She hugged him tightly and said the words that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time. She didn't know if she, Li Yuner, would still have a chance to speak if she didn't say it again.
"I don't want to be like this, and I don't want to be like this, making you hate me and deliberately avoid me, Tingchuan, do you know? I see you have been waiting for her for more than three years, and I feel so sad. You
You can no longer see my existence, even if I am right in front of you."
"You have been so good to me and helped me so much. I also said that I should give up what is past, but I really can't do it."
"Let's get back together, okay? I can love you more than her, and I can give you the happiness that she can't give you. Tingchuan, weren't we very happy together before? Didn't you say that you would never change your heart?"
Hearing this, Gu Tingchuan's eyes showed a helpless and bitter smile, "Who changed your mind first?"
"Li Yuner, have you ever truly liked me? Or do you just use me as a spare tire?"
He said calmly, clearly feeling that her body was startled. He took her hand and turned to look at her, "There is no need to mention the past. Maybe I was too young at the time and didn't know what love was and what liking was.
, you have never used your heart, so don’t mention what happened back then. I only feel guilty about the fire for you."
Her eyes suddenly filled with tears, and her voice choked with sobs, "Are you saying that your feelings for me are just that you like me, and you feel guilty?"
"yes."
"No!!" She objected loudly and uncontrollably, tears falling down, her eyes sparkling with tears, full of sadness and unwillingness.
"If you just like me, why have you been waiting for me for so many years! If she hadn't appeared, you would never forget me, wouldn't you?"
She didn't believe the feeling she had, she just liked it.
Like, what a hurtful word...
It's not love, it's not love for her!
Gu Tingchuan looked at the tears on her face and couldn't help but frown, "There are some things I don't want to say too clearly."
Over the years, he knew that the feeling he felt at the beginning was not deep love, but love for a sister he grew up with. He liked her to be pure and excellent, and even having her by his side gave him a sense of superiority in a boy's heart...
She is like a beautiful porcelain doll that many people will like.
But what is love?
Love is that he doesn't want to let go in this life. Love is that he can't help but put her in all his plans. If she is not in the plan, all his plans will fall into chaos. Love is that when you can't see it, you can't help but miss her.
I can't help but go see her...
In the past, he thought he wanted to see her because she looked similar to Yoona.
But now that he thinks about it, Yoona is by his side, but he still wants to see that woman twice as much...
His love is very selfish and not great at all.
So he couldn't let go, he just wanted to keep her close to him.
Li Yuner shook his head, "I don't believe it..."
Tears fell uncontrollably, and she stepped back, shaking her head, and screamed uncontrollably, "I don't believe it!!"
"In the past three years, you have tried your best to satisfy me no matter what I ask for. Is this normal? Gu Tingchuan, do you really treat me as a friend?"
He was so kind to her and gave her thoughts, could it all be a lie?
She stepped forward and grabbed his hand, holding it tightly, "You are lying to me, right?"
The tears on his face made it difficult for him to speak. He was worried and said helplessly, "Yooner, if I did something to make you misunderstand, it's my fault! But she is the only one in my heart. I have never been right about this.
You cover up, she is the only one now and in the future! Do you understand?"
"I do not understand!"
She shook her head and murmured, "I don't understand, I won't believe anything you say!"
She looked at him with determination in her tearful eyes, "I will let you know what you mean!"
Putting down her words, she turned around and left quickly, unwilling to stay and hear another word. Those so-called 'truths' were like a sharp knife, cutting open her heart and stabbing it inside, causing blood to flow out.
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Moonlit night.
Li Yuner sat in front of the dressing table, picked up the lipstick and applied it on her lips, applying it repeatedly with a heavy hand. The bright red lipstick was bright and moving, like a blooming red rose, so delicate and charming...
But she was not satisfied, so she took out a tissue, wiped it off hard, and then painted it again.
One stroke of the stroke was wrong, her hand shook, and the painting was a little crooked. She became so angry that she slammed her lipstick on the mirror, which immediately cracked the glass. The cracked glass showed her crying face...
