He still wanted to find excuses to explain, but looking into her eyes, all explanations were choked in his throat. The tears in her eyes made Xu Yizhong feel even more sad.
He had already thought that death was inevitable, and for a superfluous person like him, death might not be a pity.
But at this moment, he saw her asking him with tears in her eyes, why did it become like this...
At this moment, the sadness deep in his heart clung to his heart like a vine, making him not want to leave just now. It was a helpless feeling about cancer. No matter how much he was reluctant to let go, it was ultimately in vain.
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He didn't know why he said those sentimental words. Seeing her tilting her head sadly and trying to suppress her mood, he took a deep breath to ease the sadness in his heart, changed the subject and said, "Are you here because of company matters?"
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He didn't want to make her so sad. After all, she was still the Haiyao in his heart. Even if she pretended to be cold-blooded and cruel, it was just a disguise for self-protection.
For a person who had hurt her, she actually felt sad for him at this moment.
Regardless of whether the tears shining in her eyes were due to sympathy or pity, Xu Yizhong felt that it was enough and satisfied. Before he left, he understood that she would feel sorry for him, and he felt that his life was worth it.
He began to regret what he said just now, which made her so sad, so he tried his best to smile, took the folder from her hand, and said with a smile, "Let me see, this is related to that case.
Material?"
As he spoke, he opened the folder and pretended to analyze seriously: "It is almost impossible to find the person in charge of that company now..."
"This is probably my biggest mistake at work. They seem to have set up a good trap, just waiting for me to jump in. This time, I'm afraid this incident is not against the company, but against me personally." He continued mockingly.
Say, "Maybe I've done too many bad things before."
In order to succeed, you never consider the feelings of others and do whatever it takes to achieve your goals. How can you not make enemies with such a method of doing things?
His self-deprecating and nonchalant tone was like a desperate give-up. Haiyao originally came to persuade him to go back and properly handle the company's affairs and receive treatment, but after hearing his tone, she felt that she could not stay any longer.
I was afraid that if I stayed there for one more second, I would lose control of my emotions and cry out in sadness.
Seeing that he was still analyzing the material, she had already stood up and strode towards the door.
"Haiyao! Haiyao..."
He called her, but didn't chase her...
Looking at the door, the forced smile in his black eyes dimmed a little.
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Lu Haiyao's eyes were slightly red. She tried hard to push back the tears, and her eyes were sore from the tears.
She thought that after experiencing so many things, she was already a woman without flesh and blood. She was too realistic to dare to step forward and cold-blooded to ignore anyone's kindness to her. However, she still lost in the face of the cruel disease.
, she was defeated by the original intention hidden deep in her heart. She couldn't bear to continue to hate Xu Yizhong, and she couldn't bear to continue to pretend to turn a blind eye.
If there was a regret medicine in this world, she really hoped that they would all return to their original appearance.
Why does everyone become like this?
Along the way, after several years, we have fallen in love with friends and lovers who have accompanied us...
Those who once thought they would grow old hand in hand, those who once thought they would remain unchanged throughout their lives, why have they reached this point now?
She was in a bad mood. She walked forward aimlessly until she heard footsteps in front of her. She raised her eyes and looked up, as if in a dream. She saw Gu Tingchuan standing not far away looking towards her. Only then did she realize this
Nearby is Gu Tingchuan and her former residence.
Xu Yizhong also lived nearby, so she walked here without knowing it.
Their eyes intersected, separated by a certain distance from each other, strange and familiar at the same time.
Maybe it was Xu Yizhong's incident that made her too sentimental at the moment. When she saw Gu Tingchuan, she felt even more sad. She lowered her eyes and didn't dare to look at him again. At this time, they were already the most familiar strangers. Such a state and distance made her feel sad.
People are helpless and sad.
The tears in her eyes never escaped his stern eyes.
Seeing tears in her eyes and a sad look on her face, his first reaction was to think that she had been wronged, or that something had happened. Was the child sick? Or someone had bullied her? So, was she here to find him?
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Perhaps, the biggest possibility is that something happened to the child. Otherwise, why would she come to him if she was so stubborn?
Gu Tingchuan hurriedly stepped forward. Seeing how sad she was, he panicked and couldn't hide his worry for her. He asked, "What's wrong?"
Seeing that she didn't speak, he became even more anxious, "Did something happen? Did something happen to the child? Haiyao, please don't say anything. What happened?"
If something hadn't happened, how could she have come to this place...
He held her arm anxiously. Seeing that she was sad, he felt very distressed. It wasn't until she lowered her head and shook her head that he breathed a sigh of relief.
Her heart was not an iron wall, and she was not an emotionless person. Listening to his anxious tone, she only felt more sad. If she hadn't bit her lips to suppress it, she would have burst into tears.
Hearing how nervous and anxious he was about the children, she remembered that he once loved children so much, and she once believed that he would be the most loving father in the world...
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel sad. She shook her head and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't worry, they are fine."
"I'm just... just passing by here, you don't have to think too much." Her voice choked up several times. How could he feel relieved like this?
