Maybe, he should learn to love her the way she needs, instead of blindly asking for and possessing.
Seeing that the corner of Xiaoguai's mouth was stained with orange juice, he reached out and gently wiped the substance from the corner of his mouth with his fingertips. He curved the corners of his mouth lovingly and asked, "Xiaoguai, do you... like uncle?"
Xiaoguai looked at him, blinked, tilted his head and looked at him for a long time, then said, "Well... if you let me come to your house to play every day and feed me delicious food every day, I will slowly like him."
It’s yours.”
When Gu Tingchuan heard this, he couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth, "Oh? Then you will like it as long as it is given to you to play with?"
Xiaoguai shook his head, "No way."
"So, I'm special?"
Being listed as special by his own son, even though he knew that this little guy was fooling him, he still felt as sweet as honey in his heart.
He laughed in a good mood and looked at the cute expression on the little guy's face with great interest. Every expression and every look on his face was so cute, making people laugh and want to get close to him. This little guy
Now with this kind of affinity, he deceives the elder into thinking that he is his biological son, hereditary...
When he was a child, he was also the favorite child of his elders...
But, later...
He has seen too many sad things, too many realistic things, and living in such a loveless family, his innocence and happiness no longer exist.
Now, does he want his children to follow such a path again?
He thought that maybe he really didn't understand love because he had never experienced how to love for the sake of others. On the road of love, he was a primary school student and needed to learn...
He was used to his own way and believed that loving someone means breaking her wings to leave and letting her stay by your side. Treating her wholeheartedly is love. But he neglected it, even if he gave her the best in the world.
The thing took away the smile on her face.
He didn't want to feel uncomfortable and endure the pain of losing her, but he wanted to watch her unhappiness.
Gu Tingchuan suddenly sighed with emotion, and his eyes when he looked at Xiaoguai became much softer, mixed with deep affection. After chatting with Xiaoguai for a while, the little guy yawned and complained: "Why hasn't Mommy come back yet?
"
He pursed his lips, rested his elbows on his legs, supported his cheeks, and frowned, saying, "Uncle, I miss Mommy."
Seeing his lack of energy, he asked, "Would you like to sleep for a while? Maybe mommy will be back when you wake up?"
The little guy looked at him, "Will you?"
"Um."
"Then uncle must wake me up."
"good."
Gu Tingchuan stood up and picked up Xiaoguai. He was too small. He only needed a little force to pick him up. He was so small. The moment he hugged Xiaoguai, the moment Xiaoguai put his arms around his neck.
For a moment, I really felt a strong feeling of being a father and wanted to protect them for the rest of my life...
Staying with Xiao Guai, he gently slid his fingertips across the little guy's face, stroking it lovingly.
He once thought that he would have a child with her, so that she would have care and ties, and she would never leave him again.
Later, he killed their child with his own hands and became a thorn in each other's hearts. Although no one mentioned it on the surface, they both knew in their hearts that it would hurt if they touched it.
That is an indelible damage...
It takes courage and love to counteract.
Gu Tingchuan was looking at the little guy sleeping soundly when he vaguely heard movement outside the door. He thought it was her coming back, so he quietly closed the door and walked outside.
When the door opened, it turned out to be her.
I saw her back to her, holding the key to open the door.
She noticed that he opened the door and looked back at him. Their eyes collided with each other. No one spoke. The corridor was so quiet that they could hear each other's breathing. The weak light made her figure long and thin...
Haiyao looked away and continued her movements in silence. She did not receive a call from Ou Junyan, so she had no idea that Xiaoguai was at Gu Tingchuan's place. She only knew that he would take Xiaoguai to eat first and then come back.
For some reason, there's something wrong with the key.
She twisted several times but couldn't open it.
Especially, under his scorching gaze, the strong sense of presence prevented her from being calm and calm. Even though she pretended to be calm on her face, the irritable movements of her hands still revealed her mood.
She twisted hard, but the door seemed to be specifically against her, and there was no movement at all.
Suddenly...
She vaguely felt him coming over, and before she could respond to what he wanted to do, he reached out and held her hand that was holding the key.
Then he took out the key from her hand, replaced it with another one, inserted it into the keyhole, twisted it slightly, and pushed the door open.