Whenever she thought of him saying that he only liked her, her heart felt like needles pricking her heart.
"Impossible, impossible!!"
She screamed hysterically, how could he have never loved her, how could he only regard her as a friend!
For more than three years, although she knew that he had someone in his heart, he never refused her request. Isn't this a kind of special treatment?
Colleagues in the company say that the president treats her differently than others, and everyone thinks they are a couple!
She dresses herself carefully every day, and every morning when he comes to the company, he always smiles and says to her, "very beautiful..."
He was so kind to her that she became dependent on her, wanted to be exclusive, wanted to be his woman, his wife...
His kindness to her made her think that she was not completely impossible, and gave her a glimmer of hope that there would be another chance between them.
Standing at the door, Uncle Li saw his daughter crying in front of the dressing table. His heart ached, and he knocked gently on the door. When Li Yuner heard the noise, he quickly wiped away the tears on his face and looked at his father.
Uncle Li walked in with a solemn expression, came to her side, and sighed, "Yooner, what happened? Tell dad about it?"
When Li Yuner heard her father's gentle tone, she felt even more aggrieved. She hugged her father's waist and cried even more sadly, "Dad, Tingchuan said he doesn't love me. He said he just likes me."
When Father Li heard this, he sighed quietly and patted his daughter's back gently with his big hand, as if to comfort a child, "Maybe he said angry words?"
"can you?"
Li Yuner looked at her father and said, "I don't think he is speaking in anger."
His attitude was so indifferent and his tone was so helpless, as if he was telling something out of necessity.
She felt so unsure. Although he didn't say anything heartless, his eyes were so determined that she felt that there was no hope between them at that moment...
Father Li felt sorry for his daughter's grief. He forced out a smile and said comfortingly, "Don't think too much. Dad will mention this matter to the Gu family someday and see what the reaction is. Let Dad help you handle this matter.
"
He always felt guilty towards his daughter and his wife. Now he wanted to do all he could to strive for his daughter's happiness. Seeing the ups and downs and pain in the life of the daughter he had always regarded as a treasure, he felt in his heart
She felt more uncomfortable than anyone else. She thought that Yoona was back and he could make up for it, but who knew that the poor child actually left, giving her another blow...
That time, she committed suicide, which really frightened him.
He could no longer lose his only family member. Even if he lost his face, he would go to the Gu family in person to mention this matter and fight for it.
When Yoona heard this, she suddenly felt a glimmer of hope, and then she smiled and said, "Dad, thank you."
"Fool, what can you say to dad about thanking you?"
"Okay, don't think too much and go to bed early. Dad will help you handle this matter."
After comforting his daughter, he felt extremely solemn after leaving the room and felt confused. Did he do the right thing?
He has been a doctor for so many years, and he is an upright person. He has never done anything wrong and has never been sorry to anyone...
But he is a doctor and he is also a father.
He loves his daughter and has such selfishness, so when Yoona committed suicide and frightened him, he asked a psychiatrist to tell Gu Tingchuan that Yoona had mental illness and was prone to extremes. He could not do anything or say anything.
irritated her.
And his father also begged Gu Tingchuan to treat Yoona better...
So in Gu Tingchuan's heart, Li Yuner is a mentally ill patient. He is careful and tries his best to be satisfied, which is just to compensate. Father Li knows this, but he still sincerely hopes that his daughter can have a good outcome with Tingchuan.
.
He had watched Tingchuan grow up. He and Yoona had been close friends since they were young. They were also a couple that everyone thought should be together, a match made in heaven...
They are the most suitable, aren't they?
Father Li sighed, hoping that this matter would have a satisfactory outcome.
He is old. If a white-haired man gives a black-haired man a gift, he will not be able to withstand the blow.
ps: Thank you for your support, understanding and waiting. Every time I see the comments below, I think that I must continue to improve this story. Tang said something very tacky: Thank you.