He put down the hands holding her arms helplessly. Thinking of what he had been worried about, he whispered, "Haiyao, I have never doubted the identity of Mengmeng and Xiaoguai. From the day I knew about their existence, I
I have determined that they are my children, Gu Tingchuan, so can you agree to my last request...let them stay with me for three days, only three days, and I will not disturb you after three days."
For three days, can Mengmeng and Xiaoguai only enjoy these three days of complete fatherly love?
She was afraid that these three days would make it harder for the child to let go of him. Wouldn't that be even more painful?
Maybe she was afraid that these three days would make it harder for her to let go. She shook her head, looked into his eyes and said decisively, "I don't think it's necessary."
"Sooner or later they will be separated. You have never fulfilled your responsibilities as a father to them. Why do you need these three days?"
Why do we need these three days when we have decided to let go? Isn’t this unnecessary?
As she was about to leave, unexpectedly, he reached out and held her arm firmly, his voice low and filled with bitter helplessness, "Aren't you willing to give me three days?"
His requirements were so low that she almost felt that her rejection was too cruel.
But she...
Finally, she decided to forcefully pull his hand away and leave quickly.
She walked very fast, as if she was fleeing in a panic, and as if she was afraid that he would catch up with her and pester her for the past three days.
Is she so unwilling to spend one more second with him?
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The night is as cool as water and the moonlight is hazy.
Haiyao woke up and looked at the time. It was actually three o'clock in the morning.
When she woke up, she could no longer sleep. She felt restless. She looked at Xiaoguai and Mengmeng who were sleeping next to her, and thought of Gu Tingchuan's plea.
Is she really too cruel?
To be precise, she is too cowardly. She doesn't dare to open her heart. What she fears most is the pain of losing it after getting it. What she fears most is that she is used to the existence of a person, but he can't accompany you to the end...
Life is generally like this. After loving someone with all your heart and soul once, it feels like you have lost all your courage. You are hesitant to move forward, cowardly and timid.
She got up and walked to the living room. There was a reminder of a new email on her computer. She stepped forward, turned on the computer and opened the email. It was from Nianwei from abroad, telling her recent situation and how Zhang Wei found her.
Reading it, she couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.
I'm really happy for Weiwei, it's a blessing in disguise that she can gain Zhang Wei's infatuation.
His eyes glanced at the last line of words: Sister, I already have happiness, and I really hope that you can also find your own happiness. A Wei said that he did something sorry for you back then, so he wanted to say sorry to you. At that time
You were locked up in the police station, and Brother Tingchuan asked him to take you out. He didn't go in time because of my matter, which led to such a deep misunderstanding between you... Later, he didn't tell Tingchuan about it in time.
Brother Chuan, Brother Tingchuan asked him to take good care of you during that time, but he failed to do it.
Haiyao couldn't help but think of what happened at that time. She was listed as a suspect for interrogation, but no one came to take her away. The person she missed so much was Gu Tingchuan, but the person waiting for him was Xu Yizhong...
Later, she was not convinced and returned home. When Gu Tingchuan saw her, he did not mention her interrogation at the police station. His indifference made her once think that he really thought that she had intentionally killed Li Yuner's child, but she
No, he just thought that she was able to come out because of Zhang Wei.
Even if there was an explanation for that incident, why did he ignore her later when she asked him to go home and talk about it?
Later, why did you say such words to Lee Yoona?
Haiyao felt that her thoughts were in chaos. She kept staring at the words on the screen until her eyes were tired. Then she sighed, closed the computer and prepared to go back to the bedroom. When she got up, she saw a picture on the coffee table. It was cute.
Cute drawing.
A simple crayon drawing, a simple family of four, but it hurt Hai Yao's heart.
The picture drawn by the children is very simple, just four little people holding hands. Although the picture is simple, it truly reflects what they want their home to look like.
Maybe she can't give them a complete home forever, but at least she can give them a short three days...
During these three days, she should probably let go of her grudges and grudges and regard them as leaving a beautiful memory.
After that, they parted ways and became strangers to each other...
With this in mind, she picked up her phone and sent a text message to Gu Tingchuan's phone.
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"Mom, do we really want to play with uncle?" After Mengmeng woke up, she was extremely excited and asked all the way. She was happiest than seeing Gu Tingchuan, while Xiaoguai cheered happily, "Oye, you don't have to go to school.
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Seeing the smiles on both of their faces, Hai Yao felt a little sad while being happy. She didn't know where Gu Tingchuan planned to take them.
At this time, a car horn sounded downstairs.
Haiyao walked to the window and looked down, and it turned out to be his car.
The two little guys have been buzzing with excitement since they woke up. Before they could wash up, she hurriedly urged, "Hurry up and wash your face. Uncle is already waiting downstairs."
As soon as the words fell, the two little guys rushed to the bathroom like flying stars.
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The car was full of excitement during the journey with no destination.
These two little guys were like two little sparrows. They chattered and never stopped. They always had questions to ask Gu Tingchuan. After a while, they quarreled again. You ignored me and I ignored you. But
Within a few minutes, Xiaoguai shouted again, "Sister, look at how beautiful it is there."
Mengmeng was very curious and immediately came over, "Where is it?"
So, the two people were next to each other again, giggling from time to time. The sweet laughter made people's hearts disappear instantly, and they couldn't help but raise the corners of their mouths, infected by the good mood of these two children.