Lu Haiyao felt that Gu Tingchuan was a great and beautiful asset to her...
He could give her happiness, pamper her, pamper her to no end, and make so many changes for her. She really couldn't lose him...
They decided to donate the unexpected winnings to those who were also suffering from serious illnesses but were excluded from the hospital simply because of expensive medical bills.
They may have a good start, but they can only face death in despair because of the medical bills they cannot afford.
This was Gu Tingchuan's idea, and Hai Yao agreed. She knew what he was thinking right now...
He was regretting that even though he had money, he could not cure his illness.
In matters like heart transplantation, not only are donors scarce, but even if you are lucky enough to wait for a donor, there is no guarantee of survival. Strong rejection will also put the patient at risk of death.
But he has done these good deeds, who can show kindness and help him?
Who can give him their heart?
Even those who are about to die are unwilling to donate their organs after death under conservative concepts.
These days, he hopes she is happy with all his heart, she sees it in her eyes and feels pain in her heart.
She didn't want to take over the company's affairs because she was afraid that he would really decide to leave without any worries. However, seeing that he sometimes had to deal with those things, she was also afraid that he would be tired. He had been easily tired recently and would always lean on him when working.
She fell asleep on the sofa, and she felt particularly distressed.
Haiyao passed by the study and saw him sleeping on his desk again.
I could only put a blanket on him silently and help him tidy up the things on the table...
There was an overturned photo frame next to his hand. Haiyao picked it up and saw that it was a photo of her and her two children abroad.
When did he put it here?
While adjusting the photo frame, she woke him up. Seeing his tired face, her heart felt as if needles were pricking her, and she asked, "Go upstairs and take a nap?"
He shook his head and pinched his eyebrows, "I'm fine."
Although he looked very tired, he always told her that he was fine. She knew that his body would feel weak and tired more and more easily, and she was afraid to speculate on this...
Gu Tingchuan seemed to notice her expression, took her hand, asked her to sit on his lap, hugged her waist, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
"Looking like he's about to cry."
He asked her fondly, his low laughter unable to conceal his weakness and fatigue.
Lu Haiyao didn't want to say anything, she just wanted to hold him tightly. She thought so, and did so. She hugged him, tilted her head and leaned on his shoulder. She was filled with so much sadness that she couldn't express it and didn't dare to say it...
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Sometimes she really feels that the world is unfair...
Why didn't his illness improve at all?
She held back the tears welling up in her eyes and hugged him tightly. Why did the tighter she hugged him, the more she felt like she was losing him...
It seemed like I couldn't catch anything, I felt empty and insecure.
She knew very well in her heart that he was also aware of his physical condition, so he hoped that she could accept it calmly, so he always asked her where she wanted to go and what she wanted to do. He wished he could complete all the things she wanted to do with her.
, but such a short time is simply not enough...
And she was also afraid that something would happen to him, so she didn't dare to go anywhere.
The personal doctor came to see his condition on time every day. While agreeing to Gu Tingchuan's request not to tell her the truth, he promised Hai Yao not to let him know that he knew everything.
They do this just to prevent each other from feeling more sad.
She didn't want him to know that she knew the truth, because she didn't want him to feel sad for her...
He didn't want her to know the truth because he couldn't bear to see her sad.
Hai Yao didn't dare to tell the Gu family, and it was his intention not to say anything for the time being...
He was afraid that grandpa's body wouldn't be able to bear it, and he didn't want to live in a dull and sad atmosphere under everyone's careful surveillance.
Haiyao had no choice but to go and tell Uncle Li on his behalf, hoping that he would not tell the Gu family what he saw that day.
Lu Haiyao remembered that she went to find Uncle Li, she secretly bit her lower lip and hugged Gu Tingchuan tightly. If he knew, she agreed to go to find Uncle Li for him, just to find a way to check and match herself with Uncle Li.
She begged for a long time before Uncle Li agreed to help.
Now, just wait for the results...
Would he blame her?
Do you blame her for making such a decision?
She has no choice...
This is the only way to go...
She has made up her mind, and no one can change it. There are too many things that she is reluctant to let go of, and there are too many people that she cannot let go of, but she can only do this!
Call her timid or selfish, she really doesn't have the courage to bear the pain of losing him alive...
Haiyao looked at him, hooked her arms around his neck, and put her forehead against Gu Tingchuan's. Looking at each other lovingly, she choked and said, "Tingchuan, if I did something more selfish, would you still love me?"
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"Why do you ask this suddenly?"
He frowned suspiciously, feeling that something was wrong with her.
"You answer quickly, I'm just asking."
