asleep immediately. Don't think about anything, don't listen, don't watch.
She didn't want his support at all, so he could only follow behind her to make sure she wouldn't fall. Watching her limp up the stairs, Gu Tingchuan felt various emotions in his heart.
He once thought that as long as he was good to her, he would not hurt her...
But he forgot that she was too stubborn. If she knew that he was good to her all because of Yoona, she would never accept his kindness again.
Why does she make things so complicated when they are obviously very simple?
Is she too greedy, or is he selfish...
As long as she is willing to come back, he is willing to treat her as well as before, or even better...
But why did she insist on leaving?
Yoona will never come back. No one can replace her current position, so why should she insist on leaving?
That night with Xia Ziyou has become a reality.
He can't change it either...
If it could be redeemed, he would do anything, but now nothing he could do could offset it, and she would never forgive him because of that incident.
Gu Tingchuan suddenly felt a headache.
Haiyao returned to the bedroom, took her clothes into the bathroom, and locked it on purpose.
The water temperature was very high. She soaked in the bathtub, but she was still shivering from the cold.
Sitting in the bathtub with a dull expression, his words and things he said kept repeating in his mind...
She raised her eyes and saw her face reflected in the glass mirror opposite. She looked like a lonely and miserable wandering soul, and her pale face was scarier than a ghost. She bit her lip tightly to suppress the sadness in her heart.
It's this face that makes her the most ridiculous person.
Let her always live in that person's shadow...
She has no ego, no right to lose her temper, and no right to question him about his cheating. She just needs to learn from Lee Yoona's attitude and stay well by his side.
The more she thought about it, the angrier she became. She had never hated her own appearance.
The face in the glass mirror seemed to be proud of herself, laughing at her sadness.
Lu Haiyao was so angry that he rubbed the things around him, grabbed the ashtray he placed in the bathroom, and smashed it against the glass mirror opposite.
I only heard a clang...
The glass mirror was shattered and her face could no longer be reflected.
The glass was torn apart and shattered, just like her heart.
Gu Tingchuan was sitting in the living room, typing on the keyboard with his slender fingers. Suddenly he heard a clanging sound inside, his heart tightened, and he looked in the direction of the bathroom. Uneasiness poured into his heart, making him restless.
He immediately closed the computer, walked to the bathroom, and knocked on the door hard, "Haiyao?"
"Haiyao?"
His throat felt tight, and the thought of her doing something stupid made him even more anxious. He twisted the doorknob, only to find that it was locked inside.
Slapping the door hard, "Haiyao!!"
"Haiyao, can you open the door?"
He wished he could open the door right away. No matter how much he knocked or shouted, she didn't respond at all.
Afraid of her doing something stupid...
Afraid of something happening to her...
Gu Tingchuan banged the door hard, but couldn't open it.
When he was anxious, the door opened.
He saw her walking out with her wet hair disheveled and a dull expression. He held her shoulders tightly and asked anxiously, "Are you okay? Are you injured?"
She didn't answer, so Gu Tingchuan looked towards the bathroom and saw broken glass all over the bathroom. She was intact.
His tense heart finally relaxed a little.
Hai Yao looked at him with a nervous expression and smiled bitterly, "Do you think I will do something stupid?"
Gently pulling his hand away, she said expressionlessly, "Don't worry, I won't make fun of my body."
"Because you're not worthy."
She won't be as stupid as those who commit suicide for love...
For him, it's not worth dying like this.
She walked to the bed and sat on the edge. When he came over and wanted to speak, she immediately picked up the hair dryer and deliberately turned it to the highest setting. The buzzing sound of the hair dryer could cover up all other sounds and she could not hear it.
What was he talking about, let alone his expression.
Her indifference and alienation really drove him away.
When she saw him walking out, she turned off the hair dryer, feeling completely unmotivated.
She was lying on the bed, very sleepy but unable to fall asleep.
Until he entered the house, slept next to him, and asked in a deep voice, "Are you asleep?"
She didn't respond, pretending to be asleep, closing her eyes and ignoring him. Gu Tingchuan knew that she was not asleep. If she were asleep, how could she lean on the bed so peacefully? Only when she was not asleep would she turn her back to him.
Sleep on the edge.
He leaned over and hugged her from behind, letting out a shallow sigh.
