The room became quiet, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he met Gu Tingchuan's smiling eyes.
She felt embarrassed and her heart beat inexplicably faster. She looked away and turned around to open the window so that the cold wind could blow away the hot temperature on her face.
Gu Tingchuan came over, hugged her from behind, kissed her on the base of her ears, and deliberately smiled and said, "The bases of her ears are even red."
As he spoke, the hot breath sprayed against her ears, making her feel numb. She shrank her neck sensitively, trying to avoid it, "Don't do this..."
"How am I doing?"
He asked deliberately, contracted his arms, kissed her on the face, and sighed, "It's been a long time, I haven't held you like this for a long time."
"I'm not used to not having you around. The room is empty, but I always feel like you're by my side. I hear you calling me, talking to me, and walking around. Your footsteps, laughter, and voice are so real.
, but the room is empty, you are not even there."
Telling her feelings, he hugged her tighter, "Okay, don't leave? Just stay with me, don't go anywhere."
There was a bit of pleading in her deep voice. She looked at him, surprised that he would feel the same way as her.
Because I am used to having someone around me...
We were separated for a while, and I always imagined that she was by my side, calling you...
But when you look at it, it is empty, and your heart is instantly filled with loss and soreness...
"I want to see you by my side every day, and I want to see you as soon as I get home."
Hearing this, Haiyao thought of Li Yuner again and asked bitterly, "Do you want to see me by your side, or do you want to see Li Yuner?"
I'm afraid, it's the latter, right?
Not hearing his answer, Haiyao became more convinced of this idea. He was not used to her leaving, just like he was not used to Li Yuner not being around...
He wanted to see her, but he just wanted someone else to stay by his side.
He didn't even want to give her a deceptive answer.
Hai Yao looked into the darkness in the distance, and the light in her eyes dimmed a little bit, "I really hope she can come back, so that I can be free."
If she comes back, Gu Tingchuan will naturally no longer care about her as a substitute...
If she comes back, the relationship between her and Gu Tingchuan will be settled, and there will be no need to continue to be entangled like this.
Gu Tingchuan, who was behind him, was obviously startled. When he heard her talk about relief, his heart felt like being pricked by needles. It was numb and painful. Although it was not strong, it was a pain that could not be ignored.
The bed was so small that she had nowhere to escape and could only fall asleep in his arms.
From time to time there was laughter and sometimes ambiguous sounds from the next room, making it so noisy that people couldn't sleep.
There was only one quilt, which was extremely thin. She simply turned around to face him, got into his arms, and absorbed the warmth. She felt so cold for some reason, so cold that she wanted to cry, and so cold that she trembled. She closed her eyes and said hoarsely.
, "Gu Tingchuan, it's so cold..."
He hugged her tightly, feeling her trembling in his arms, and then felt something wet and hot penetrate into his shirt, as if it could penetrate through the skin and penetrate into his heart, leaving traces that could not be erased for the rest of his life.
******
The next day.
When I woke up, there was no one around me.
The sun was a bit dazzling, so he had to squint his eyes and look around, but he didn't find her.
Last night was like a dream.
When I woke up from the dream, she was gone.
Haiyao sat on the bus and looked at the scenery outside the window calmly.
She couldn't sleep at all last night. The warmer his embrace became, the sadder she felt. She felt sad that he didn't even want to lie to her, and that he completely regarded her as another person...
She tried her best to resist and let him know that she was not Li Yuner...
Never!!
She is herself and has her own character. He has no qualifications or rights to turn her into another person...
But, what should she do?
ps: The update is completed today, good night, ╭(╯3╰)╮Thank you to those who sent red envelopes and gold medals.