Xu Yizhong only felt that at that moment, his heart was under tremendous pressure, which made his chest feel tight and painful, and he even couldn't breathe.
Listening to what she said, besides being shocked, I felt even more distressed.
Seeing her sad, he couldn't do anything for her.
His black eyes couldn't help but turn red. He endured the strong sense of sadness and pain, pressed her shoulders, trying to make her wake up, and whispered, "Haiyao, I am Xu Yizhong, you see clearly!"
He is not Gu Tingchuan!
He didn't want her to continue to think of him as Gu Tingchuan and feel uncomfortable...
I just wanted to wake her up, but it was useless.
She took the initiative to hug him, hooked her hands around his neck, and hugged him tightly, "Tingchuan, I'm not sad. I will be strong to accompany you."
"How about we work together..."
She whispered in his ear, and the smell of alcohol was strong as she spoke. Xu Yizhong had already suppressed the uncomfortable feeling, but when he heard her say this, he felt a strong sourness in his nose and his eyes were hot.
Yes, he could only reach out to hug her, caressing her back gently as if to comfort him, and when he spoke, his voice was hoarse and choked, "It turns out that you have such a big thing on your heart, but I acted like a fool and thought you were just getting along.
very good."
During this time, he really thought she was doing well...
He has been forcing himself not to disturb him, and he is willing to bury this relationship deeply, even if he is reluctant to let go...
However, as long as he thinks of those days when she was by his side and never really happy at all, he will understand that she only treats him out of sympathy, but he still doesn't want to wake up and is willing to stay in this sympathy.
Give yourself a wonderful start.
Until that day, she said to him personally, "Don't be so nice to me, I'm afraid I...can't afford it."
He then understood that she decided to return to Gu Tingchuan, so he was kind to her, but she would feel burdened and guilty if she could not accompany him.
He also understood that he really should not continue to disturb him.
However, he didn't know that something like this happened between her and Gu Tingchuan.
Gu Tingchuan, the person who he once regarded as his enemy and rival!
He had never liked Gu Tingchuan. Even though he later became related to him by blood, and even though he helped him escape from prison, he still never said a word of thanks to him.
Because he couldn't say it, because he couldn't say a word of thanks to him because he thought of him taking away his beloved woman.
However, at this second, knowing that his life was in danger, he was not happy at all, and even felt so uncomfortable.
He comforted Hai Yao's emotions, hoping that she could sleep quietly for a while, so that she might feel better and forget the pain temporarily.
However, she was always involved in that sadness and could not get out.
Sometimes I cry uncomfortably, sometimes I say I will be strong...
He felt uncomfortable listening to this, so he distanced himself from each other, held her shoulders tightly, and said loudly, "Look carefully, I am Xu Yizhong!!! It's not Gu Tingchuan, please wake up!"
Maybe his voice was too loud and she was stunned.
She looked at him with blurred eyes. After a moment of sluggishness, tears silently slipped from the corners of her eyes. Instead, she held his hand tightly and said, "You are Yi Zhong."
Seeing that she recognized him, he nodded in relief, but the next second, he never expected that she would say such words.
"Yizhong, please help me, please help me."
"Can you give your heart to Tingchuan? Please save him. I really can't live without him..."
Facing her low prayer, his chest suddenly hurt.
Is she begging him to save Gu Tingchuan?
Use his heart to save that man...
How could she say such cruel words to him? The person she would rather die was Xu Yizhong?
At this time, he is not in the advanced stage of gastric cancer at all, he is also a living person...
Xu Yizhong couldn't describe his mood at this time. He had mixed feelings and mixed emotions.
There is even a feeling of abandonment. Should she use his heart? Use his heart to save the person she cares about most...
Facing her prayer, his throat seemed to be choked with a ball of cotton, and he couldn't say a word of agreement or rejection.
He only felt pain...
Haiyao was tired after all, until she leaned on his chest and murmured something, but her eyes were closed, and her curled eyelashes were stained with crystal tears.
He endured the faint pain, then let her lean on the cushion, helped her fasten her seat belt, and when he was about to start the engine, he looked sideways at her tired look, and his mood was indescribably bad.
Perhaps, to her, it really doesn't matter if he dies...
But if Gu Tingchuan leaves, will she really collapse completely?
These days, she has been holding on, and she happened to have a good time drinking tonight and crying. When she wakes up tomorrow, she will have to face such an almost hopeless problem.
Thinking of this, he should have been angry, but instead he felt sorry for her.
The fingers holding the steering wheel gradually tightened. He gripped the steering wheel tightly and looked forward, with complicated emotions in his dark eyes.
After a long time, he started the engine and merged into the traffic flow.
******
The car drove to the door of Gu's house and saw Gu Tingchuan waiting at the door from a distance.