Hai Yao did not struggle or respond in any way.
That night, perhaps because she was too tired, she slept very deeply.
Real life is unpleasant, and so is the dream. I don’t know why I dreamed about the first time I met Xu Yizhong.
At that time, she was in love, and his depth and maturity attracted her.
The blood all over the floor in the dream was shocking...
She ran into the house and looked around for Xu Yizhong, but couldn't find her...
"Yizhong..."
"Yizhong..."
Her lips moved and she murmured.
Panting, she came to the door of the bedroom. She opened the door and saw blood all over the floor. She walked in with her heart pounding. She saw someone lying on the bed. She walked forward and lifted the quilt, but it was not Xu Yizhong...
The man's face couldn't be seen clearly. She tried hard to see, but she still couldn't see clearly.
But she suddenly felt sad, and a wave of sadness emerged from the bottom of her heart. The feeling of loss seemed to have really happened, and a piece of her heart was cut off...
She was so frightened that she woke up with cold sweat on her head. When she opened her eyes, she met Gu Tingchuan's sinister black eyes.
She was startled for a moment, and saw a cold air all over his body. She asked faintly, "Xu Yizhong? You call him by his name in your dreams. Do you like him so much?"
Hai Yao came back from her dream and looked at him silently with an angry face. She didn't want to answer him, but he reached out and pinched her chin forcefully, forcing her to look at him and said coldly, "Don't tell
Me, you still like Xu Yizhong!"
Looking at the suppressed anger in his eyes, she felt happy and raised the corners of her mouth harshly, "So what!"
"It seems that you really don't learn lessons. Do you need me to remind you, who threatened to see Xu Yizhong punished by law?"
She knew clearly that if she made him angry, she would get no good results, but she still responded with a sneer, "Don't you know that hate and love exist at the same time? I hate him so much, how could I forget him."
Gu Tingchuan originally believed that she could not forget Xu Yizhong, but now that she had admitted it personally, the fire in his heart suddenly burst out.
He glared at her coldly, but she seemed to want to deliberately anger him, and continued, "I hate him, hate him for abandoning me, ignoring my feelings and hurting Xiaobei, but Gu Tingchuan, you never know how much I have.
Loving him, just like you love Lee Yoona, is irreplaceable and irreplaceable by anyone."
“Great one for anyone!!”
He raised the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner and gritted his teeth and said, "Lu Haiyao, please keep this in mind! You are mine. No matter how much you like Xu Yizhong, don't even think about being with him in this life!!"
He almost shouted, wanting to roar into her heart.
But she didn't react at all and looked at him blankly, as if she didn't take his words seriously at all.
Holding her chin, he leaned forward and kissed her lips heavily like punishment. Haiyao closed her eyes and struggled to twist, "Uh-huh..."
She thinks he is dirty...
He has touched other women, he has kissed others in the same way, and he has touched other women with the same hands!!
"Uh... don't..."
She struggled and pressed her hands hard against his chest, but he was like a provoked beast, determined to tear her apart.
The overbearing and forceful kiss was not gentle at all, and even bit her lips, making her feel pain and unable to resist.
The strength of the struggle became smaller and smaller. His hands suddenly tore off her clothes, and he rubbed her softness without any gentleness. He said harshly, "Remember this feeling, you can only be mine!!"
"
"Don't...don't touch me..."
"Ah..." She was suddenly turned around by him, with her back facing him.
After all, there is a huge disparity between the strength of a woman and a man. No matter how she screams and struggles, she is still held tightly by him. Before she is ready, he thrusts into her, and her private parts are torn apart.
pain.
Entering without preparation, the pain is equivalent to rape.
The moment he entered, she gave up struggling in despair, clutching the sheets underneath her tightly with her hands, her nails digging deeply into her palms.
She was being fucked by him like a puppet, biting her lips to prevent herself from making that shameful sound, until she tasted blood in her mouth...
They are closely integrated, but their hearts are getting farther and farther apart.
When the torture ended, the people around her left indifferently, leaving her lying there alone, broken into pieces.
The room was so quiet that only her breathing could be heard.
Her heart was so tight that it hurt to breathe.
Her eyes were looking at the ceiling without focus, and her big eyes were empty and lifeless.