Thinking of the rumors about him and Li Yuner, she felt a little sad in her heart.
At this moment, she was confused about love. What is love?
Although no one can fall in love several times in this life, the repeated heartbreaks have consumed her initial feelings about love.
Haiyao stood alone by the fence on the top floor, holding a warm glass of water in her hand, looking down at the entire city, sighing for a long time, suppressing the flash of water in her eyes, and raising the corners of her mouth with great effort.
The weather is getting colder, the hot air turns into wisps of white smoke, and the cold wind blows on the face, which seems to make people sober up.
She knew she was sober, but she felt a little sad when she was sober.
There were footsteps behind her, and then Xu Yizhong stood beside her, looking sideways at her, and whispered, "Isn't it cold to stand here so early in the morning?"
She always responded with silence when it came to topics that had nothing to do with work, and he gradually got used to it.
Xu Yizhong followed her gaze, looked into the distance, and said to himself, "Do you know why I wanted to get rid of you in the first place?"
He seemed to be telling a past event plainly, with emotion in his tone, his eyes dull, and he smiled sadly, and continued, "It's not all because of concern. I admit that my eagerness to get rid of you has something to do with work. On the other hand, it actually comes from
The fear in my heart, Hai Yao, is that you may not believe that the time when I was married to you was the warmest time in my life."
"I have been living with hatred since I was a child, and my grandma is far away from me. I haven't felt the feeling of being cared for and taken care of by others for a long time, and there is someone waiting to go home. Later I got used to that kind of life, but since I married you
Finally, I see your smile, your grievances, and your tolerance. I am always afraid that I will be influenced by you and give up what I have been pursuing."
When he talks about the past, his tone is always bitter, and various scenes from the past inevitably come to mind.
Every time he came home, no matter how tired or depressed she was, she would ask him with a smile: Have you eaten? Is your work going well?
Even if he was indifferent and didn't answer a word, she would still hide her emotions quietly and hand her his favorite Pu'er tea with a smile...
The human heart is made of flesh. How could he never know her grievances?
I'm just afraid that I will be soft-hearted, so I turn a blind eye...
"Do you still remember that time you were almost hit by a falling glass curtain downstairs in the company?"
Speaking of this, the scene of that day appeared in Haiyao's mind...
At that time, she felt despair from the bottom of her heart.
A bitter smile appeared on her lips. She didn't want to recall the past and said coldly, "It's all in the past, why are you talking about it anymore?"
She knew that the person he was reaching out to save was caring...
People say that in times of danger, the person you subconsciously want to save the most is the person you care about most in your life.
She was stupid and didn't see it at the time.
"It's getting late, I'm going to work."
She said that and was about to leave, but she heard him say, "The person I wanted to reach out for that day was you!!"
He didn't know why he stretched out his hand, but the person holding his hand was concerned...
They were standing so close, and he was so panicked, but the person who reached out to pull her over showed concern. Looking at the panic in her eyes and the blank look on her face, he felt uncomfortable for the first time.
Hai Yao's footsteps paused, and a contemptuous smile appeared on her lips, "It's been so long, you can say whatever you want, it's no longer important to me."
"You still don't believe it."
Even though he knew the answer, he still couldn't control the sadness in his heart.
Perhaps, God has already destined them to miss her. From the moment he reaches out to the wrong person, will he be destined to miss her for the rest of his life?
Xu Yizhong endured the disappointment in his heart, walked forward, and forced a smile, "It doesn't matter if you don't believe it, just go back to work. The weather is getting colder. From now on... wear more clothes when going out in the morning."
After finishing speaking, he walked away, leaving her with a deep silhouette.
ps: Don’t rush me, I will try my best to make it up. There will be an update later, so check it out tomorrow.