"I never need you by my side!" She said coldly, her dark eyes full of disdain and ridicule, as if she was accusing him, resenting him for not being by her side when she needed him most!
Looking into her eyes, Gu Tingchuan felt like his heart was stabbed. His lips moved, but he couldn't say a word for a long time.
My throat felt like it was being choked, and there were so many things I wanted to say that I couldn't express them all at once.
I originally thought that if a thousand arrows pierce the heart, I would just get used to it.
I originally thought that it didn't matter to him that she hated him, as long as she was by his side.
But……
Thousands of arrows piercing his heart would hurt so much that he would not have the courage to get close to her.
His dark pupils gradually dimmed, "I know you hate me."
"Even if you hate me again, even if you are on death row, you still have the right to speak. Can you give me a chance to explain clearly?"
"What do you want to explain? Don't you know that all your explanations are just excuses for me!"
How could she still listen to his explanation?
Looking into his deep black eyes, Hai Yao raised the corner of her mouth and said mockingly, "Then tell me, why? Why did you ignore me when I tried to find you again and again? And what was the reason why you continued to look for me?
I don’t want the baby in my belly? Do you know what it felt like when I was lying on the operating table? Do you know what it felt like when I was locked up in the police station and was treated as a murderer? I thought you were the only one in this world.
, only you, Gu Tingchuan, will come and take me away, but where were you at that time?"
As long as she thinks of the past, she can't talk to him calmly. She can't help but feel like a mean hedgehog covered with thorns. It seems that only by pricking him can she feel the wound in her heart a little bit.
Feel good!
But how can the harm be unilateral?
She originally wanted to sting him with every sentence, but when she told him what happened at that time, the pain was still so clear...
Even when she tried hard to hurt him, she felt uncomfortable.
However, how could she let him see what she was thinking?
She looked away to prevent him from seeing the tears in her eyes, turned her head and looked away, and continued, "I wasn't willing to give in at that time. I was also thinking, was there any reason behind it?"
"When I found out that you were going to marry Li Yuner, it turned out that I was overthinking it. Stop trying to defend me. I heard her ask you if you really wanted to marry her, and you agreed with your own lips.
"
"How did you know..." He was surprised, how could she know what he said to Yoona back then?
Just when he was about to ask clearly, she spoke first, "So, I won't believe you even if you say anything now."
After finishing speaking, she turned around and strode away. If possible, she really wished she could have a pair of wings so that she could disappear from him in an instant.
Watching her leave and looking at her thin figure, he felt like a sinner for the first time. There was a voice in his heart telling him that maybe they had made too many mistakes back then...
Who else hurt her so deeply?
Is it himself?
Back then, in order to appease Li Yuner's emotions, he had promised Uncle Li to lie to her for the time being. After treatment by a doctor, Yoona's condition gradually improved, and things gradually became clear between them.
How could Hai Yao know about this?
*******
She originally agreed to have dinner together at the reserved restaurant after picking up the plane, but because Gu Tingchuan interfered just now, she couldn't go. She originally planned to treat her as a way to thank him for taking care of the child and delaying his return.
Time, unexpectedly everything went wrong, and I felt sorry, but Ou Junyan smiled lightly and saw the tiredness on her face, "The children are tired too, so just make something for them at home. Go to bed early and eat later."
Say it again."
Hai Yao didn't expect him to say that, and was a little embarrassed, "Would you like to go up and have something together?"
He glanced upstairs and smiled faintly, "I'll go there next time I have a chance. I have something to deal with when I get back."
It's so late, what else can he do...
I just saw the worry on her face and felt that what she needed at this time was to be quiet instead of pretending to smile to entertain him.
He has known her for so many years, how could he not know her?
Hai Yao understood in her heart and no longer held back, smiling and nodding.
ps: I’m in the middle of writing, I’ll continue writing for a while, and I’ll read it tomorrow. Some readers feel that Tang’s ps is just trying to make up the word count, so I won’t write this anymore. Just sleep peacefully, and I’ll read it when I get up tomorrow.