When Gu Tingchuan was anxious, a dazzling light came over, forcing him to squint slightly, and he could faintly see that the person sitting in the car was Hai Yao.
The car stopped next to Gu Tingchuan. Xu Yizhong turned off the engine and looked at Hai Yao, who was still sleeping next to him. His eyes were slightly dull. He unlocked the car door. Gu Tingchuan opened the door smoothly and saw that she was asleep and smelled of alcohol.
, couldn't help but frown, "She drank?"
"We had dinner together tonight. Maybe I said too many sad words, which is why she drank so much." He told lies because he knew that she didn't want Gu Tingchuan to know why she was so drunk...
Gu Tingchuan did not show any belief or doubt. He did not seem to be listening to Xu Yizhong's explanation and shouted in a low voice, "Sixty-six?"
"Sixty-six..."
He shouted a few times, but Hai Yao just frowned slightly and showed no reaction.
Gu Tingchuan couldn't help but frown. He had never seen her so drunk before...
She had gotten drunk in front of him once or twice, but she had never been so drunk before. I don’t know what night it was...
He bent down slightly, hugged her horizontally, picked up her things, and then looked at Xu Yizhong, who was especially quiet today, and whispered, "Thank you for sending her back."
After finishing speaking, he hugged her and turned around to leave...
Xu Yizhong sat in the car, watching their backs, until he carried her into the house, until a long, long time later.
He took out his cigarette, took a long puff of smoke, and frowned deeply.
Maybe for Hai Yao, she is not cruel, but thinks that he has late-stage gastric cancer and cannot survive...
Thinking of this, he didn't feel any better.
What would she think if she knew that he didn't have stomach cancer...
Will you still want his heart?
******
Lu Haiyao was noisy all night, and as soon as she returned upstairs, she vomited.
As if she wanted to vomit her entire stomach out, waves of nausea made her lean against the toilet in discomfort.
Gu Tingchuan had no choice but to support her, his big hands gently running along her back. He waited for her to feel better, then he used a hot towel to wipe her face. But she had no strength and was so weak that she seemed about to fall. He could only
He held her tightly with one hand and wiped her face with the other to make her feel more comfortable.
"Do you feel better?"
"It's so uncomfortable..." She frowned aggrievedly, put her arms around his neck, and shrank into his arms. Then she put her arms around his waist and said aggrievedly like a child, "Husband...
I feel terrible."
Gu Tingchuan was angry and hurt by her appearance at this time...
Angry that she doesn't take care of her body and drinks so much.
What hurt was just her soft words: I feel so uncomfortable, and he felt that his chest was full of love.
He hugged her, patted her back gently, and coaxed her, "Go to sleep, you'll be fine once you fall asleep."
"Um."
He then struggled to lift her up and walked to the bed, letting her lie flat on the soft bed. When he was about to get up, she reached out and hooked her around his neck, "Don't go..."
"Accompany me..."
"Husband, don't leave me."
As she spoke, her voice suddenly changed her tone, her nose became sore, and her tears fell.
Those two lines of clear tears seemed to flow into his heart, making his whole chest full of soreness.
He lovingly wiped away the tears on her cheeks with his hands, and his Adam's apple slid with a choked voice. He leaned down, kissed her hot and wet on her forehead, and murmured softly, "I will not abandon you."
It seemed that she could hear his answer, or maybe she fell asleep again, her hand gently slipped down, she stopped fussing, and her breathing became even.
Gu Tingchuan then helped her pull up the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at her thoughtfully.
Looking at her hand with the wedding ring on it, he picked it up and held it gently.
The moment he put the ring on her, when he decided to set a trap to trap her, or even earlier, he never thought of letting go of his hands.
Even if it is hatred, he still plans to pester her for the rest of his life.
Why, now he is shrinking...
Gu Tingchuan held her hand, put it to his lips, and pressed his lips on her fingers sadly. At that moment, he touched the most hurtful part in his heart, and his dark eyes shimmered with water.
It turns out that the most painful distance is the separation between yin and yang, the separation between life and death.
He didn't know what to do to make her face the fact that one day, he would be gone.
******
The next day, the sun was shining brightly.
The dazzling sunshine is still bright, the sky is still changing day and night, and it has not changed at all because of her sadness. Everything on the earth ruthlessly does not make any changes, reminding Lu Haiyao that no matter how sad life is, it must go on.
No matter how sad she is, time will not stop and his illness will not get better.
She could only cheer herself up, face it with a smile, and get through it with strength.
After taking a deep breath, she stood up and sat up suddenly, feeling dizzy.
She only remembered that she and Xu Yizhong drank a lot of wine, and then she woke up for a moment when she vomited uncomfortably. She felt Gu Tingchuan beside her, looked around and found that he was not in the room, so she got up and walked downstairs.
Hearing a sound from the kitchen, she walked forward, leaned against the door, and saw him busy preparing lunch.