The call finally got through, and I heard that familiar voice, and heard him ask gently, "What's wrong? Are you still outside? Hello? Hai Yao? Why don't you speak..."
"Hello... hello?" His worried voice came to mind on the phone.
Lu Haiyao held the phone tightly and became more and more nervous when she heard his voice. Then she lowered her eyes and said, "I'm listening."
"Why does your voice sound hoarse? Do you have a cold?"
Hearing his concern for her, the sadness in Hai Yao's heart dissipated little by little. She took a deep breath, smiled reluctantly and said, "I'm fine."
"When will you come back?" she asked, wanting to wait for him to come back and have a good talk.
Some words and some things are always unclear on the phone...
"Tomorrow."
"Then I'll wait for you to come back." She waited for him to come back and have a good talk.
She wanted to know what he was thinking, and also wanted to hear what he told her about Li Yuner in person.
For Li Yuner, Haiyao felt like there was a thorn in her heart.
If you don't figure it out, this thorn will stick there forever, and it will hurt all over your body every time you touch it.
******
On the way back, I passed the baby goods store.
Lu Haiyao stood outside the window, looking at the princess dresses worn by little girls on display in the window. Her mood became better, with a slight smile on her lips.
He said that they wanted to have a girl first and then a boy, which just made up the word "good".
They rarely talked about their children's problems. He was afraid of touching her wounds, and she was afraid of thinking of the cruel reality.
That day, it was an accident.
He lay on her legs, like a child, and deliberately put his ear on her belly, saying, "Liuliu, I seem to hear our baby making noises inside."
Hearing this, she was amused by him and cooperated with him by saying, "Should I still call you daddy?"
"Well, it's a girl. Call me mom and dad. I want to come out..."
He imitated the child's voice and spoke, causing Hai Yao to laugh and put her palms on his forehead. Although she smiled, she felt a little bitter in her heart and said, "The illness is not serious."
He took her hand down and held it tightly, "Really, I didn't lie to you."
"What is this called? Telepathy between father and daughter?"
"Well, that must be the case." He said more and more realistically, sat up, smiled and held her in his arms, as if coaxing a child, gently patted her arm, his voice was low and serious, "Wife
, Xiaoguai will be back."
After finishing speaking, he kissed her hair and coaxed her without any gentleness.
Those scenes would make her smile with happiness every time she thought of them.
He said that it was a scar and he would work hard to cure it for her...
It will be better for her, better...
She believed it, so could he do it?
Lu Haiyao has always believed that love is a very simple thing, a matter between two people. As long as they love each other, they will be happy...
Why is her love so rough and complicated?
But she can only admit that no matter who you fall in love with, the other person cannot be a person without a past. Since you have chosen to love this man, you can only accept his past, including the people he has loved...
She couldn't ask him to never love Li Yuner. If the child was really his, she could only accept it helplessly. After all, the child was there before, not after they got married and had this child with Li Yuner...
…
However, her acceptance does not mean fulfillment or concession.
For her own love, she wants to fight hard until the last moment...
Unless that man abandoned him or forgot his promise.
******
Inside the hospital.
Ruirui, who is in very bad physical condition, often has high fevers. You should always pay attention to his body temperature. Use drugs or physical cooling to cool down the fever. Improper treatment will be accompanied by complications such as respiratory failure and heart failure...
He woke up and looked at Li Yuner. His lips were chapped and uncomfortable. He wanted to drink water and wriggled his lips, "Mom...Mom..."
Li Yuner sat aside in a daze and didn't hear anything.
Xiao Ruirui called out a few more times with weak breath, each one getting weaker than the last. It wasn't until Li Yuner came to her senses that she hurriedly came over and asked softly, "Ruirui, what are you calling mom for?"
"I want to drink water."
"Okay, mommy will give you water right away." She caressed the child's cheek distressedly, forcing herself to raise the corners of her mouth.
He stood up and went to the table to pour warm water, then helped Ruirui sit up and put a straw on for him to suck.
Ruirui saw her eyes were red and smiled hard, "Mom, Ruirui doesn't hurt at all. Mom, don't cry."
Hearing this, Li Yuner felt even more uncomfortable, her nose felt sore, and she nodded with sobs, "Well, mommy won't cry."
Trying hard to suppress the sadness in her heart, she gently hugged the child.
"Ruirui will definitely get better. Promise mom, can you be stronger now? It will get better..."
Although the doctor could cure Rui Rui's disease, as a mother, seeing her child suffering this kind of pain would only make her feel more painful. She wished that Rui Rui could get better immediately and jump lively in front of her.
The child was obviously afraid of pain, but she smiled and said it didn't hurt. Her heart felt like needles pricking her, making her extremely uncomfortable.
Xiao Ruirui suddenly asked, "Mom, where is that uncle?"
"uncle?"
Li Yuner let go of her son and looked at him, "Ruirui want to see him?"
"Well, I like uncle."
Ruirui laughed, with the most sincere love written on his face.
Li Yuner looked at the smile on her son's face, bit her lip slightly, hesitated for a moment, and then asked seriously, "Ruirui, mom wants to ask you a question."
"good,"
"If Uncle Tingchuan were Rui Rui's father, would you be happy, honey?"
Upon hearing this, Xiao Ruirui nodded happily, "Happy."
Seeing that Ruirui liked Gu Tingchuan so much, Li Yuner smiled and couldn't help but scratch his nose with her finger, "Why?"
"Because my uncle is good, if Ruirui has a father, no one will bully me." Xiao Ruirui has always hoped to have a father, but she has never seen what his father looks like.
Hearing this, Yoona felt slightly sour. She took out her mobile phone and asked, "Do you want to call uncle?"
"think."
"Then mom will help you beat it. You can tell your uncle what you want to say, okay?"
"Yeah." Xiao Ruirui suddenly had a happy smile on his face when he heard that he could call his uncle.
Li Yuner actually wanted to call him, but she didn't know what to say...
That day, he rejected her, and she knew that it would be difficult for them to go back to the beginning.
She greedily hopes that he can return to her, and she also wants to return to him...
If it was still too late, why didn't she give it a try and let Ruirui bring them closer.
She dialed Gu Tingchuan's number, and when the call came through, she gave the phone to Ruirui.
As soon as Gu Tingchuan answered the phone, the voice on the other end was Rui Rui's voice. The childish uncle sound made him feel much happier, and he chatted with the little guy every sentence.
"Uncle, are you Rui Rui's father?" Rui Rui suddenly asked such a question, which made Li Yuner's heart tighten and made Gu Tingchuan stunned for a moment...
"Why doesn't uncle say anything? Does uncle not want to be Ruirui's father?" The little guy was a little disappointed, and the sadness in his voice couldn't be concealed...
Gu Tingchuan suddenly felt embarrassed, "No, Ruirui, uncle is not unwilling, it's just..."
Li Yuner quickly took the phone back and said awkwardly, "Don't blame him. Children like to talk nonsense. Ruirui rarely does this. He may be sick, so he..."
"You think too much." Gu Tingchuan smiled easily and interrupted her, "How could I be angry?"
Yoona held the phone tightly, listening to his breathing and laughter, biting her lip, hesitating for a long time, but decided to say "Tingchuan, I... you..."
"What's wrong……"
"I……"
"If you have any questions, tell me straight away. You were never like this before."
Yoona glanced at Ruirui, stood up and walked to the door. After a moment of silence, she said...
ps: Today's Kawenka's Ecstasy, I will continue to make up for the 3,000 words I missed today, and I will continue to code. The girls can read it tomorrow morning.