She suppressed the tears that were about to well up, raised her eyes, and urged with a smile.
"meeting."
He replied seriously, "No matter what you do, I will do it."
"What if... what if I did something unforgivable?"
"I will forgive you."
Hearing his affectionate promise, a warm current flowed through her heart, and she was so moved that her eyes turned into tears.
"You like me so much? What's so good about me?" She was so selfish, and her selfish decision made him live to bear the pain of losing her...
Let him take care of two children...
Suddenly I realized that living people need to be more courageous, and she was a coward.
"Maybe..." When she said this, her voice choked and she almost shed tears. She lowered her eyes and didn't dare to look at him. She waited for a long time before raising the corners of her mouth and continued, "Maybe you will find out in the future that I am a very selfish woman.
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Selfishly avoiding problems and leaving all the pain to him...
If one of them really had to leave, she would rather it be herself.
She almost couldn't speak anymore. She couldn't smile at him no matter how hard she tried, and she didn't dare to look into his sharp eyes for fear that her thoughts would be exposed.
Just when she was about to turn her face away, get up and leave, he tightened his arm and hugged her tightly, while the other hand gently pinched her chin and asked her to look at him, as if he could see her thoughts, and he whispered
He said, "So, never let me discover your selfishness."
After finishing speaking, he held her face and kissed her heavily...
He rubbed her lips heavily, opened her teeth hungrily, and drove his tongue in, entangled her uvula, and kissed her deeply.
Today's kiss was a bit overbearing, like a storm coming in force, so she could only bear it passively.
The two of them are like people who are about to separate at the end of the world, but are reluctant to let go and stick together, entangled and lingering until death.
His breath was hot, a fire of desire ignited in his lower abdomen, and a wave of heat hit him.
Unwilling to be lonely, his big hands caressed her everywhere, pulled down her clothes, and his electric palms slipped into the clothes, directly touching the longing snow muscles...
The temperature in the room became white-hot little by little, and she was even a little unable to resist his eager desire.
Thinking that this was the study, she gasped slightly and reminded, "Go back to the room..."
"Tingchuan..."
"I can not wait anymore!"
His voice was hoarse, he hugged her and sat on the desk, then eagerly pounced on her, taking full possession of her.
Their clothes were messy but they were not taken off. Hai Yao had never been so eager to be with him before. It was slightly irritating, which increased her sensitivity. She could really feel him...
A scene not suitable for children is being played out in the study room. They both seem to be fighting each other desperately, fearing that they will be separated in the next second...
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The enthusiasm faded, and he helped her arrange her clothes with a satisfied smile on his lips.
"Does it hurt?"
He asked, and her face turned red instantly, thinking that he was asking...
Seeing her blush, his smile deepened, he hugged her and laughed softly, "I'm asking if your back hurts."
After saying that, he put his hand on the back of her waist. Hai Yao frowned in pain and straightened her back.
"Next time, try lying there instead."
She complained, could it not hurt? She was pressed against a hard place.
"I'd rather lie there and let you come. It would be easier for me."
His angrily reply made Hai Yao's ears turn red. He stopped teasing her and asked her to turn her back to him. He rolled up her clothes and looked at the back of her waist. As expected, it was red from the friction.
He put his warm palms on it and rubbed it for her, "Apply some medicine at night."
"Does it still hurt?"
He asked while rubbing it, Haiyao's heart felt warm and there was no pain anywhere.
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After waiting, the result finally came.
This result may really be the best...
Under the current situation, she thought mockingly to herself, maybe God really arranged that only one of them could be left...
Her test turned out to be a successful match for him.
When Uncle Li handed the results to her, he kept sighing, "I really don't know whether it is better to tell you about this result or not to tell you."
"See for yourself."
Uncle Li handed it to her with a solemn expression. She opened it and took a look. When she saw the hope, she should have smiled happily, but she cried...
God sometimes plays a joke on you, and it can really kill you.
The only thing she felt lucky about was that there was a high chance that her heart would be suitable for Gu Tingchuan!
Li Bo said, "I don't recommend you to do such a thing. After all, heart transplantation may cause rejection. What if..."
"I know what you said is a possibility." Hai Yao smiled bitterly, took a deep breath, and continued, "But now other than this, do we have to wait hopelessly?"
"Uncle Li, you have been in this line of work. You should understand how dangerous it would be if he got sick but couldn't operate." And could she watch him face such a dangerous moment with her own eyes?
Can she see that he is obviously saved, but she doesn't save him?
No one can change her decision...
ps: During the recent river crab period, I have written unknown erotic scenes. Thank you to the girls who sent gifts, gold medals and red envelopes.