She was a little embarrassed, lowered her head slightly, unwilling to face him, and said politely: Thank you.
Just as he was about to enter the house, his wrist was held by him.
The warmth of his palm burned her skin so hotly, making her feel his strength and determination.
Haiyao thought he was going to explain or redeem himself again. She looked down at his hand tiredly and said coldly, "I'm tired. Can you let me rest?"
"If there's anything... let's talk about it later..." Her voice was full of tiredness, as she had exhausted all her energy today.
"If you are tired, you can try to lean on me, and you can try to tell me. From today on, try to tell me what you need and want, okay?"
Hearing this, Haiyao looked at him with some surprise. She was surprised to see a light glimmer of water in his black eyes. The glimmer of water made his dark eyes clearer and struck her heart directly.
I just heard him say: "As long as you are willing to tell me, I am willing to do it, give..."
His voice was suddenly choked and hoarse, as if he was overcome by grief, and then suddenly stopped and choked, making him unable to speak.
Haiyao's heart seemed to have been pricked by a needle. She was infected by the sad atmosphere he brought and felt so depressed that she couldn't breathe.
She didn't want to hear it anymore, fearing that she would cry in vain.
She broke away from his hand and just took a step, but he suddenly hugged her from behind, clasped his hands on her chest, and hugged her tightly. He bent slightly, and his low breathing sound came from her.
There was a sound in his ears, and his turbid breathing contained sad emotions. He whispered, "Give me a chance and let me accompany you."
Tears, at that moment, welled up and filled my eyes.
She bit her trembling lips as hard as she could to hold back from crying. She calmed down and asked coldly, "Gu Tingchuan, what do you mean by this?"
She had never heard him speak in such a low voice. He had always spoken to her with a hint of threat. She had imagined that if she heard his low-pitched plea, she would feel vindictive and happy, but now she heard him speak like this
Pleading, she couldn't be happy, she didn't even have the strength to raise the corners of her mouth...
"sorry……"
"I'm sorry. It's because I didn't do well. I cared too much about my own feelings. When I saw you again, I didn't give you enough care. Instead, I blindly doubted you. It's my fault."
"Stop talking!" She bit her lip, her voice choked with sobs. If he kept talking, she might not be able to control her emotions.
She didn't dare to listen anymore. At this moment, she probably hated herself the most.
No matter how bad he is to her, she has no immunity to him at all...
She hated herself for being hopeless, and deeply understood that she would never be able to forget this man forever in her life.
It was precisely because of love that she couldn't trust him anymore and they couldn't be together again. She felt sad every time she thought about it.
Some people may really like them, like them so much that they would die for them through fire and water, but because of their own rationality, they understand rationally that they cannot be together...
If she were younger, if she had not been hurt, if she had no children...
Perhaps, she would allow herself to be confused again and fall in love with him again.
But now, she is not only cautious, but also rational. She rationally thinks that if there is no result, no happiness and no future, there should be no beginning...
Now she understands that she would rather find a mediocre man, as long as he is good to the children and good to her, this is more reliable than a vigorous love. Although such a stable life lacks something, there is no need to worry about gains and losses, and manage it with tears...
She didn't want to bring harm to the children, and she didn't want to stab her own wounds again.
"Gu Tingchuan, stop talking..."
She pulled his hand down hard, took a deep breath, suppressed the sourness in her heart, and forced herself to say calmly, "I'm tired. If you want to say this, I don't want to hear it."
She decided to close the door, but he stretched out his hand to block it, "I'm here, little darling."
Hearing this, she looked at him and couldn't help but frown, fearing that he would threaten her with her child. He seemed to understand the meaning in her eyes and said bitterly, "Am I really so heinous to you?"
"Are you so afraid of me?"
Her thoughts were seen through, and she was a little embarrassed, but she didn't want to explain anything, so she lowered her eyes and listened to him continue, "When Ou Junyan was brought back, he left because of something urgent, so..."
"Then I'll bring him back."
As she said that, she was about to walk over, but Gu Tingchuan quickly grabbed her and said, "Let's do it tomorrow, he is asleep."
He wanted to take another look and stay a little longer, but she wanted to take the child away immediately.
ps: I have regained my status today, and will return to 6,000 tomorrow.